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Thank you everyone for coming. The purpose of today's space is to say prayers for Hippie. This morning, she went into cardiac arrest, and we currently do not know the status. I do know Michael is on his way to the hospital. I know that. So that's where we're at. And, maybe Nooni would like to start by saying some words while I gather my bearings here. We can also sit in silence. That's acceptable. I'm expecting a call from my account, so, that might happen pretty soon here. But in in terms of, like, with what's going on with Hippie? Another bird. It's clear in that regard. You know, all we can do is Marvel. You know, send out our prayers. And, I just keep imagining her at home with put her on her lap and her sitting there happy and content, because that's the best outcome we can hope for right now is that she goes home and that she's not in pain and that she's happy and content. And, you know, we she got the BiPAP last night, which is great. You know, there's other things going on, but, we all know that the cortisol is an issue with the stress going on. And, you know, we've we've done a lot and we've tried to convince the family to get an advocate, but I don't think that's gonna happen because I think they actually believe in the hospital system, which is ashamed, that they don't understand that that particular system is optimized for hospital profits and not for patient outcomes. And I'm convinced all they see in hippies dollar signs, and, they don't offer all of the treatment she needs. It took them a week to get her the BiPAP mask, a week in that hospital, and they didn't have the right equipment. You know, that's kind of what we're up against, and it really is so sad. And we have to, I think, get everybody so that everybody who's injured has the paperwork already. And, we can gather that up and get people start working on it so that if something happens and you are admitted to a hospital, could be for anything. Could be for like, you know, uh-oh, like you were in a car accident or whatever on your way to an appointment, but that you have everything prepared because had she had an advocate right away, she would have had the equipment she needed right away. And the advocate can make sure that the right coding is on the orders, that the right coding is everywhere because if you have the right coding, your insurance will cover it. With the wrong coding, you have to pay for it out of pocket. And that's like, you know, the the bureaucracy of it all that many people don't understand is that you have to get all of these authorizations in place and, you know, be like radar on MASH and get everything in order. Get all the ducks in a row order and then just to get what you need. And most families don't have the capacity to do that. Number 1, they're dealing, like the emotional aspect of it will inhibit their ability to think logically. And that's just fact. That's plain fact. So I implore everybody to make sure that they have a hospital plan in place. That they have, you know, an advocate and there are agencies out there. We sent her a free place that does it free that Doctor. Aranda talked to them about Like Doctor. Aranda talked to the woman who run the organization and she was waiting for Hippie's call. You know, I mean, these things have to be set up. I mean, it took them a week, actually 8 days to get her the BiPAP. I mean, think about it. You know, all of the discomfort in her nasal passage because it's completely dried up. And then she had, like, the cut on her lip. That was from the hospital equipment. You know, never mind bedsores, you know, because she was already, worried about bedsores the last time she was in there. And I'm worried about the same thing, you know, and all it takes is you put down like a sheepskin mat and boom, no bedsores. You know, I mean, like it just, it boggles me. I mean, we've always done this in my family because, they almost killed my sister. And whenever somebody goes to the hospital, there's always somebody there. And we bring in a bunch of stuff and a lot of Indian stuff too. They leave us alone now. And this like, you know, in the hospital, mom was taking a traditional tea and, the doctors couldn't figure out why she was getting better. And, you know, here's mom drinking her tea. She was, oh, that's just my tea. You know, like, blah, blah, blah. And it was because, like, we brought it in there and we weren't gonna take no for an answer. And too many people just accept the limited options that are presented to them by a corporate model. You know, those aren't the only options available, but those are the only options that corporate system will allow you to have. And for access to everybody thing, you need somebody who understands the system. You need somebody who understands the codes. Like if you ask the family what's an ICD code, They wouldn't know. Yet this is the crux of the game that's being played, making sure the right codes are there, making sure that the right medications are there. You know? And it has to be done. And I'm hoping everybody has a plan in place. Right? I've even got 1 for Alberta. I went out. There was a patient advocate who put all of this out for COVID. I printed them off. It's in my, you know, in the hospital thing. So I've got a file of all that stuff. It's not in a go bag. But, like, if I was in an accident or something like that, I know what I'd have to do. You know? As it stands, like, I since I moved to Alberta, I in Canada, you have to you're supposed to get a new health card when you go into a new province. I didn't get 1 here. My other 1 from Ontario expired, so I'm completely out of the medical system. I do have my old number, which is, you know, and but I do have my status number, which is the Indian number, and that's what all my medical gets billed to anyway. So either way, I'm covered, but I eliminated their ability to track me. So yeah, I know I'm flying by the seat of my pants here, but there's no damn way I'd want to go to a hospital. You know, I get my dental paid for, but there's no damn way I'm going to go see a dentist right now. No frickin way. You know, and yeah, it might cost me my dental health, but at least, you know, I won't be susceptible to all of the bloody, you know, I already had a shedding, you know, thing and it was bad. You know, and I recognized the symptoms and the rashes right away because I seen it on everybody else. I go, shit. You know, but I was able to do all of the right, I knew what to do. I knew I had to fast. I knew I had up the ivermectin, you know, and that was a big part of it was the fasting, the ivermectin, the magnesium baths, all those things and that was intense. But, you know, I'm kind of wondering like does it nobody knows if it integrates through shedding. We don't know. We simply don't know. But, you know, it's crazy out there. But you know what? Every morning and every night I have some news. Okay. She passed away about 20 minutes ago. Michael just called me, and I saved the space jumping in on my computer so that I could take the call. He is with her right now saying his last goodbyes, and, then they gotta get him out of the room so they can take her away. I'm obviously gonna wait to see what her family's wishes are before I share her name and all of that in the obituary. Her sons might want me to help them get access to her ex account to, write a message personally. I do not know yet at this point. I gotta go do some Indian shit and light some sage just so that she has a safe journey. Please do so. Thank you, Nooni. Mel, this is Baba. Is it, who we think it is? Yeah. Hippy dippy is gone, sir. Oh my god. That was quick. Yeah. They said she had maybe 2 years, and, she had had some problems, and they gave her a cortisosteroid almost 2 weeks ago. And the cortisosteroid caused more problems than good, and she was in there for about a week and a half, almost 2 weeks. And we had a space for her yesterday because she missed everyone's voices. And then this morning, they took away her ice chips, and then I had a text message that woke me up from her roommate telling me that she was in cardiac arrest, and he was on his way to the hospital. So, yeah, very quick. Yeah. Steroids is never a good idea. Never. They were trying it because of the inflammation with the scarring in her lungs. Yeah. But it, she had a stint in her heart that the cortisosteroid did not like, and, it started to leak. She had a leaky heart chamber. Yeah. I'm familiar with that because I have a left branch blockage in mine. I don't know what they were thinking, sir. They should have never given her the cord of steroid. No. You're right. You're definitely right. You okay, though? I will be in a little bit, I think. Right now, I'm just in a little bit of shock and trying not to cry very hard. I'm gonna bug out and give you some space. We'll talk later, Melissa. You guys all have a safe day. Thank you, Baba. You might be sitting here in silence, but say your prayers, please. Hippy dippy left us about 20 minutes ago. I'm gonna send some messages out. Just an FYI. I'll throw out some mics too in case anybody wants to talk, say some open prayers. Well, she's on her journey now, and her pain and suffering is over. And I am glad that she had a chance to hear everybody last night and to say a few words herself. But as far as her spiritual teachings are concerned, she's with her lord and savior now. She's back at the original source. And we're all sad, because she's gone from us, but remember, she has rejoined. And it's it's always sad because, like, it happened fast. But I'm really glad that her sons joined her, and she was able to see her grandchildren. Yes, Brian. We just lost Hippie a few moments ago, maybe 20 minutes tops. Go ahead and say anything you would like to say, sir. Well, thank thank you. I didn't I I'm just finding out. I didn't know that it had turned that bad, the last news I heard yesterday, the day before. Thank you for the space. And if ever if if anybody that can hear me, if you would just take a moment here. Father, I thank you so much for your love, your mercy, your kindness towards us. I thank you for the life that is because this doesn't stop here. Father, we thank you so much for all that you've given to us. Without you, we would not know love. Without you, we would not know hope, peace, kindness. We thank you for the life of our friend. She was a good friend to me. She talked to me so many times over the phone, and we addressed certain things. And we had quite a few very healthy and very good conversations. And I'm thankful, God, that you are kind, that things can happen quickly. I don't like to see people suffer myself. And, god, I thank you so much for life. You all best get used to living. If I can see you, hear you, we've been sentenced to life, and you best get used to living. Whether in this form or another, she only transformed, and we'll see her again. Be hopeful and thankful. I'm thankful, and I'm hopeful. I appreciate the friend that I had. She was kind to me, and we saw many, many things in the same way. So I'm so thankful for her, and thank you all for this for this space. I'm I'm it's it's hurting me right now to to know this and ride it. It's rather sudden and fast quick. That's rather shocking and surprising to me at the same time, but, hopefully, we'll find out a little bit more. So, thank you. Thank you, Brian, for the very kind words. For those just joining, Hippy dippy left us maybe about 20, 25 minutes ago. We're here to say prayers. And if any of you would like to say a prayer, please request a mic. If I if I could just reflect back for a moment, it kinda gripped me a little bit harder there. You know, I've I've been here a few years now, and I've been a I was a part of their DM group for a while, and me and Hippie. We talked back and forth quite a bit, but, she was a part of our group when we were studying with and miss Josie was in our group. And I wanted to make mention of those also, and please forgive me. This is about hippie, but she was a good friend of miss Josie. They we all loved each other well, and we all worked well together. But miss Josie, we've lost miss Josie. We lost the grim reaper, if everybody remembers him, our good friend out of well, he's in and out of Marlin's spaces. I'm not gonna call out too much like that, but we've lost a few here now since I've been on the platform and now this 1. And I don't know exactly how much I like that the way how fast some of these things are happening, but with hope, we're gonna keep looking forward, and maybe this will maybe some better information will come to us about it. Yeah. Thank you, Brian. Thank you for joining us, Julie. Go ahead. Thank you guys for holding this space, and I'm so sorry to hear about Hippie. Gosh. She was she was great. She was 1 of my favorite people that would come into Marlon's space every day and and talk. She was such a fighter. She wanted to make a big difference. She wanted to she wanted her state to change, and, I'm gonna miss her terribly. You know, I know now that she's not suffering anymore, and that's the most important thing that I have to take with me in my heart, is that she she's not in pain and suffering anymore because I know exactly what she was going through being a I'm a respiratory therapist, and she called me a lot. She had my personal number, and she asked me a lot of questions. And my heart is breaking right now. I just wanted to say that everybody just please keep her and her family in your prayers. I'm not 1 to say a big prayer. I know there's a lot a few people that have popped in right now that could probably say a better prayer than me. I just want everybody to know that she is loved. She will always be loved. She will always be in the forefront of my mind. And, again, thank you for holding this space today because it's important that her memory stay living as well as other people that we have lost in in this battle that we have, going on here in this country. And we are all patriots, and she was 1 of the biggest patriots that I know. Thank you. Thank you very much. I don't know who is next, but, I'm gonna go with Larissa. Thank you, honey. I'll be brief. I'm praying for hippie dippie family that they receive a peace that surpasses all understanding. That's all I got. I love you. Thank you. Thank you. I'll jump back to Bumble here. Hello, Bumble. Hello. I'd say, good morning or good afternoon, but such is not the case. Eppy was a dear friend from nearly the moment that, I came on the space. We shared, I guess, similar maladies. But, I think we both kept each other in good moods and laughing and, you don't really think that she ever complained about anything. She just stated, the facts of her condition. I will be forever blessed by her memory, her strength, and her will to live. I share that will, and I am grateful that you guys are here to put on this space. That's it. Thank you. I don't know if the space is half glitching or if you guys wanted to say more. Brian and Julie's hands are up. Brian, did you wanna say some more? I think it is glitching a little bit. Sorry. My hand's not up, but I didn't I didn't want to pray again in a moment, but I was I was just now in the background messaging Edward. I don't know how many people's heard about this over spaces, but Edward's holding the space and, you know, chats with Edward. He's he's really good in this area. I was gonna see if maybe I can pop over there right quick and see if he'll join us. I don't want him to have to stop his space, but I think this is important. It's important to me, and it's important to you all also. And, there was another space going on where everybody left it and piled into here, and I'm thankful for that also. And, I've seen many faces just come in. There's a lot of people coming in the room. It might be, pumping it just a little bit more. I'm not certain, but the the join space came over my feed. So just give it a few minutes. It'll work out. The this this space is gonna fill up. Thank you. I'm gonna try to swap over to my phone really quick and hopefully keep the space stable. I only jumped onto the computer so that I could take the phone call without the space dropping originally. In the meantime, please go ahead, Carol. You have the mic. Thanks. I don't have a lot of time, but I did wanna pop in when I saw the space open. So Hippy Dippy never really let on to me, the extent of her illness. And it was kinda like Bumble said she never complained. She and I had this running joke that, whenever I would set up my space, you know, usually on a Saturday, I set it up for Sunday. Like, before I could even be done setting up the space and and, you know, sending it out onto the x onto my, my profile, it she retweeted it. Like, how did she do that that fast? I never could figure out how did she I just set the thing up just this very second. Boom. She retweets it. How is she doing this? And we kinda had this running joke about it, but it happened every week, just about every week. And, she was in Holy Health every Sunday, and didn't really come up and speak a lot, but did from time to time, she's come up with a question or something. But, it when I found out just really recently in last month or so how ill she actually was, I would Brown face. I'm so sorry. Oops. And continue, Carol. Nunez got a fat finger this morning. Okay. Yeah. That happens to me too sometimes. She also is in the gardening spaces with us quite a bit. We were talking about, you know, organic food, organic gardening, and things. But I think that the thing that strikes me the most is, you know, as I've kind of pondered over the last couple of couple weeks, list you know you know, and you've been really good, Melissa, to kinda keep us posted on how things were going with her. You know, and I've sat and kinda thought about why, you know, someone ill like that would be so supportive of what I was doing and not ever letting on to me, hey. This is what's going on with me. I wonder if sometimes whether that was just her way of helping others to not get in a similar situation. Because, you know, everybody knows that my big platform is is prevention. You know, how do we prevent these these things from happening to our health? I think that's probably all I can say right now. Thanks. Thank you, Carol. I see Carmen has come up, and I see Edward is here. Carmen, would you like to say some words? Yes. Thank thank you, Melissa and Nani and Anna for, having space. Hippie, you know, Hippie was is is is you know, we're all 1 of a kind. Right? But such a she was a beautiful soul. She, she always spread a lot of kindness and love. Support her support, whether whatever you were going through, she always let you know she was there. Known Hippie for for several years, and she was a jokester too. She would give Alex junk about some crocs. Me and Hippie were on on the opposite side on that that that topic, but, you know, we had fun doing it. You know what I mean? But, you know, that's the memories I I I sing I I will cherish. And and, my granddaughter was sick, and she would reach out. When I broke my hip, Hippie would message me and simply say, just keep going. I think she could feel that I was, at times wanting to give up. And sometimes we just don't realize how how much of how much a person truly means to our everyday in times like this. I've lost a lot of people in my life. So and, I always try to you know, I I always tell everyone, please cry when you need to cry. Please scream when you need to scream. Please talk to God, you know, or others and and and make sure because it fill your feelings out. But at the end of the day, celebrate celebrate the time that you have with that's what I'm gonna do. I gotta celebrate the time that I have with Hippie, the phone calls I have with Hippie, the the the little jokes here on on this platform. This platform is a powerful platform, and we become really close to people. Is there we seem like family on here. We're all in a we're all in a good fight for good reasons on here, and, and then it becomes a personal, relationship. I'm grateful that I've had 1 with with Hippie. I'm grateful to have known a soul as beautiful as hippies. Sorry about that. I didn't know I was gonna get this upset, so, usually, I don't do that. But, I just wrote a little prayer, and it says, I said, heavenly father's day, we lift up the family, children, and friends of hippie, a soul who touched lives with love, light, and presence. As they walk through the deep valley of grief, may your comforting arms surround them like a warm blanket of peace. Lord, give her children strength beyond the year their years. Let them feel their mother's love echo in every sunrise and every gentle breeze and in the quiet moments when they feel lost. Be their guide, their anchor, and their everlasting hope. To her family and friends, remind them that even though she is no longer here in body, her spirit lives on their memories, their laughter, and in every act of kindness she inspired. Help them lean on you, Lord, when the sorrow is too heavy and the days feel too long. Be their safe place to fall, their shelter in the storm, and the steady light that leads them through. We thank you for the gift of Hippie's life, and we entrust her to your protect perfect care now. But there is no more pain, no more tears, and only internal joy. In Jesus' holy name, amen. Thank y'all. Thank you, Carmen. That was beautiful. Edward, I see you finally joined us. I assume that Brian has filled you in. Would you like to say a prayer? Yeah. First of all, I I just want all of us to remember this. We celebrate life. We don't mourn death. I'm very grateful to Hippie because she also spoke to me 1 on 1. She is very personal, guys, and I'm very grateful that someone on x has decided to share a part of their life. And being injured in the way she was is so important, guys. A lot of us come on here and we bicker and debate and all this other stuff, but we don't realize how short life really is. And when someone touches your life, no matter how big or small that is, remember, you had the privilege of being involved with a special person. And a lot of us sometimes may not even realize we take more offense than we give off grace. Let's give more grace. Hippie was this person who wanted to just share her story, her peace, her love with people. And that was our conversations. And we don't talk about all kinds of stuff because, guys, I'm in death care. I do this for 37 years, and we have a thing. We honor the person that passed away. So today, guys, hippie is the honoree. We honor her life. We honor the people she touched. We honor the words that she spoke. She has family. She has friends. She come on an app, guys, and touch lives. The more that we realize the value of each 1 of us and how powerful each 1 of us are, remember, you are special. And because we had an opportunity and I said this when Kat came over and told me, I am so pleased that almighty God gave Edward the privilege of knowing Hippie on this side of eternity. See, guys, I don't get to meet everybody in the world. I get to talk to everybody in the world, but I did get to talk to Hippie 1 on 1 on the phone talking about life. And most people don't get this. Some of you never got to talk to her in this way. But she took the time out and, you know, a lot everybody don't like DMs. Everybody don't like to be personal. But she understood. And I'm just grateful for that. So, father, you said that you are the God of all comfort. You are the God of peace. You said you're gonna give us a peace that pass all understanding. We all may grieve for a moment, but our grief is so much different than the world because we have a hope. You are our hope. You are our peace. You are our joy. And I thank you so very much, father, for each person here that's been touched by Hippie Dippy. A beautiful person, and I got to see the image of God in her. I got to hear the image of God in her. And I just want you to know, father, I am grateful for you showing me the image of who you are through another person. And everyone on here, I pray, father, that they understand that our lives are so short but should be celebrated. So we do honor her. We honor her family. We wanna put your loving arms around her children. You are the god of all comfort, and we thank you for that. And father, we yield peace to them. We yield joy to them. Let them celebrate her life, not mourn her death. Because you told us that once a plague demand to live, then we die. Father, let us all be prepared. Let us all be ready. So when our time come, our life is also celebrated. We are also honored. I thank you, father, and I ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen. Thank you, Edward. That was very beautiful. Hi, Nancy. Thank you for joining us. Yeah. You know, I got the notice about 10 minutes ago, and I just my mouth fell open, and I just went, oh, no. And I I just wanna thank you, Melissa and Anna and Nooni, for all the love that you gave her and that you were so good to her. And she she was on your spaces, and I saw her on your spaces. She was always so kind to everybody, and you guys were kind back to her. And I thank you for that for the last few weeks of her life that especially Melissa, I saw so many of your posts that you reached out to her, and that is so important that we love each other. And, I just wanna say how sorry I am and how much COVID has changed all of our lives, some for the better and some for the worse. But I hope we become better people because of it. And I see you guys becoming better people, and it's changed me too. So I don't believe anybody dies in vain. I think everybody's death is instrumental in someone else's eternal life. And Hippie's gonna take a lot of us with her because she was such a good person. So my goal in my life for the last years I have left is to be the best I can be through only the strength that Christ can give me because I'm a flawed Mormon like everybody else. But, well, I'm gonna miss Hippie. I'm gonna miss her voice, and I didn't know how sick she was. I had no idea how sick she was. So this is a really a shock to me. So I'm I'm just sorry, and I'll lift her up to heaven. Thank you for letting me speak. Thank you, Nancy. I, I was raised Catholic, and I'm kind of like a hybrid with my religious, religion and my beliefs. I'm also very spiritual and I would like to share a traditional Buddhist blessing. Just as a soft rain fills the streams or into the rivers and join together in the oceans, so may the power of every moment of your goodness flow forth to awaken and heal all beings. Those here now, those gone before, and those yet to come. By the power of every moment moment, your goodness, may your heart's wishes be fulfilled as completely shining as the bright full moon as magically as by a wish fulfilling gem. By the power of every moment of your goodness, may all dangers be averted, and may all disease come to an end. May no obstacle come across your way, and may you have fulfillment and joy in the afterlife. For all those who dwell whose hearts dwell with respect, who follow the wisdom and compassion of the way, May your life prosper in the 4 blessings, and may they continue even in your passing. Thank you. Thank you, Melissa. That is beautiful. Very beautiful. Yeah. So, basically, what happened is I woke up and had an unexpected text message from hippie's roommate, Michael. Her son had called him and said she had gone into cardiac arrest, and he messaged me right away and took off to the hospital. And sometime around 9AM California time, 10 PM or 10AM Mountain Standard Time, and, noon Eastern Standard Time, she left us. Now Hippie was a very special woman. She, she had a lot of problems, a lot of health problems, and, she cared more about everyone else's problems other than hers. She wanted to be there for everyone else. And, you know, in a way, that's the way a mother is. The mother cares about their children, their family, and their friends before they care about themselves, and that's the way Hippie was. Now for those of you who don't know, many years ago, she had either taken a flu shot or a pneumonia shot, and it lowered her immune system. She had gotten chickenpox. The chickenpox had scarred the insides of her lungs. And she didn't realize, just like many of us did, that most shots can cause harm, and she did take a COVID shot. I don't remember which 1. I wanna say it was Novavax. And she got really sick, and she was in the hospital for over a month and in rehab for over 2 months, I believe, before she was able to go home. But the issues have just slowly been compounding, and she started to have problems, and they gave her a cortisosteroid to try to help with the inflammation. And, unfortunately, the cortisosteroid probably did not like the stent in her heart, and she sprung a leaky heart. The right side of her heart was failing. She had fluid in her lungs, and she had pulmonary hypertension. Yesterday, they had taken her to the ICU because she had also gotten pneumonia. She spent over almost 9 hours in a space with us yesterday because she missed everyone's voice and wanted to hear everyone. And I'm glad that she was able to come and be with us, and maybe she knew that it might be her last space. So thank you everyone for coming, and Hippie cares about and loves everyone very much even now. I have to keep blowing my nose. I'm trying to keep my voice, but, yeah. 1 thing I'll always know is I always made her laugh when I mispronounced a medical term or didn't spell it right or whatever. She was always on me about my medical spelling and my medical pronunciation, you know, and so I I I like I'm sure I made her giggle, but she was amazing that way and did a lot to help others. She did a lot of research to help others and make sure, like, through the various ways to get that information out there. And, that's the 1 thing is she she helped out in so many ways with so many people in so many different kinds of spaces. I'd see her in a MAGA space and I'll go, oh, 0, hippie's in there. It must be good. And it out was buzz. And, so I got exposed to a lot more, in some of the other spaces. But, yeah, I know I made her laugh, you know, but in in terms of what she gave everybody, there's so many that she touched on this platform. It's a testament to the kind of person that she was. Go ahead, Brian. Thank you all for the kind words. I Hippie, being a friend of mine, sometimes it was a little bit frustrating to her to have to keep up with some of the things that I was saying. And, you know, some sometimes when you realize a thing for the first time, you know, and it and you never just oh, that you've never thought of it that way. You know, she was very honest to me. She was very honest to me. And, not saying that from a position as though I had to help her any you know, she was very smart lady and very kind to me, but sometimes talking to different people, you know, being on this platform, being exposed to people that you would have never got to talk to in your life, maybe. You know? There are people in my town that I've never met before now that have come around. So having a way of communication, even this, knowing her from so far away, I shared some scripture with her 1 time before. I just wanted to kinda reflect back on it just a little bit. She was having a bad day 1 day, and and we were picking a little bit with each other back and forth, but she was having a bad day. There were things going on, and and, she couldn't make heads or tail of a few things. But we talked about it, and I I kind of told her a little bit about this, and it it turned the way that she thought about it. But knowing that the spirit itself bears witness with our spirit, you know, that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs of God, and join heirs with Christ. And if so, be that we suffer with him that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy at all to be compared to the glory which shall be revealed in us. I watched the truth work with her and realization, even though I couldn't see the expressions on her face. Just talking to someone, you know, when they grasped onto the idea of a new way of thinking about something. For the earnest expectation of the creature awaiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. For the creature itself was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope, because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. That this is temporary, and I said it a moment ago when I first prayed. But, friends, if you can hear the sound of my voice and know this, know this, this is a great thing. If you appear to me and I can see you, you can touch each other. We can shake hands. You've been sentenced to life. You're here. You live. That's not ever that is never going to change. The only thing that changes is the form in which we see it. So knowing that, I know that she's passed on to better, so much better, because the spirit itself being made subject to it not willingly, Sometimes people don't always understand everything that we say, and we try to explain to people. You know? And, Hippie taught me a few things, and I helped her in a few ways. And she was more than just kind to me. She was more than just kind to me. She she allowed me place around her to she educated me. I educated her. You know? It worked both ways, but I've seen her blossom in spaces. The more she talked, the more she opened up, the more she had to say, the clearer her words became also in knowing what she was going after targeted wise. She was very sharp. Oh, and I loved spending time with her. I'm just rambling now. Anybody can stop me when they want, but she was so sharp on it, and she had so many good things to say and how to put in in different places. And I think 1 of the hardest things was that knowing we were her friends and not many others got to see her in the same way, even though they had her think about this a moment. I'm gonna stop here. Even though others had her in her presence, couldn't hug her, you know, we I I had her almost just as much the same. Her words, everything that she had to say to me, the way that she handled herself, we handled our conversations. I treat it no different than as if we were together, and I knew her just as 1 of her own family members. So, hey. I I'm thankful, and thank you all. If you'd like to say something, just put up your hand and, we'll get you up on stage so you can say some things about about Hippie. It happened very quickly, but, again, she never let on on how bad things were. I'm thoroughly convinced if she was in an actual hospital and not a Kaiser Permanente institution, she would have had a better chance. And 1 of the things that we have to do is get people to have your go bag for your hospital ready, including all of the power of attorneys, not only for your legal things, but also for your medical. And so that you understand, what you have to fight against when you're going into a hospital because hospital policies are optimized for profit, and not for patient outcomes. And that if you don't know what an ICD code is and you don't have family who knows what an ICD code is, you need to get a patient advocate because a lot of the treatment will depend on the coding, and whether it's covered by insurance will depend on the coding. And these are things that have to be monitored. And it it it really makes me sad because there are options that, these medical facilities will not even bother to use. And to me, it's tragic that, these medical systems are still in place, and they're not even medical systems. They're profit systems. And it's it's not right, and that has to change. And we've seen lately with some of the things that have come out of the HHS that are just not right. And, this is gonna keep happening, and we still have to keep moving forward because it'll happen again and again and again and again. And I can say that, confidently because all we have to do is look at the records from the, medical project or the memory project formerly known as CHBMP. And a lot of it was done deliberately following hospital protocols to maximize profits. This the hippies just touched so many people that it it still blows my mind every day, with hearing, people come up and talk about, you know, how when they first came on it, because there was Hippie to help them out. And she was there for the medical freedom movement when after, Elon, bought it, and she was there helping people out, helping people figure out how to do the spaces in the background, doing research. I mean, she was just an incredible woman. Yeah. But she's on her journey now and, no longer suffering and no longer in pain. Go ahead, Nancy. I just wanted to speak for Amalia. She's in a place where she's not able to speak, but she can hear. And she just wanted to express to everyone how much she loved, Hippy Dippy and that I know Amalia had sent her her credit card and said buy whatever you need, and that's even showing more love than some of us are able to do, but, I just wanted to say that for Amalia that she loved her. Thank you. Thank you very much, Nancy. Yeah. I got a message, text from Amalia. Go ahead, Sapphire mama. Good morning. Good morning, Carmen. Good morning, Melissa, Nooney, all of you here. I loved Hippy Dippy Spirit. Every time I was on a space with her, and I was able to listen to her, and then she protected me from a person that was saying that I was wrong and my opinions. And she was like a protector of women and children. She was very touched by my story of a family member touching my daughter when she was very young, And she just said, I'm going to pray for your family, and that was many years ago. But my daughter, she blocked it because she was very young. And it wasn't horrible, but it's not good. And she just said, you know, all touching is horrible when it comes to a violation. And a violation is of a personal space and a personal touch from somebody that you haven't asked to be touched by. And, you know, those words really resonated because I was groomed as a 13 year old into 15. So she really could touch the spirit. And I don't know if all of you know, but my father was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, turbo cancer. Yesterday, my sister and I went to the oncology appointment where they were gonna tell us the full truth, the full everything. And, we were holding our hands his hand, and he wanted to hear the truth from the doctor. And the doctor said, would you like to look at your scans? And he said, yes. They did a 3 d scan, and 3 fourths of his liver was invaded by cancer. So today, I got a call this morning that hospice will be, recommended. And my dad yesterday made a big boy decision. He had CPR as his directive before this, and he also had, going to the hospital if needed. He's taken both of those off. He said, it's not needed anymore. He said, what for? And that was the hardest thing for my sister and I to listen to. She came all the way from Costa Rica to be with me for that moment. So this is, like, really special, and I I I will pray for the family. I will pray for Hippy DB's family because, you know, they're with God, but we're still here. And we're the ones mourning, and we're the ones seeing the pain when they're seeing glory. And my daddy's gonna see glory. You know what he said yesterday? He said, I'll see Jesus before you. And I said, yes, daddy. You will be you will be seeing Jesus before me, and he'll take you into that great, beautiful light. And you'll let me know you're there. You'll let me know you're there, and I know Hippie. She's gonna let you all know that she is there. And I just wanted to share that with you that Hippy was a wonderful, wonderful woman, and it's terrible that they've invaded our world with this poison because my father has turbo cancer. He literally was okay before November, and he started having a low appetite and very weaknesses. And in May, he was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. So thank you so very much, all of you, and I my continued prayer for their family, and I hope you all continue to pray for my family. Thank you. Absolutely, Sapphire mama. I'm so very sorry to hear about your father. And if anybody gives you grief over that, you tell them that, technically, the technical term for turbo cancer is hyper progressive disease. Okay? Hyper progressive disease. And there's documents for it online. So if anybody tries to troll you, you just show them the hyper progressive disease. Okay? So very sorry to hear about your father. I'll keep him in my prayers too. I don't know who was first, Julie or I ain't afraid of goats. Hopefully, you've both been paying attention. Oh, this is a hard 1. Like, we've all spent so much time together, and Hippie was always there. And just yesterday, I was thinking, gosh. We used to be together every day. I need to get back on here. I need to find the the time and the strength. Come on. And I just didn't think that this was gonna be it. You know? It wasn't. I see. It was not long ago. We were all in here just making plain plans for how to help her in the hospital and get her home and what she needs. I just like, you guys are all so special, and you know I'm all I've been homebound for 10 years, so you guys are my people. Like, you are my community. And it's just so hard losing a hippie, and we need to be strong and stick together. And everybody just let somebody know if you need something, if you need anything, and let us all really for you. Go ahead. Go. Thank you. Thank you, Julie. Alright. I see that, I ain't afraid of no goats was finally able to come up, and I know that he knew he'd be very proud. Can you guys hear me? I can. Go ahead, sir. I'm coming through alright? I'm at work. Sorry. Yeah. You're coming through. Okay. Thank you. Thanks for holding the space, guys. You know, Hippie, I think she was probably was an account before she even gotten out, but I remember that she was, like, the first, what I thought of as a big account that followed me. She was just she was always there, man. She was always there helping kind words, helping she taught she taught me how to We lost you. Hopefully, we can get him back. I'm sure that he's probably inside 1 of the work buildings with the metal roof. While we're waiting, Marlon, would you like to go? I know Hippie thought the world of you. Well, I thought the world of her. And, you know, again, she was she was 1 of the very first people that ever met on this app. You know, she's 1 of the only women that I think had a bigger or extensive block list than I did. Bring with me into this space, God with me. And if there's anybody else down there that would like to do the same, then he is here with us, and I believe that. I believe that fully and wholly, that in these spaces, our voice our voices is that 2 or more, and he can be here because the power is in the voice. I believe that. I believe that with my heart because I can hear it in you guys' voice. I can hear it in my voice. I could hear it in Hippie's voice. The power is in that audio, that connection. So I believe God is here with us. And I just hope he calms all of our hearts and and gives us an opportunity to to share some good times about about Hippie, because she was an amazing woman in this community. And I I would've never guessed that that I could've felt about you people, the way I do. When I started, these things 2 years ago or 2 and a half years ago, however long it's been since Elon bought it now, I have connections with you guys. And, you know, the the interesting thing is that we never know at what point in life we meet each other here. Right? I mean, it could be you could be 18 years old fresh out of high school. You could be 90 years old bedridden with 2 days to live. We don't we don't know. It's such a it's such a different experience than you experience out in the world because, you know, a lot of times you hang generally with people at your age, and it's just it's just such an interesting thing about the time of life. So, anyway, thanks thanks for having me up, guys. I appreciate it. Thank you. Yeah. You had cut out at 1 point. I'm glad we got you back. Sorry. Go ahead, Marlon. Well, goats, there's a lot of memories with with them in the spaces, I mean, when we first came on the app. And, again, I I think she had a bigger block extensive block list than I did. You know, I would get anytime I would have her up as cohost, everybody would call. He'd DM me in the background. Oh, Hippie's got me blocked, and I'm, well, you must have pissed her off. I mean, that was just she didn't play. She was a boss, man. She was a boss in those spaces. You didn't know it, but she was. So I'm gonna miss her a whole lot. We all will. Now I'll tell you a secret about the block lists. So, basically, when we're dealing with the medical freedom movement, we've got all sorts of trolls that are paid. Some are influencers, some by big pharma. And, when an account looks suspicious to try to keep our spaces secure, we block them. So that's part of the reason her block list was so massive. Just in case anybody's wondering. You you know you know, I don't think she discovered that she was vaccinated until she got on this app. Did you guys know that? Yeah. She kind of had an idea, but she wasn't fully sure. And the more she started listening and figuring out what was going on, she realized, oh, it wasn't just that I had COVID bad, and it wasn't just the pneumonia or flu shot years back that got me the chickenpox, but it was a COVID shot too. So, yeah, she was she was learning when she first came on just like many people. Well, thanks for doing this, Jace. I and they they they did tell me right at the end of mine. So, I appreciate you guys doing it. It's tough. Yeah. It was not a call I, was expecting this morning. I woke up to my text alert going off, and, Michael saying that he was en route to the hospital. And then, he called me around 10AM Mountain Standard Time, which would be 9AM Cali time, and he told me. So not what I was expecting this morning. I see I have a message from Greta, who is 1 of Hippie's friends. I'm gonna take a look. Okay. Further information. Besides cardiac arrest, she had gone into respiratory distress. They had to intubate her, and she coded, and all efforts had officially failed. So that's how it happened. And I just pray that she was not in any pain. Go ahead, HBO. Yeah. I just wanted to share with everybody here that, you know, I get a chance to meet Hippie. I drove up from Boston to New Hampshire last year, last summer, and I took her out to lunch and spent 3 hours with her. She was the the first person that I met on this app in person. And she was so she was larger than life. You you you can't you can get a sense of her on spaces. I I was in plenty of spaces with her, all different spaces for for a lot of time. But, when you spend time with her, she was just she was, like, larger than life. She was such a sweetheart. She she gave me the biggest hug, and we just we chatted for, like, 3 hours. It was 1 time just flew by. It was, like, 5 minutes went by. She was 1 of the, the smartest and just most amazing people I think I've ever met. And she just so much knowledge, you know, between the nursing, the, the health records, the just she just knew the health system inside and out. And, I mean, it's it's a huge loss to the to the health freedom community because I was, you know, working with Hippie behind the scenes and and hoping that she was gonna be an integral part of of our team going forward because she's just so, so talented and and so knowledgeable. And she did I think she did find out on this app that we, that she was vaccinated because she she's having this she was having similar symptoms to my mom. My my mom, after she took the the 2 Pfizer shots, it pretty much nuked her respiratory. She has to carry around oxygen 24 7. She has to sleep on oxygen. And, similar thing that was happening in the hippie, only my mom's kinda getting a little bit better. She doesn't have to, only get the oxygen at night, but, yeah, I'm pretty sure that this was the, the bioweapon that that took her out. It just there wasn't much she could do once it started taking hold because she really couldn't I talked to her about a week ago, and she could barely talk. And I just I didn't wanna keep her on too long. And I was gonna I was gonna try to reach out to her yesterday or the day before, and then I just I saw messages that, you know, that people are taking calls for her, so I didn't get a chance to talk to her. But, yeah, Hippie's gonna be missed. She's 1 of the most amazing people I met on this app. And, yeah, that's all I wanna say. Thank you for letting me speak, Melissa. I appreciate it. No. Thank you for coming. I'm gonna, swap over to Hippie's account and repost some of these prayers really quick. I'll be quiet while I'm doing that. Feel free to share anything in the meantime. And here's the crux of the matter. Hippie knew the system, but she was unable to talk because if she talked, it would beset her oxygen levels. Her family didn't know the system. It is so important that everybody have their hospital protocols, that everybody have, you know, your, oh, god, your legal papers for, oh, I can't think of it. Advanced directives. Advanced directives. Exactly. Exactly. All of that stuff. Yeah. And and know what it means. And there's amazing amazing nurses on here. Like, when they mean advanced directives, it means more than you think. You need an interpreter for that, to understand, especially if it's in a, you know, a Ferengue hospital like, Kaiser Permanente. And to me, that's the sickest thing because Kaiser Permanente was also her insurer, and that was, like, the biggest conflict of interest, like, just glaring. And her family didn't know, you know, and they're like many people who think that, well, the doctors know what they're doing. No, they don't. They go to a computer and they plug the symptoms in, and what is authorized by that corporation is only what they'll see. We know that hospitals, you know, that's where the doctors go online to search for all of these papers, they're restricted with what they can see. They don't have access to all of the information, they only have access to what the corporation allows them to see, and some of them don't even know that. They don't even know that their access to the information on the subscriptions that the corporation holds is restricted. It it it it's mind blowing, but that's the way it is. But if your family doesn't know that and your family thinks that the doctors are doing everything they can, they are uninformed and ignorant. So you must have all of that written down so that you have a fighting chance for when you're fighting for your life that you're gonna have the backup you need. And it's just heartbreaking to see this, to see that the family was unable to, number 1, get her a, advocate in place, and she had the information. We had doctor Aranda who called ahead to a free patient advocacy organization, and they were just waiting for the call that never came because I I can't say it was Hippie. I would have to say it was the family. And mind you, they had all kinds of things, all the directives, like, not only like the the the legal papers or, you know, preparation for if she passed, but everything else, they that they're overwhelmed and that's why you need an advocate. You know, we'll be doing a space about that and gathering all of this information to be able to put it out there. So, you know, it's accessible that you can put on your phone or or whatever. But this is the world we live in right now. And until those computers are changed at CMS, remdesivir is still a threat. The COVID swabs are still a threat. The PCR is still a threat. The ventilators are still a threat. You'd think, no. We know better. No. They're still on the computers as directives and protocols for the hospitals to use. Still, even, you know, what is it, over 120 days since they've been in, And that's, it's still like that. And that's the 1 of the things that's most difficult is because in the medical freedom movement, we're way ahead of the curve. We're in a little bubble of, you know, information that we think everybody should know, but doesn't know. And you have to keep that in mind that we're ahead of the curve that they're starting to things are starting to go mainstream that we knew 2 years ago, we're in '21. And unfortunately, until it goes, you know, more mainstream, we're gonna have families unable to, provide the best available care for somebody because they're ignorant of the process and the policies and the procedures and the politics. Go ahead, Edward. No. I I just want to add on to what you're saying. It's very important, guys. I've been doing this for 37 years. Dealing with end of life matters, and people having long term care. Do not resuscitate. It's very important that you as the individual are informed. You gotta get your proxy. That's what it's called, Or like she said, advocate. You need to know these things. You need to know what you tell my wife and I had this conversation with our children, everything of what we will not do. We don't guys, health care is you caring for your own health, not going into the system of health care. Just remember that. Health care is you caring for your own health and how you wanna be treated in end of life. Okay? So this is very important. And if any of you want for your specific state, you want information on how your particular state may operate or you want some resources, just DM me. I will stay specific and get you resources because we have them in our organization. The Funeral Cemetery Cremation Organization, we have these. We have a booklet called the Memorial Planning Guide. Free of charge, guys. I I don't I I just want you guys to know. We're here to help the community so you guys know that we send this thing to you, but it takes you to fill out all the information. Make sure you get these things down so that you know who's gonna be your proxy or your advocate. Who's gonna be your advanced director? Do you wanna be hooked to any machinery? Dude, like I tell my wife, don't don't put me on a ventilator. Don't put me anything. Let me die at home. I don't wanna go to nursing home. I don't wanna go to the hospital. Just like what Sasha said, guys, they they have a certain protocol, and you are only a, what I call, a money pit. So you gotta be very careful on how you yourself handle your life. But if you want information charge, I will help you walk you through, make sure you know your family's wishes and also all the finances thing. I will walk you through everything. And then if you want to, I'll go ahead and make final arrangements and stuff like that, which is a whole another topic that you really need to be aware of. Because so many people at end of life are dealing with family stresses because they just lost a loved 1, and now they gotta walk through the process of laying your loved 1 to rest. And it's the most unfamiliar territory to every American. And I'm a say it again. It's unfamiliar because you never laid your loved 1 to rest. So you need to become familiar of the process so you're not taking advantage of it at the time that happens. And all of us, and I'm gonna go back to we the people, we gotta be more informed as people so we're not letting those who said they're supposed to represent us, not just represent us because they're not. They don't care about us, guys. We gotta care about us. So that's what I want to share. Again, advance directive. We have a free memorial planning guide. We have individual guides. We have couple guides. Anything you want, DNR paperwork, you want advance directive paperwork for your particular state, I would be more than happy to make sure we get that information to you. Thank you, guys. Edward, could you add me, please, so that we could coordinate you when we do a space about this, dedicated to this that, that you're there to be able to present your information. Yes. I will. I'll send you an idea. I already sent it to Melissa too, so but I give you all my contact information so you guys know. Alright? Thank you, guys. And and, guys, again, remember, this is a celebration of life. Guys, this woman touched our lives, guys. Let's let's let's celebrate our life. Guys, death is part of life, but let's celebrate. This woman did something on x that most people did not have the opportunity. She does stuff in real life. Outside of this app, guys, she touched hundreds of people, man. I had a conversation with the lady. She is a powerhouse, and we all need to celebrate powerhouses. I I love the fact that we have people in America as being an American. She's She's not a politician. No elected official. Just on the ground doing what she does. These these are people we should be celebrating, guys. Not the people there that's crooks and criminals and, you know, all this fraud stuff going on. No. We got people here that really care about other people, And I just I'm grateful that I had the privilege of knowing Hitley and talking to her on the phone. So, guys, I don't take it lightly. I really I never take this up lightly when 1 of you talk to me or 1 of you DM me. I don't take it lightly. Because listen, our lives are precious, guys. And whoever we invite in our lives, I mean, we want to be part of our lives. And I'm so happy that she accepted me and wanted to talk to me in a DM, which, you know, it it's just it's so amazing. I all I get to I celebrate her life. I don't mourn her death, guys. I'm just grateful I got to talk to her and meet her. Thank you, Edward. I see Matt Youngblood has come up, and, he's really good with prayers. And I'm hoping he can maybe give us a really good 1, and share his thoughts on Hippie as well. Go ahead, Matt. Hey. Can you guys hear me? That sounds real good? Yeah. Okay. Okay. Okay. Good. Yeah. This is this is this is a. I did not know Hippie as well as most of you personally do, or did. But what I do know of what I what I did know of her, she was because I've my skin was I'm so sorry. It was the fingers. I'm so sorry. Matt, we lost you. Hello? Hey. Can you hear me? Can hear you now. Okay. Anyways, I didn't like like I said, like I was saying, I did not know her as well as, others on here have evidence. But he was, she she she she was such a a sweet lady. And as as I got to know her, heard with all she did and even some of the things I'm hearing now. Like, wow. What what a gem if, to anybody who I mean, her. But, yes, Melissa, I don't know. I don't obviously, the the fact the fact that she was twice vaccinated as we talked about last night, is sad enough. And we don't need to get into we don't necessarily need to get into that. Other than I don't bring that up for any other reason other than to say that, that store is not unique badly. Nonetheless, we should, we should all be praying for her, her family, and we'll have to remember her. So with that said, if you would, let's pray. Father father, lord, I was all coming together on dark under different circumstances. And I will lament the loss of my friend, someone who did a lot, who who knew much, who knew as as as someone mentioned earlier, who knew the system And, Ron, all that we just ask that you would let it be known that, you you are here, that you're very good. Mhmm. Not only this rounded because we know you are. Wherever whoever those who follow you are, your spirit is, and that you would just touch, place your special touch on those, who need it. I mean, I pray that you would comfort those. They need to be confident and keep us focused on giving more of who to on watching that, what she did. As I once said a minute ago, her life should be celebrating. And my prayer is that we would we would not forget that this is, this is not a a bye bye. This is a see you later for those who know you, that you guys will be with you, and we we rejoice for that. And see if it is with you and that for those of us who love you, that we are gonna see her again someday. And I pray that that would just bring comfort and to thousands who need it, that that we will not lose sight of that and that we will remember that your son conquered death when he died on that cross and was again 3 days later. I'm not I I prove that that get that realization, that truth would get us through times like this. I mean, we we have to find whenever we ourselves fall on hard times, but you know, that's a loss and just everyday struggles that we would, you know, forget the, the the cross and the stone all the way. Father, be be with us as we as we go through throughout our day in this time. And and just just just touch us with other words that are said. And and, you know, just just just be with us. Be who we are through us. In Jesus' name. Amen. Thank you for the. Absolutely. Thank you very much for the kind words, Matthew. Alright. Penny, go ahead. Hi, Melissa and everyone. It's hard to know exactly what to say. My heart feels broken too. I hadn't known her very long. I did hear her in several spaces, and, she seemed to be a very intelligent, big hearted lady, and she wanted to help others. And if it's the 1 that I'm thinking of, if she was a nurse and she helped people for a long time, and if I'm wrong, please correct me because sometimes I get different ones confused. But, yes, it's a celebration because she did touch many lives. She touched mine. I was in a space with her recently, and she was able to answer some questions for someone that was new to the space that was in need, and she was willing to take that time, give of herself. I just come on the space, so I don't know exactly what all happened. I don't know if anyone wants to brief everybody, the ones that just come on. But, I know now that she has passed, and and I'm just all shook up inside, and I'm sorry. And, my heart goes out to everyone. I'm this stuff shouldn't be happening, but it is. And I'm glad that we all are coming together as 1. Miss Lord, help us, and thank you for that beautiful prayer. We need it. We all need it. Her family needs it. And thank you for letting me speak. Thank you. Right now, I am putting Hippie's very last space that she helped cohost, which was just last night, into the purple chat bubble. A lot of nonsense, a lot of giggling, lots of jokes, And, she did try to speak a few times, and I told her not to because I wanted her to save her oxygen. But you can all go back and listen to it whenever you'd like. It's going in there now. I'm just so grateful that yesterday in that space that Hippie was able to listen to everybody, you know, being goofy and and just speaking and, you know, because she wanted to hear our voices. She wanted something upbeat and, you know, everybody just started telling stories, and I'm sure that made her laugh and smile. You know? And I'm very grateful for that, because part of this journey is is also living, not just fighting for your, your health, but also remembering to be to live in the moments that we have and be grateful for what we have. And that that's all relative depending on where you're looking from, but I'm very grateful that we had that that, you know, in her, you know, last evening, she was able to spend it with us and and listen to all of us be goofy and stupid and, you know, tell stories of what's the stupidest thing you ever did. That cracked me up. And I'm grateful for that. You know? I really am, and thanks to everybody who's coming. I see Matt's hand up now. Go ahead, Matt. Thank you so much. I appreciate everyone too because whenever I was having my worst moment with the vaccine injury and trying to communicate to anyone in the world, it was some of those spaces, like, a year or so ago, like, even probably a couple years ago that, it was just listening to all the doctors, all the nurses have all their different opinions that just kinda helped me refocus my mind because I think it had been about 20 years since I took medical terminology. Some stuff was fresh. A lot of it was just in the back of my mind where getting me refreshed enabled me not only to kinda figure a solution for myself out of the box, but to try to, you know, actual have real conversations with real people about saving lives and actually being meaningful. And to me, she had that brutal honesty, but also that kindness and gentleness where she took the time with everyone that she felt she could connect with. So to me, I felt that connection with a lot of people in this room. So I think probably everyone I'm looking at so far, for the last couple years, if it wasn't for some of that conversation or that spiritual connection, give me some more hope that, you know, something good would happen. Not just with our country, just, you know, with the medical industry itself. That hope really kinda kept me going for a while. And then I had surgery, so it really kinda threw me for a loop where I've been having anxiety attacks about death for quite a while, where I finally feel like I conquered that, around Easter, like, each week around Easter. And then the weekend after, I felt like I conquered my anxiety of death finally. It's like my dog passed away, my best friend. So then, you know, it's and then now my dad has cancer. So, like, he's having a similar thing that my dog did where I had vision where he had vision problems, and now he has, like, skin cancer on his temple right next to his eye. And I'm having trouble communicating. So, like, to me, you know, I'm trying to keep in the right mindset because it's really sad having to deal with that because I understand for her family that they need someone to really help fill the role. Because she she took on so much responsibility, like, to be able to communicate in so many different areas of, just subject matters that I think, you know, that's gonna be really hard for anyone to really grasp how much knowledge she really held. So, anyways, thank you for letting me speak. Thank you, Matt. Thank you, doctor Aranda, for joining us on on on stage, and, you're fabulous with prayers. So if you have 1 for us, that'd be great. Oh, thank you so much. I'm just finding about out about this, you know, when I came into Twitter just now. So I'm really sorry. I'm still in shock. I last spoke to Hippie last week. She was not wanting to go to the emergency room and she gave me permission to share that I was on hold with the the hospital, you know, the clinic, spoke to the nurse, And together, we talked to Hippie into going ahead and calling 911 to go in the hospital, because she would not have lasted, but more, really of just a few hours. Her oxygen wasn't working, to do what she needed it to do. She was really a sweetheart, really sweet. Everything she said was sweet. I don't think I ever heard an unkind word come out of her mouth. I'm really super, super happy that I understand all 3 of her sons were at her bedside for a few days now, the last few days, maybe through the weekend. I hope somebody's taking care of her kitty cat. And she has a roommate from what I understand. So I'm sure everybody's gonna miss her, and, and I'm glad that Melissa is filling in some gap and and helping us to, you know, relay what what information we know. And I think it's really sweet for the family to know how many of us care about her, so I'll offer up a prayer. I just wanna thank you, dear God, for bringing us all together, for allowing us to come before you and and see how you've taken our hippie next to you. I know that she traveled up towards you and that she saw and feels your light and your love. I know there's no better place to be in the entire universe is where we all want to go, where we all want to be. I know she doesn't miss us. I know she's too busy loving where she is right now. And I know she also met, the people that went before her. They were waiting there to greet her. I just thank you, dear lord, that she knew your son, our lord Jesus Christ, and that she's at your side and in your light and your love and that we will see her again. She's she's still she's still alive, just in a different place in her spirit body. And I know that because you, dear Lord, allowed me to have that same experience, and you let me come back to Earth. So I just wanna thank you, dear Lord, for bringing us together, for having this space, for being able to remember her beloved as she was and is. And, I don't think any of us will ever forgive or forget who she who she was, who she is, and, how we can exercise the same kind of forgiveness and love that she extended to everybody else. Pray for her family, dear God, that you give them a peace that surpasses all understanding. Comfort them their hearts and guide them through your Holy Spirit. And I ask all of this in the name of Jesus. Amen. Thank you. Thank you, doctor Aranda. I have some words from Gail Lawson. Where she lives now, she has problems connecting to spaces. Lord Jesus, I pray for all of us to reclaim strength in this time of grief. We should find peace in knowing that Hippie had faith. She had all of us. She had her family. Hippie had incredible strength and the ability to turn your worry into a place of peace. I know that God makes no mistakes. He wraps his hands on everyone we know and everything we do. I keep listening to the song I just posted, Wind Beneath the Wings, and I just think of, like, the beaches movie and how life just goes up and down and everything. But in the end, like, we're just there for each other. And that song just has it's so powerful. And doctor Lynn Finn is not able to join us, but she has asked that we please share her condolences and her appreciation for Hippy and everything she's done. I see Matt's hand up. Matt, is your hand up? And I wanna thank her and her family again because it was some of those great conversations with her and everyone else that really kept me inspired, like, just keep going. So and to me, I wanna pray too that, like, she can be the guardian angel and finish what she needed for us and for her family because maybe her vessel was holding her back, and she can get it done a lot faster up there, hopefully. So I'll I'll pray for that. Thank you. Thank you, Matt. And, Carrie, the notebook traveler, from Australia has also said she's very sorry for the loss of Hippie, and she's gotten to know her a little bit. And she wants to let everybody know, all her friends and family, how sorry she is for our loss. And I see that Google food come up. I'm nowhere near as eloquent as the other people. So so I wanna share that Hippie and I had conversations And 1 of those conversations, she shared to me that, when we met, she hadn't wanted to live anymore. But that was, something that happened prior, and then we continued to have this interaction. And I wanna say that 3 months ago, when she was gonna go into the hospital, she contacted me and we discussed. And I gave her, she asked me for counsel. And I said that it was important to know what she wanted when she died, and that other people knew, and that she needed to take care of that. And so she did. And the evidence is that her children were there and that her end was swift, and she made a difference in our lives. Thank you, Google Fu. I see Katie has joined us. Go ahead, Katie. I'm not holding it. Hibi was a wonderful Christian lady who I was blessed to meet when I, right before I got to meet, talk to Amanda, talk to Angela, talk to I had Google food, and trying to speak out for people, who are vaccinated. And it took me forever to figure out she was twice vaccinated like I was. And she helped me through all the medical stuff, and it was it was fun talking with her because she understood medical terminology. And, she's, like my mom in that she, did transcription stuff and, something that I had started to look into doing, actually. And, I I I loved I loved her when she would sometimes she would even fight with us. And, you know, and, but she loved god so much and wanted to please him. And that's that's what reminds me most about her, Islamic dog. And Just having a hard time believing because she's so important to so many people with so many different diverse backgrounds. She's such a listener to good people, and I just love her more than I can imagine. And, just ask for your grace, oh god, to help us all through this at this time. Holy spirit, take her into your arms. Amen. Thank you. Thank you, Katie. Now I'm starting to get some mic requests, and, I'm having problems starting to bring some people up. So I need my cohost to help look for me. And if we drop anybody down, just know it's so that someone else can speak. Zachary, you're up, sir. Yes. The short period of time, I no hippie. It it was a she's a smart woman. Real good real good woman. I pray pray for the family and friends, and it's it's gonna be hard for a lot of people. And she's a good girl. Great girl. Intelligent. And we all over. This time, we cherish we cherish the together as collective family ex family with her. And that's what we had we had to do. And I landed my plane there. Thanks. Thank you very much, Zachary. So, basically, for those just coming in that aren't aware of what was going on, Hippie, years ago, she took either a flu vaxx or a pneumonia shot. I don't remember which 1. And it lowered her immune system, and she got chickenpox. And she got chickenpox inside her lungs that scarred them. So she was high risk, and, she didn't realize what was going on, I guess. That was on her wedding day. Yeah. It was on her wedding day that she got sick with the chickenpox in her lungs. And, she didn't know, like many, what was going on, and she was told she was high risk. So she took a COVID shot. I believe it was Novavax, but I could be wrong. She ended up getting COVID very bad. She was in the hospital for over a month. And then after that, she was in a rehab facility for a few months before she was better and able to go home. She's been doing really good, all things considered, this whole time. However, she did have a stint in her heart, and, she needed to have a pulmonary, checkup. And I will not sugarcoat it. Kaiser, did not follow through like they were supposed to. And if they had done the consults in a timely manner and had not given her a cortisosteroid with that stint in her heart, she might still be with us. So, basically, she got a leaky heart from the stent after the cortisosteroid, and her lungs started to fill with fluid. Last night, she, yesterday afternoon, actually, she was sent to the ICU, because she had also developed pneumonia. And yesterday afternoon and to yesterday evening, she wanted to just hear everybody's voice. And we hosted a space, and it was her last space as a cohost with us. This morning, I woke up to a text message from her roommate, Michael, telling me she had gone into cardiac arrest, and he was on his way to the hospital. And around 10AM my time, which is Mountain Standard, so about noon Eastern Standard, Michael called me and told me that she had passed maybe 10 minutes earlier, and he was with her and that it was that that's it. I do know that she was also going into respiratory distress. Her friend, Greta, messaged me. They had to intubate her to try to save her, and they were unable to do so. So just this morning, she passed away, and she meant a lot to everybody on x, including me. I spent a lot of time on the phone with Hippie. We would talk. We have a little Discord server. We would talk there, and I know exactly when it went worse. Nooni was in the process of giving her information to help set up a Gibson Go, And I was told to hurry up and come to Discord. And, she had said ambulance EMTs can't breathe Michael. And she had left her mic open, so we heard as they were stabilizing her and, part of the transport in the to the hospital in the ambulance. So she's quite the fighter. She always never really liked to talk about her own problems. She wanted to help everybody else. Does that sound familiar? Does that sound like someone else we knew? Does that sound like Josie? Those 2 were cut of the same cloth. They cared about everyone and wanted to help everyone in need. And thank you everyone who's been coming today. Go ahead, grandma Kate. You got the floor. Good afternoon, everybody. You know, I'm very broken up about this because I know of other people who lost their lives to, vaccine jury. And I didn't know Hippie very well, but we did meet up in a few spaces. I found her very inspiring. You know, when I followed her, she followed me immediately, and it's been, quite a few months. She was a definite beautiful soul. Used to love to listen to her. And her her account name, hippie dippy girl, was just the bomb. You know? I'm I'm 63, so I you know, hippie and I go well together all those years ago. But, what I would like to say for those of us as vaxx survivors because I took the j and j shot. I didn't do any of the follow ups, that we have to remember that we are still alive. We have to push to get, not a cure, but they need to find an antidote to what the vaxx has done to everybody. It's up to us. We have to raise our voices because if this is has anything to do with protein spikes and stuff like that, well, they did the vax in in how many months? They can find the solution. They should be working on it now. I mean, JFK Junior should be doing something to help vax vaccinated people, but we have to support each other. That is the most important thing. We're alive. I mean, now I just ran into a crisis. I found out that I may have something called polyposis syndrome, which affects the colon, And they're saying it's a genetic thing, but 2 years ago, I was fine. I didn't have 21 polyps. I had 2. So if this has anything to do with the vaxx, well, you're damn straight. I am so gonna look into this. But I'm here not just to offer condolences. I'm here saying this. We have to support each other. If we took the vax, then let's get our voices out there. They need to help us. There's so many people here on x that are vax injured, and I'm finding more and more. And I'm sick, and I'm disgusted. I'm disgusted. I can't stand the fact that we were forced to take the damn vax on top of it all, and I had no choice because my mother was sick with cancer. And I had to take the the the vax in order to go see her in the hospital. So we've gotta be our support system most definitely. And I'm I'm hoping that because of this that has occurred today, we get more awareness out there. So that's injured, and I land there. Thank you very much, grandma. I appreciate it. It's it's rough, and I hope that we can raise more awareness and make people aware of how many things are actually associated with vaccine injury. We have our own little working group called BWIWG. It stands for bioweapon injured working group that Nuni came up with. And those of us that were aware of the harms of the bio industrial complex with their bio weaponeers as well as their vaccines for countermeasures would gather and discuss and share information on strategy and things that we had found from documents that, have become public. So it is 1 thing that we all continue to plan doing is to try to bring awareness to the situation. Many people are injured. I myself am injured by the Gardasil HPV vaccine from 02/2007. I never took a COVID shot, but when COVID came through, something unusual happened to me, and I ended up being told that my Gardasil shot officially failed. And I had HPV. And then within 3 days of a biopsy, I had a ductal carcinoma that wasn't there, obviously, because they give you a breast exam at your yearly, and it ended up being her 2 triple positive breast cancer. And I'm very thankful that I'm able to still be here and be with everyone. 1 of my best friends, her husband right now, is also not in a good situation. He is end of life. He had he has diabetes really bad. And since the j and j shot he took, he's been in and out of the hospital about twice a month. So let's just keep in mind that there's lots of people that are in a bad situation, many possibly in the same situation as Hippie. And besides just praying for Hippie, let's pray for them too. I know she would want that. Okay. Go ahead, Gary. Yeah. I think Hippie probably touched a lot of people in ways we probably just starting to comprehend. I I miss her. I know, Gary. I know. I'm still having a hard time keeping myself from not completely losing composure at the moment myself. Go ahead, Dan. Yeah. I I just came out of the space. This woman sound like she was a fantastic woman and a horrible situation. It did that touched so many lives, but, I didn't know her. I just happened on this space. But, you know, I I'm not vaxxed, but I was threatened on a naval base from the admiral. If I didn't get it, I couldn't go back home. I was 1,200 miles away. They wouldn't let me back on. My employer was gonna fire me because I didn't get vaxxed. My union sent out strong, mess I didn't have to pay for the shot. I wouldn't have to everyone wanted to get paid for that shot. My point that was striking me from a beautiful woman, it sounds like, is that the medical community has destroyed the trust that people had in their wisdom and their their genuine care for people's well-being. And there's nurses and doctors. I know there's good ones out there. Why someone doesn't yeah. A piece of paper is powerful, but genuine friendship and guidance would even though they might lose their job. I've known more people lose their jobs over not taking the vax from doctors and lawyers. It just garbage truck guy, pipefitters, union laborers that just would not take it. I'm sorry. I don't I don't mean to rant and ramble. I'm sorry for your loss. Everyone that knew her, I'm sorry that she was, damaged, and I'll just, shut up and, listen to, the remembrances. Thank you. Yeah. What I was gonna say was that, I missed the late night phone calls. She used to call them epic phone calls. She you know, we we'd spend hours. I mean, literally, we'd be there from, like, 11:00 to 5 in the morning, talking on the phone. And she was a very caring person. And I think she, what most of the people have said here, is exactly the way she is. She put others first before herself to the selfless person, and I'm honored that I ever got the chance to know who she was. Absolutely. Absolutely. I feel the same, Gary. I spent a lot of time on the phone and speaking with her on Discord. Go ahead, Andrea. Good morning, everybody. Sorry to hear about the, the news about Hippie. I'm gonna switch gears a little bit because I hear a lot of grief in this room. What I say to people no matter what the situation is, whether it's a death, a loss of a job, loss of a loved 1, or, you know, an abusive relationship that you left, whatever the situation is, that God is such a beautiful. God created us to be perfect, to be beautiful, and he gave us emotions for a reason. Whether it's anger, happiness, grief, sadness, whatever it is. And I've ex I've experienced most of it. I'm experienced so much in my life, probably more so than, like, 99% of the world. And what I tell people during these times that God gave us emotions for a reason. And that that is so you can self reflect as far as why you're feeling this pain or why you're feeling this emotion, and you need to embrace it. You need to accept it, and that is the only way that you're gonna be able to heal. You may not understand all the mysteries in the world and why some people suffer, other people don't, and why some people are able to climb those mountains multiple times and come out on the other side victorious and others are unable to do it. But if you understand and you allow your emotions to unfold and then experience how to overcome those emotions and explore those emotions, you're gonna be a much healthier person. That's all I wanted to say today. Let your grief let let yourself feel the grief. It's okay to cry. When I lost my father, I could give you many examples, but I went to the I went to Walmart to buy some underwear for myself. I was in such grief. I couldn't even make a simple decision or remember what my size of my underwear was. And I started balling right in in the middle of the store and had to walk out. It's okay. Don't be embarrassed. Most people understand, and they're gonna be compassionate if they have the courage to ask you what's wrong. So that's all I wanted to say today. It's great to see you, doctor Margaret. It's great to see everybody else, and and god bless everybody. If you believe in our lord and savior, you eventually find the the eternal peace that you've been possibly struggling, struggling to find over the journey in your life. So that's the way I look at it. When my mother died, she did not have peace in her life. She struggled with that her entire life, and I felt such relief actually when she died. I mean, along with all my other emotions, knowing because she was a strong believer in our Jesus Christ, our lord and savior. And I knew of finally, she found peace, and that gave me such comfort. So I appreciate you, Melissa. I appreciate Anna, Nooney, everyone in that space for all the support you gave Hippie. She was a unique individual. She has left an indelible, imprint in our minds of what humanity can be and what our responsibility now is to carry that forward. So thank you very much, Melissa. Thank you, Andrea. And so, basically, this morning, I knew that we needed to start praying for Hippie, and I had literally just opened this space. And that's when I got the call. So it was very quick. Very quick. Well, I'm glad we got the chance to spend some time with her yesterday. Yes. I had a feeling that, when she said she missed everybody and wanted to hear everybody's voices that, she she might have known that it was gonna be soon. So I'm glad we were able to do that for her and host that space and have her cohost for 1 last time. Go ahead, DeLuca. Hippie, I know you can hear us. I know your soul can hear us, and I'm sorry I missed this space last night. But I remember you liking a lot of my comments on x, and I loved seeing you in spaces. And I'm gonna tell you a story which you already know, Hippie. Your soul knows this, but others in this space may not. My husband was diagnosed with a brain tumor. And after 8 years, he ended up in hospice in the Bronx. And a few days before he died, I walked into his room, and I was at the foot of the bed, and his brain was mush. But he looked right through me, and he's he mumbled, those big guys. And he was speaking to them through his eyes. I could sense it. And I know, Hippie, you you know what I'm talking about. It's those on the other side, the souls you are a part of the universe with. And then he mumbled, I want to go home. Hippie, you know what I mean. I went out to the nurse, and I said he wants to go home. And the nurse said, Carol, they don't mean they're home. They mean heaven. Every 1 of them in hospice in the Bronx said they want to go home. Hippie, you know what I mean. You are home. You are safe. You are a strong spirit, part of the energy of the universe, and we love you. And that's how we will remember you. Thank you for being you. Thank you, DeLuca. Noonie. Anna's had suggested some music. I don't know if you're in a position where you could play that or not, but I thought I'd mention it. Is it in my DM? Where is it? I told Anna to send it to your DM. If it's not there, let me know, and I'll forward it. Alright. Let me queue it up. Give me a couple minutes. I know she must have been laughing last night when everybody was telling stories of stupid things they did. That was the plan. Honestly, I I I think Gary wins. Yeah. Stealing a stop sign that was mounted in a barrel full of cement and putting it in a police officer's driveway. For shame, Gary. Well, we didn't know he would he was a cop. But he took it. Well, luckily, he he he basically had us all show up to, you know, his house and basically apologize and, told us, you know, not to to knock the shit off. Are you finding it okay, or do I need to DM it to you, Nooni? DM it to me, please. Everything's ready. Alright. Is it the Buffalo Springfield 1? That 1? 0, got it. Got it. Got it. Got it. There's technically 2. I gotta grab the second 1. Okay. Well, I'll just start this when it's ready to go. I did a previous way. Grant me this. I wanna see why you're on the scene. I wanna feel what you feel. I wanna carry your pastor before this work. Thank you. We had someone come up while we were playing music. Tammy. Did you wanna say something, miss Tammy? Yes. I know. I try not to cry. I go to the punch bowl every morning. And he used to come in there, and, she will always request a mic. And Margo would call her up because she always had something good to say and important. And I think Margo really loved her name. And when Hippie would talk, it I I can't explain it. So it's like I said, you always had important and good things to say and information. And, at the end of last week, I think it was, I I thought I followed her, and I found out that I I didn't. And I I went to, you know, click on and follow. It felt real strong in my heart something about her. And I to be honest, y'all, I never knew that she was sick or anything, And, I just I just admired and and liked her. And then I found out that she passed today, and, it's it's sad. It breaks my heart because I could've, you know, had 1 last word with her, and I and I didn't get that chance. But but I'll never forget her. I'm like, Margo, I loved her her nickname. It was like a sister in a because she was a nurse, and I was a nurse, and I always stick up for nurses and follow nurses. Anyway, I think this is a beautiful space that you're all having for her, and even though our hearts are broken and things, let's try to be joyful that we know she's in a much, much better place, and and we will see her again. We will see her. Thank you. Thank you very much, miss Tammy. Alright. Do you wanna go ahead and explain the second 1? Okeydoke. Just let me get my phone on. Here we go. You're on mute. Just an FYI. Used to be so busy. Give my heart away. Thing I know of Steve. Got the Thank you, everyone. I appreciate everybody that's been coming. I'm I'll stay a little while longer hosting, maybe another hour tops. But then I too need to go because I need to grieve in my own way, so I hope you will all understand that. I see Gary's got his hand up. Go ahead, Gary. Yeah. I wanted to say that, you know, I think I think we are all seeing you know, we can't deny the stuff that's happening to the vaccine in your and, fortunately, not a whole lot has been done about it. So we need we need a a we need a a a bigger voice. We're not getting it in in our government. And the only way I think we're gonna do that is if we take it I won't say take it to the streets as in, tell you know, taking it to, you know, causing the, like, riots or anything like that. That won't solve any problem or any purpose. But I think if we do start doing some little marches, you know, with some signs that show people, you know, like, this is what's happened to some of these people. You know, like, have, you know, like, the vaccine injured out out front with signs of, you know, what what their diagnosis are and, that sort of thing. I think more people would pay attention because it's it'd be there where they they have to look at it. Go ahead, Matt. I I well, I just want I just wanted to come back up and let you guys know that I've been letting some, some some people you all know, know about this. Several people have expressed their, their their their condolences. Margo was in here earlier. She, she tried to grab a mic and couldn't, but I guess that's because y'all were having trouble bringing people up. She says, hip hippies in her is in her prayers. Gail Siler said, wondered what wondered what happened. Said she could be here. She would, but she's working. But know that that community is, is also praying. Brandy said her heart was broken, over this. Pixel said, Hippie was such a sweet lady. So just thought I'd come back up and pass them along. Thank you, Matt. If you want to come up and, say something, just, request a mic, and, we'll bring you up. Artist cinnamon. Whenever I said artist cinnamon, that would drive hippie nuts. Art of say that art of cinnamon? Yeah. Instead of art of cinnamon. Y'all know what I meant. Go ahead, Amy. Hey, y'all. I'm gonna try to get through this. You know, for the vaccine injured, it's so hard every day to worry about your own demise when going going through this every day, and and it was really hard for me. I I left many of the vaccinated communities because, 1, initially, I just couldn't handle staring at my own demise every single day. And the only person that really got me through that was Hippie. Her name is Jace, and we had so many calls. And every time either 1 of us was having a bad day, we would always send each other that song that I posted in the purple pill, I am light. And there were really no words that we really sent sent with it. We would just send the song, and we would know that each other was having a bad day or that we that we just needed a little extra support. And from everybody, Hippie was the 1 that always gave us support no matter who it was. She was the most neutral, respectable, loving, kind human. And, and I just I just wanna tell you, Jace, that you are light and that, and that you will not be forgotten. And I have your gift, and I look at it every single day. And because of you, there are so many people like me that my big mouth initially coming out back is injured. I wanted to fix it. It was like a Tasmanian devil, and then it you know, when Josie passed away, I lost my shit. Because then you really have to look at your own demise in in the face. You know? It really becomes real when when things happen, and then Colleen's husband passed away, another 1 of our warriors. And, man, I really lost my shit because I knew then I really had to start looking at myself. And each 1 of those has been a blessing, and Hippie is such a blessing. And I cannot stress enough what Nooney said earlier. Please. We all wanna control our life in every aspect of our journey, but we've got to include our end of life affairs. It does not matter if you're vaccine injured. There could be a car crash tomorrow. And please, for the love and respect of our families, we have got to get our end of life affairs in order and have control over that part of our journey as well. I know you guys wanna wrap up, but if you could just play that song, I am light, for Hippie, I would really appreciate it because she's the light that will continue in all of us. Is that it? Yep. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am light. I I am not the voices in my head. I am not the pieces of the brokenness inside. I am I am not the mistakes that I have made. Any other things that caused me pain. I am not the pieces of the dream. I left beyond. I am not the color of my eye. I am not the skin on the outside. I am not my age. I am not my race. My soul inside. It is all I am That's absolutely beautiful. Thank you, Amy, for suggesting it. Do we have to rotate some hands, to deal with the requests here? Yeah. Yeah. I think AJ was first and then doctor Angela. Go ahead, AJ. Doctor Griffiths and Julie had their hands up before me. Okay. I'm having a hard time keeping track. Go ahead, doctor Angela. Hey. I fuck. I don't handle grief and loss well. Been on this earth long enough, you'd think I haven't figured it out, but I don't. I haven't. Thank you guys for holding this space this space and focusing on the joy that that is Hippie. Right? The joy that is her life. I'm an introvert. You guys see me in spaces, but it's not the real me. I don't do well with people. Some people think I'm distant or rude. I have a hard time with groups of people, and since I lost my best friend in 2020, I have pulled back even more and have, in the meantime, had to sit and watch the suffering of everybody around me, literally. I'm happy she's not suffering anymore. I just pray that everyone is able to, in their own way, find a way to get through the grieving process. And honest to god, if any of you has a way to teach an old girl how to do that, I'd appreciate it because I've lost people for over 30 years that I haven't been able to finish screaming. Love you guys. I'm sorry. I'll step down. Oh, you're fine, doctor Angela. I'm Melissa, I brought some, music to play in the queue. So, it's all ready, so you can deal with the hands and whenever we can play, some music that, wanna celebrate Hippie. Absolutely. Go ahead, Julie. I think you're up next. Yeah. Thank you. Wow. This is really hard. Actually, this morning, Ron Owens and I were in a doing a podcast with Jeremiah. It's, you know, part of the our stop the shots community, and we were doing an update podcast. And all of a sudden, Ron's like, oh my god. Oh my god. He's died. It should pass. Like, literally in the middle of our podcast. And, so we had you know, we stopped and and, you know, health force here in California. Yeah. Places where we're going is the California State Board of Pharmacy in Sacramento. And she always wanted to get the 1 at a meet. So every time we'd have a you know, they meet, like, every other month, you know, we'd be like, okay. Well, you know, here's the date. Here's the time. Here's the location. And, and unfortunately, it just never kinda worked out. So I just want her to know we're never gonna stop ever. And there's another meeting in Sacramento on June, and Ron and I will be there, and we're gonna tell those idiots they're freaking poisoning people. They need to stop. So, yeah, I try to I don't have a brief well, but thank you guys so much for holding the space and, for allowing us to share this time together. Thank you. Thank you very much, and thank you for coming up to speak. Okay. Hands are not always working that great for me. Now maybe it was AJ and then Matt. Thank you so much for the mic. Can you guys hear me clearly? Yes, sir. Alright. Thank you. Folks, hippies loss hits all of us, deeply and, very differently depending on what type of person you are. If I may share a, perspective to not necessarily ease the load because I that's not my intention, but to provide a perspective where this loss, as unfortunate as it is, is more handleable and processable. Opposite of, doctor Griffith who is a practitioner of medicine, she is in business with life. I am in business with death. There's a lot of people in this space right now who know me quite well. And then I promise you on my word of honor that I know quite a lot of people that have died ages ago, which are still technically walking the earth. The mechanics of death is this. No 1 dies truly until they are completely forgotten. 1 positive thing that can be extracted from all this, in addition to the fact that Hippie is no longer suffering, is the fact that Hippie's death is no longer based on any sort of, physical, condition. Because now her life is on the shoulders of everyone who's ever loved her, myself included. Thus, we will not let her be forgotten. At the very least, I'm speaking for myself. So, I'll end with this. Hippie is here. Hippie's continue is going to continue to be here, and not only she's going to forever be in my prayers, but, it's not going to remain there. We're going to continue to talk about her. We're going to continue to remember her forevermore. With that, I yield. God bless all of you. God bless and protect the soul of Hippie, and we are here. She is here forevermore. Thank you. Thank you very much, AJ. Alright. Oh, we lost Matt again, but I see that French did come up. French, would you like to say some words about Hippie? Yeah. I keep getting, like, kicked out of Twitter, so I I'm just hearing now. So I just get into the space, so I'm gonna listen. I'm just really sorry. My heart goes out to all you. You know, I I'm actually, like I find because I'm really emotional anyway even though people, you know, may not get that, but I am because I feel everything. And a friend of mine just passed that I've known for 30 years, right, and her daughter's trying to figure out how to bring her body back from Edmonton to Nova Scotia. So, you know, like, we're dealing with that. But, yeah, like, hippie so I just I just want to say, like, my heart goes out to you. I don't wanna talk too much. I'm gonna listen, because it it is really heavy, but I'm glad you're holding the space. I did share it to a bunch of people, so hopefully it gets to everybody that, you know, knew her. And, 1 thing I'll say about Hippie is that, you know, I didn't know her well, but I knew her enough that she's 1 of those people that, you know, I never obviously had any issues with. She always everything that she always said, like, was truth. Like, I love that she brought facts and truth to, like, every time she spoke. You know? Like, she didn't, just talk bullshit. She always had all this knowledge that, very few no no offense to, you know, everybody in here, but very few hold the knowledge on the different stuff that she did. And I knew that when she spoke, you know, she was able to speak on a lot of different topics, which I really enjoyed because, you know, most of the things that people talk about, a lot of the stuff, some of us already know. But she knew things that I knew that a lot of other people didn't know. I don't know if that makes sense. But she's 1 that I know that, you know, like, when we'd hold a space, like, she'd come up and she always added I guess it's value to the conversation. She always added she didn't talk for long. She would just come up and she dropped facts and what she knew. And it was always like, oh, I never knew that. You know, that kind of thing. So I like, you know, every single time if I knew she was gonna come up and speak, you know, I knew to listen. Yeah. But I'm just gonna listen because this is pretty heavy, and I just got in here. I just wanted to let you know, because I keep getting kicked from the space, that my heart goes out to you all. I know that she touched a lot of people in here. She was a true truth warrior on the front lines. I didn't know about what she was dealing with in the background until just recently. So, sad to hear that this happened so quickly since, you know, all that stuff you guys are trying to do to help her. So I'm sure that eased her in her time as well as well as her family. So, you know, glad that you guys are doing this for everybody. Thank you. Thank you, French. Alright. Now I assume some hands are not working right because the space is getting large. Yeah. I'm gonna drop down so more people can come up. I think if people aren't talking, it's a good idea because so that it doesn't glitch out. That might be a good idea. Yes. So if you're done speaking, please step down and make it a little bit easier. Thank you very much. Tom, you've been up here for a little while, never woke. Did you wanna say some words, for us for Hippy? It's always a tragedy when someone we love, is no longer with us. I don't even know if I ever talked to Hippie, but I shared the link that you send me to help get her an oxygen machine with as many people as I could. I just read on her page I was on right now that they were trying to get her home. Are they able to bring her back home? No, sir. They were not able to get her home. Yesterday, she caught pneumonia, and they took her to the ICU. And this morning, I got a text message from her roommate. He was en route to the hospital. She had gone into cardiac arrest. And around 10AM Mountain Standard Time, 12 Eastern Standard Time, her roommate called me to let me know that she had passed away maybe 10 or 20 minutes before, so it was very quick. Okay. I see a whole bunch of people in here I know. When we disagree on things, I guess these are the times we regret it most when we can't tell somebody we were sorry. So I just wanna tell you I love y'all. Even if I disagreed with you in the past, that's because I'm an imperfect asshole, but I love y'all. Thank you, Tom. I appreciate that. I think it was Tove and then Andrea. Tove? Yeah. Hi, everybody. I was just going through the DMs I shared with Hippie, and some of them were funny. Some of them were sad. If I might be able to read a couple. This is 1 of my favorite ones here. I said, good morning, hippie. How hip. How are you? It was Sunday, March second of this year. And she said, doing well. How about you? And then I said, about same 24 degrees on your northern border. Do you feel like tossing your 2ยข in as long as your country still has pennies? And then I said, see you left. Have a good 1. See you later. And the saddest 1, I think, was at New Year's Day of this year, where I wished you a happy New Year's. And I said, I hope this year is better than last year. So I wish I would have communicated with her just recently, but I really enjoyed having that time with her. And We lost you, Tove. I think I got a phone call. I I was just can you hear me now? Yeah. We can hear you now. Yeah. I I, it it's hard. I well, she was such an intelligent woman, and we agreed on so many things. And I'm glad I had that time with her. And I hope I wish all the best for her family and and and every and we'll keep her in our prayers. That's all I'm gonna say. K. Andrea? Ninja Ferentino. Hi, you guys. I first wanna say, it's good to see everybody on here. What's, I think, what's beautiful about all of this, you know, we can all scroll down at this page and, gosh, we know 3 quarters and also know all of the people on here. And that's the only beautiful thing that's come out of COVID is the strength that we've have found in each other and the friendships that, you know, that will carry forever. And just like with Hippy, you know, she's a beautiful soul. I loved her little Hippy Dippy Cali girl, her little her name because I love the beach, you know, and it just reminded me of, you know, cute little girl being on the beach and just her little spark that she shared with everybody. I'll miss her, but I do know that she's in a beautiful place. I know this life is not the end. You know, we just go on to the next to eternity and where we will all be with our families and loved ones again, and that's what that's what I hold on to. You know, I was talking to my son last night. He's on a mission. You know, he'll be home in September, and it's been hard for him, you know, with anxiety and different things, but he's done it. And I told him I was proud of him. And we kinda talked about me, you know, and I'm like, you know, you you've done this. You can do this. You know, I've done this. And it's been hard. It's been hard for all of us who are, you know, been sick from vaccines previously to COVID vaccines, to cancer, to health issues. It's incredibly hard for everybody. And hanging on is the most beautiful gift you can have is to keep going and keep hanging on. And, and I was sharing to him about a gal that he met on his mission, a lady that has Lyme, and her kids have Lyme and, just her strength. And just in talking to her, she's like, oh my gosh. I love you already. You know? She says from sick mama to sick mama. And, and I was just telling him to hang on and just how how I was telling him, you know, how, like, the quote even, when it says, you know, millionaires will think of all the things that they want and need, but a sick person will only ask for 1 thing, and that's to have their health back. And, and he says, mom, maybe you've, you know, you found this and all of this is because like the some the other things, you know, your house of goods and all these things just don't matter. It's it's your heart. It's your kindness. It's your soul. It's how we treat each other. You know? Do we all get angry at things? You bet. You know? Can we learn? Can we grow? Can we be better? A %. And I just wanna, share just a little thing. And, again, I'd I've never met this girl. We just talked through my son because she's dealing with a lot of things, and passionate like I am about health and the things we know now. My son can say, mom, you're you're all you do is talk about that now. I'm like, yeah. Because I I'm living it. But it's true. All of us need to find something else besides all this bad that we've gone through. But this is what she said. She said, God has given me the most beautiful gift in the world. I will love everyone I hear I will love everyone I ever come across. I do not care how evil they might seem. I do not care how mean they are because I do believe they are they are the way because something happened to them. And that something was probably very bad, and that breaks my heart. If we would ever if we would just take the time to talk to people and really understand them, we only need to dare by saying a mustard seed of compassion as human beings. It's not just a thing anymore, but I have that for now for everyone. No exceptions. And that's what I hang on to. And it's true. You know, we just have to keep going because there's a lot of deep hurt in all this suffering for humanity. My heart hurts for everybody deeply. You know, I hurt for Hippie, but I'm glad she can breathe again. You know, that's that's how I you know, when I lost my mom and my brother and my sister and a lot of people in my family, and I remember they were suffering so much. And I and you aching yourself for them. But once they were gone, I could feel I miss them dearly. But I was just like, wow. So proud of you. You did it. You got through it. You know? And whatever they were suffering with, I know I know they're not suffering anymore. So that's my that's my prayer is that we just feel in our hearts where she is. And, I know hit the the hurts real, and we all grieve and how we grieve, but I'm happy she's home. I'm happy she's breathing again because that's hard not to breathe. But, anyway, it's it's, I you can look on here, and we all love each other, and I'm grateful for that because we all have these beautiful friends that you can reach out to. There's so many on here I know I can, you know, call or reach out when when you're hurting, you know, and just, you know, don't forget about each other. Love everybody and live your life like it's your last because you never know. But, anyway, I love all you guys. I'm just thinking about everybody and her love hippie. Bye, you guys. Thank you very much, Andrea. Okay. I'm trying to keep track of hands, and my dog is also demanding potty, so please be patient with me. I believe it was Jeff, Ronald, never woke, and then Tino Bambino. We'll go in that order, please. Thank you. And I have to step away to take care of my dog, but I'll be listening. Wow. Boy, Hippie was a real special gal. I, like AJ, in a huge, long, long battle we've been in or since I can remember. And Hippie Hippie was a a very, very love lovely lady. She she showed me that she she she helped me to have mercy. She really did. And instead of blaming an entire an entire generation for everything that's wrong, I I listen to her advice as I do many of the the ladies on this set and gentlemen as well. But she really, really because like AJ, when you're in battle, it's hard to show mercy. And dealing with a lot of lot of family grief in my entire life where I've had to take care of my parents since I was real young and being basically on my own since I was a very young man, very hardened battle battle hardened man, she was able to to help me to to have mercy. And, I just really appreciate her, helping me to to to not have that grief and that pain on my heart and to and to be angry. She was just a lady of peace. As the name would say, she was hippie dippie. Yes. She was. She just helped me. She just has helped me be be at peace with what has happened in the past with the things that have gone on since I can remember, you know, I just, I'm trying to search for a more peaceful solution. And she was 1 of those people that, was a very peaceful, loving, kind person. And, she's definitely gonna be missed. And I appreciate everybody having the space in honor of Hippie because she was 1 cool chick. That's for sure. And, thanks for letting me up. And if you guys need my spot, it's no problem. I appreciate appreciate that. Thank you. Yeah. I just wanted to, say that, Hippy was the 1 who reached out to me back in 10/19/2024. Like someone noted, I went to my direct message to see our our, our friendship that could have developed closer. She really wanted to come out with me and Julie Threet when we appeared at the California Board of Pharmacy because Hippie, lived in, East Sacramento. And, Julie had already been, patching with the California Board of Pharmacy, and she asked me to come along with her. And Julie excuse me. Hippie got wind of that and wanted to come along. And so I sent her information address, and she unfortunately, she wasn't able to go with us, but, it would have been nice for us to have met, but we did meet virtually. And, 1 of the major positive things about this whole freedom movement is bringing people together from all walks of life, from their political persuasions, all under the rubric of of fighting for what we're fighting for. And, I was in a interview with Jillian, Jeremiah, when I got wind of her passing, and it just brought me to tears. So, just wanted to offer condolences to everybody. May the god of comfort comfort everybody, her friends, particularly her family, during this most difficult time. So, thank you thank you for allowing me to talk. I believe I'm next. If I'm not correct me, I said a prayer for everybody in this space that, knew Hippy very well so that their pain or sorrow might be eased through our Lord. I would I would hate to, leave this world without, mentioning when I was scrolling through the room, I saw somebody that I would like to tell that I love them. And I've never seen anybody show more love than this person in spaces, and that would be Farberth. So I love you, Farberth. Thank you, Tom. Alright. Go ahead, Tino. Hey, Melissa. Sorry. I'm currently at work, and, I checked my, x or Twitter, whatever you wanna call it, periodically. I don't know if you guys can hear me. Can you hear me? Yes. We can. Okay. Someone has their mic open. I'm sorry. So I'd once I saw that, I saw Happy Dibby's name that she passed away, my heart just sank. And, I had so many good moments with her in spaces, and she was actually 1 of the few first people to actually support me when I, you know, started getting some momentum in this platform. And, you know, she's always been there and always, you know, encouraged me. And, you know, it's it's sad, but I know that she's in a better place now in the kingdom of heaven next to our creator. And I just know that she's a god fearing person. So I I pray for her family. I pray for her. And, you know, she had a lot of tenacity. That's 1 thing I can remember about her. She was spunky. You know, sort of reserved, but definitely, when she gets pushed, she'll she'll speak her mind. And, you know, that's that's my kind of people. And, you know, I just I wanna pray for her and anyone who had contact with her that, you know, she is in a better place. She's no longer suffering. And, I just you know, I'm I'm sad about it. It's it's very heartbreaking, but, you know, it's part of life. It's gonna happen to all of us. So best thing to do is just love, love, and give love to everyone you know. Don't don't be afraid. And, you know, fear nothing but God. And that's all I gotta say. I'm sorry. It's a short spoken word, but, man, it's it's just terrible feeling. I'm someone you have interacted with is no longer part of this earth, and, we'll miss you, hippie, and I will continue to pray for you. Love you. Thank you, Tino. That was beautiful. Let's see. I know hands are only half working. So Matthew, Adam, please. Thank you so much. I just wanna add another fact too. And I think that was so awesome the way you actually had so many people around her because I think whenever I was at my worst with the vaccine injury, my my biggest fear wasn't dying. It was dying alone because no 1 would believe you if you're vaccinated, like, in your family, like, because of all the political rifts and whatnot. So I couldn't communicate with my mom or my father, and I'm only child. So it's kinda depressing like that for me in that situation. So I think having that chat room, was a really good thing, like, perfect timing to really, I mean, kinda see the moment because I was fortunate that once I kinda got through that on my mind, the last little bit of my anxiety or my anxiety attacks about dying from having surgery and whatnot, trying to just maintain, you know, a simple property, like 10 acres, kind of subsided around Easter. And my dog took the rest of that with her, like Mother's Day weekend. So it was like a really weird timing for me, so. And if it wasn't for my dog, I wouldn't have come up with all these fun bread ideas, really. It's kinda hilarious, like, my story with that. So, anyway, I'll end it there. And I just wanted, you know, everyone to know how special she was in her own way to everyone too because she I I guess she communicated with so many more people than I even realized. So I just wanna add that too, that she made a a huge difference on a lot of different people from different perspectives, even, like, helping them come together, like, in these rooms. Like, you know, if we walk down the street, I would doubt, like, we would normally sit in this many people and have a conversation and be that honest about life and whatnot. So thank you. Thank you, Matthew. That's that's great. Okay. Go ahead, Adam. Thanks for the mic. I'm heartbroken. You know, Hippie was always sweet, loving, caring. We lost somebody that was, this was unexpected. You know? I know she was suffering, not not that it was fully unexpected, but I thought she was, you know, coming back and, you know, to hear this news. My heart's really, really broken. Just the vaxx injured, what what's what they've done. You know? It's it's just not right. And, we lost a good loving person, good hearted person, a sweet person, a beautiful person, and, God has gained an angel. And, you know, I pray for her, you know, her rest her her soul resting. And like you said earlier, she can breathe now. So, you know, she's with God. And, you know, I I don't see her being anywhere else, with with a beautiful soul and, that she had and the light that she brought into rooms, just by being there. Even when she wasn't speaking, just her her presence was felt. And, yeah. I pray for everybody's, you know, condolences, of course, and, I'll I'll I'll yield with that, but, I'll never, stop demanding accountability and justice for what has happened to our family members, to everybody. And, rest in peace, hippie dippie. We love you. Thank you, Adam. If you are done speaking and you have a speaker, can you please put yourself down? I have someone I'm trying to bring up, Melinda, and it's not allowing me. In the meantime, please go ahead, Destiny. Hi, everyone. I am heartbroken. I was doing really good before I turned on the mic. I'm gonna miss her. I know we all will. And I I know I feel like a lot of people that I wish could've done more. That's because she inspired that kind of love. She was always 1 of my staunchest supporters because she really believed, but, like, I believe that we can get justice. And her passing, to me, is just gonna be another reason to make sure that we finish that task because it shouldn't be in vain. But I know she's up there. She's got people already up there for her. My whole family's up there. They would love her. So I'm I know she's okay. I know she's better than okay. And the pain I know we're all feeling is just because her presence was that much. And I'll hand the mic. I'm sorry. It's okay, Destiny. I'm struggling. I'm holding it together for the space, but when I end, I know I'm just gonna go and have a meltdown. It's okay. Go ahead, John. Thanks, Melissa. I've been trying to stay off X more and off my phone and be more outside, and I just recently found out. So thank you first for for holding the space and doing this for her, but also in remembrance of everything she's done for so many people. It's 1 thing I'm grateful for. Hippie was she was, like, a social butterfly, but, did it quietly and, you know, vigorously in in her way. And, it's 1 of the things I I love the most about, Hippie is was her selfless nature, and, she just wanted to do whatever she could in the ability and in the time frame she could when she could, to to just help as many, as she possibly could, even if that meant that she was spreading herself out then, which is, incredibly admirable admirable quality that, I wish we can all see that a little bit deeper and drop some of the the bullshit and and some of the things that that don't matter and remember the importance of, what life is about and just doing for others. So thank you, Melissa and Nooni. Appreciate, the space. And, I know she's in a better place, and, she's smiling down and, gonna be protecting all of us. So thank you all. Thank you very much, John. I don't know if it was Phantom or Matthew next. Maybe Phantom and then Matthew? Go ahead. Thank you. I just wanted to say thank you to Melissa, Anna, and Noony, for making, the space for Hippie. It's appreciated. She supported some of my stuff too, so I wanted to pay my respects there. And hugs to Destiny. You know, you sound so sad, so I hope you cheer up. And I just wanted to say, I think that, Hippie would want us to, you know, take this this fact of what happened to keep in mind to treat each day like it could be its last. You know? Try to apply that to life every day. And with that, I'll yield and just say thank you. Thank you very much. K. Go ahead, Matthew. I wanna appreciate everyone again because a lot of people find find it hard to understand the vax injured because they've never lived it themselves. So it does cause a lot of separation with families and other things like that or a lot of isolation because you have to spend dedicate all your time and energy to figure out what the heck to try to make it better sometimes. So to me, I I think really appreciating that and helping people because in those situations, you know, I would love to be out and be social, but I find my life more you know, vitality is priceless, and that's the hardest thing I've had to learn too. Because, for me, listening to everyone has kinda kept me inspired. So, and that's something really hard to find as decent honest conversation in person nowadays. So I appreciate everyone here. So thank you again. And I hope her family finds some sort of solution to kinda cope with this and that she can help them, no matter what it is, to see that that positive too. So even if they do have some hard times, I mean, morning is what it is for everyone. So I appreciate it. Hopefully, everyone else can find that solution that we're looking for. Thank you, Matthew. Let's go with Melinda because I know she was trying to get up for a long time and then go to Gary. Thank you very much. Actually, I'm having my meltdown right now. I, I just saw seconds before this that she passed. I had no idea, and I'm really sad. I don't know. I think it's because of what I'm hearing here. She was absolutely, a selfless soul and very kind, and I spent some time with her. Now I wish I'd spent more in private messaging and praying for her knowing that she was sick, not knowing all the circumstances, but just always encouraging her each day that I I was still remembering her in my prayers. So, I'm just really saddened and everything you guys have said is just perfect. She was a very sweet soul. She was very supportive. Every Friday, she was on with me. And like you said, she wasn't she wasn't necessarily active in speaking, but she was absolutely there, and she would always write me an encouraging note afterward. And she was always very grateful. And so, I just am amazed that I was able to see this space at the right moment and that, and join into this because, I would have felt very left out and sad. So as sad as I am, we just have to continue to pray, obviously, for her close friends and family, those that have the loss. And, yes, we have to always be vigilant, and we have to continue to act. We have to stand up together with 1 voice and say no more. No more. Thank you. Thank you, Melinda. Okay. Gary. And then, I see that Carolina came up. So maybe Carolina will wanna speak after Gary. No. I was gonna say that I mean, you know, we were spent a lot of time together, you know, with Tippi and Melissa Nooney, you know, and, Shell and some of the others, you know, working on, you know, doing what we can, to try to help others. And I think some of us may have gotten a little, worn down, kinda lost the, the impetus. I think with Hippie's passing, I think I got it back. I'm pretty angry, and I'm gonna use that anger in a in a positive way. Thank you, Gary. Are you there, Carolina? Hi. I'm here. I'm here. Would you like to share a few words about Hippie? Oh my gosh. I don't even know where to start. You know, like Hippie, I didn't like to talk much, and I had to and so did she. When we were begging, you know, people to speak up, we, you know, we asked, you know, the medical community to support the vaccine injured. What a lot of people don't know is that, you know, she came to 1 of my first spaces, and a lot of the work that you see in the very early spaces of, you know, when Elon Musk purchased the app, you would see she was, you know, tired and sick sometimes since she if she had to read a, you know, material, she did it in my spaces. If she had to research, provide, you know, fact checking, help doctor Erso or any of the doctors and the speakers that were in my panels. I mean, she did it. I don't think people understand how much work this girl did. I didn't want to speak because I still just don't believe it. I, you know, I'm still I don't I don't want to believe that that these vaccines are taking our friends. I put the, first vaccine injury conference together in, Texas, and she was 1 of the first people that, you know, put in a lot of work to help, you know, like doctor Aranda and, you know, doctor Angela this in the audience and so many people researching hours and hours. And I knew she was sick, and I knew she didn't have sometimes the health to do it, and she did it anyways. Oh my god. I'm I'm just I'm really, like, a tough person, and I don't really cry often, but, you know, we're having the trial with Grace as well. It's gonna go on for 3 weeks, and we're having so many people that sick. Tab is not doing, you know, so well all the time we have. We have so many vaccine injured and, you know, lots of doctors didn't really, you know, know how to help. A lot of the doctors backed off because they said, you know, it's an individual case by case. You we don't we can't help this 1. We can't help that 1. We don't know about this 1. We don't know about, like, all these people, and it's just such a, like, helpless thing to feel that. It just feels so like, I feel so freaking, like, annoyed, and I feel just frustrated because our goddamn system isn't doing the goddamn thing to bring people like hippie. I'm so mad. I'm so angry right now. You know, I get a lot of messages from friends passing away, and and the stupid vaccine is is claiming lives, you know, and and, like, what are we doing about it? Like, how many more spaces are we gonna host in our friends passing? You know, who's next? You know? I have boatloads of vaccine injured people that are in my bad channels working day and night to try to get some kind of closure to what was done and experimented in people. And I'm just such a frustrating such a frustrating thing. And, you know, Kipi, I think, you know, she devoted her entire time of what she had left to to do everything. I'm sitting here reading our messages and, you know, all all of her trainings. She helped me with training. She was in my Jitsi, helping me train other people. If you go back to my early spaces, you'll see her co hosting, helping everybody, going to all these spaces, being a huge advocate for others that were in the same predicament as her. And I'm just I'm just hanging with, like, doctors, and I'm angry with the system, and I'm angry with our freaking world right now, allowing the World Health Organization to do the garbage they're doing. You know, Hippie helped me investee so much to be able to stop the you know, bring to the the Trump administration the data, the facts, the proof to our network that, you know, that it's a bad idea to get with the World Health Organization. All the research that, you know, she did helped, you know, me, Destiny helped all of us, you know, and and she did it quietly. She didn't ask for anything. She didn't, you know, want the notoriety. I I spent, you know, so many hours training her for her to be able to speak if she felt good so she could, you know, try and do her best, but she just, you know, had health issues, and and she still never complained. She just did it and did the research, did the work, provided the data, helped other people, you know, sharpen their work as well. I mean, she was really an amazing, like, right arm to anybody. And so her being vaccine injured and not help or not knowing how to help her. It's just it's such a mutilating, you know, feeling. And I don't know who's next, and I don't know when is it gonna stop. When are we going to get these vaccines out of the town? You know, they're they're putting it in in the children right now and and who's monitoring, you know. We depend on on a lot of her research. We depend on on all of you and, you know, do we, like, do we stop? You know, hippie just, you know, such an underrated, you know, underestimated person that, you know I don't know. Since I got the messages from Nuni, I I just really wanted to just believe that she was gonna text me soon or that she was gonna answer her phone or call me and tell me, hey. I'm fine. You know? Just like other of of the injured that I get updates on and, you know, I just don't I don't know. I don't believe. I just I just want I just want you guys to tell me that this is all, like, not real, that this world is not, like, happening right now, and I don't know how to help people like hippie. I don't know how to stop any more people from dying. It's just so, like, overwhelming. You know? I don't know what else I can say other than I mean, this girl literally broke her back helping, researching, editing material, and looking through research and journals and, you know, breaking things down so that we could put it together for all the other survivors. And, you know, she's just so beautiful. Like, she liked to call herself a beautiful disaster. I I just don't think she was anything near a disaster. She was just such a perfect, beautiful soul that just wanted to help everyone. And I'm just so annoyed right now. I'm so pissed, and I don't know what else I can say to you guys other than just pray for her, pray for us, pray for me, pray for Melissa, for Nooni, for, you know, nurse Anna. I've been praying. I see doctor Lori down there. I see every single person here. I just I see so many that are, you know, in the same predicament as her. You know? I just think that we need to do it now and just stop the freaking vaccines, stop any mandates. You don't keep doing what you're doing. I mean, if hippie isn't a reason for you to just keep going, then I don't know what else is. You know? But we can't quit. I'm not going to quit. And I'm just hoping that if any of us, you know, see each other again, I'm I know we're gonna see each other up there and know that we fought really hard and that we did the right things just like she did. And that's all I'm looking forward to to at least maybe hug her 1 day. That's all I can say. Just this is a bright girl. This was, you know, such a beautiful person. And I hope that everyone of you guys, you know, just just pray for her and pray for every person in her shoes right now. I just wanna say amen. Amen. And, hippie, you know what I'd say next. I'd say, anyway, father, son, holy spirit, amen. Hippie dippy girl. And, I wanna keep it about her, not about anything else. That's for another time. She, always came in and always tried to make things fun. She stirred up the room. I loved it. And, should be greatly missed. And I'm glad that we see all these people here, and I just hope that we, stay on track and just keep it about her. Other times for those things. Amen. Absolutely. Amen. Thank you very much, and thank you, Carolina. I couldn't hear who's speaking, but I'm gonna drop down because I have I have to put my grandbaby to sleep. And, I really just thank you guys for everything that you do. Okay? Absolutely. I can't hear can you guys hear me? Yes. I can hear you. Thank you for coming. Thank you very much. Okay. I'm not sure who was next, but I know Sunny has been wanting to speak for quite a while. So I'm gonna let Sunny go, and then I'm gonna try to bring doctor Lori back up. She keeps falling down. And then, so let's do Sunny, and Lindsey because Lindsey hasn't spoken. And then we'll do John, and I'll try to bring doctor Laurie back up. Go ahead, son. I I feel like this is I feel like when we lost Josie, I always used to get those 2 mixed up. They were both so smart, and they sounded the same to me. I don't know if it did if other people thought that, but I would always be like, which 1 said that? But they're both so brilliant and so kind, and their hearts were the same. So it reminds me of Josie, and I feel like this is just another big loss from our team. And, but yet I know she'll be watching down on us, but I'm glad we did that space yesterday, and she was able to listen and hear all the people say all the nice thoughts and loving her and caring about her. And I just have a question. How old was she? I don't even know how old she was, but she seems so young. She was 63. Wow. She doesn't look at it all. Man. But, yeah, no. She's she's a fabulous lady and definitely worth having a space and sending prayers to her. And I, I'm glad she's with God, though, because that's a good place. And I'll go back to listening, but I feel really sad. This is like another it's a big hit big hit for our team. Absolutely. I've put some pictures that, Kat Kat Kat had of Hippie that she posted up into the nest. At, 1 is even at a children's health defense, thing, and in the background, you can see John Beaudoin. So please take a look. Share those. Share as many posts out as you can. Let's make sure everybody is aware, of what's happened, and let's not stop. Hippie would not want us to stop. She'd want us to keep fighting to try to stop the vaccines and get them done and try to get everybody help. Go ahead really quick, Lindsay, if you can, dear. Hey, y'all. I don't even know what to say, really. All you all you guys have already pretty much said it, and we know, what a loss this is to our community. I'm so pissed off, like, beyond pissed. And there will be more of us, and it will be right in front of your faces if we don't stop this. Mel, thank you for taking on the hard part of the communication and, communicating with Hippie and her family and everybody to try to keep us all in the loop. I know it's hard to give everybody in 1 spot, but thank you so much for that. And I know Hippie Hippie's very grateful and, for that as well. But, this is war, y'all, and we can't stop. If we do stop, it's over, and I know I won't stop. I'll have more stuff to say. I'm just really I'm just so angry right now. I could rip Fauci's fucking head off. Just keep praying for us and be kind to the vaccine injured. You know? Send them a note. Ask how their day is. Sometimes they don't even have anybody to ask how their day is or what they did that day, if they even got out of bed, brushed their teeth, or anything. And, Hippie was 1 of those that kept pushing through no matter what. I think at 1 point, her and I were having a contest of who could show each other up the most. But, unfortunately, I think she beat me on this 1. But keep continuing on, guys. I'm here if you need me. I love you. Thank you, Lindsay. Let's do doctor Laurie before she falls off again. Uh-oh. I cannot hear you, doctor Laurie. Can anybody else hear doctor Laurie? Oh, there she goes falling off yet. Check to see if there's an app update, doctor Laurie. I don't know why you can't log in there. There's an app update today. I just posted about it. So 1 did come out today. Okay. She might be stuck because she needs the app update. That might be part of the problem. Let's go ahead and go with John and Gary and then back to Jeff while we're trying to get doctor Lohrey sorted here. Thanks, Melissa, for bringing me up again. 1 thing I was, really pulled in, and I'm glad, Sunny, you brought it up with with Josie, is with with Hippie or JC, I should say, she she did everything out of love. And and I think, for me, that's the message that that I take from this. And if we if we do anything going forward, I I think that's the message that JC was able to to speak into so many of us because she did it so selflessly, and and it was out of love. What a what a better way to show, than by doing. And for those in need, if you hear someone in need help, if you're able to, pass the torch, we can we can carry on what she did for so many, in our little parts or if someone wants to take on a role that she had done, that would be the greatest gift of love to others, but also to JC for how much she did. So if if none else love and do in love, And, that that message was just kinda on my heart, to add because if we do more in in in I I hear what you're saying, Linds. You know, I think we're all very angry, but let's focus that that anger and do it into a place that we shine our light so bright that it it can't be, you know, turned away from. We we we just do it in a place that's so bright that, you know, we just carry that torch on for what she did, and that would just be such an amazing gift, going forward to to keep her her life, her mission, her name, in remembrance for for all eternity. So thank you all again. I appreciate it. Melissa, can you hear me now? Yes. Go ahead, doctor Lawrence. Okay. Thank you so much. I'm sorry about that. I had to switch off my Wi Fi. Anyway, I don't even know what to say. Like like everybody else is saying, I'm so sick of losing people, especially the good ones, all the good ones. Hippy is 1 of the first friends I made here on x in that freaking never ending monkey space, if you guys remember that 1. 0 my god. It went on for days, and we did so much research with the the monkeys that, fell over here in Pennsylvania out of the truck. And we just we spent so many hours pretty close. I was very fortunate to have met her in person, when she was on the East Coast to come spend time with her son and her, her grandkids and stuff. She went out of her way. I mean, literally drove probably about 3 hours out of her way to come and just have lunch with me because she was so excited to meet up, and it was, yeah, it was an amazing experience. She's an amazing soul, and this is just devastating. I don't even know what else to say, but, thank you for holding this space, and thank you for holding space for her. And she's definitely somebody that I will fondly remember. K. I don't see any more hands up. This is 1 of the songs that was, requested. Here we go. Thank you very much, Nooni. While you were playing music, Katie came back up. Katie, do you wanna add anything more? I just wanted to remember, kind of remembering Chance's faces. Well, first of all, I I met I met her. I met Hippie in the spaces. Like I said, doctor Angela's been there. And, we were both good at at dictating and the transcribing. And, I also remember how, in enchanted spaces, we would read about vocabulary words, which if any if any of you wanna learn about vocabulary if you learn about medical terminology, you learn a lot a lot about vocabulary, and how to pronounce things. It's kind of funny because last night, when I left you all, in that space, I made a really I thought it was a funny joke at the time, but somebody was mispronouncing 1 of the Latin words, medical terms. And, I was laughing about it, and everybody else was like, what are you laughing about? But it's something that we used to laugh about all the time in the vocab spaces that we had. Lindsay knows what I'm talking about. And but we would learn so much in those, spaces, and that's where I I got to know I got to know Hippie a lot more. And, trying to get that to start it up again because it was just you know, we combine scripture, we you know, and and medical terminology and all other things just all from that space. And, it it's kind of a place for all all people of all types. There have been so many people who have come up to speak that I haven't met yet, and, and that's because that's that's how far she reached out, to people of all types of of of different likes, of different backgrounds. It's just amazing. But the the last space we had on that was right before, yeah, the other death in the family and this back centered family. That's the last time we had that space. I've been trying to get in touch with, Chance, but I haven't been able to yet. But I know that you know what I'm talking about, but, sorry I was gonna talk more, and I'm not doing too well. And God bless you, Melissa. You've been handling it wonderfully. Thank you. I I got to I got to know these wonderful ladies here at the top, especially, and, and to try to help them help others. And that's that's what that's that's definitely what Hippie has done. She's helped so many people, and she took the longest time for for me to find out how the accented she really was. And I think a lot of us can learn from that in in hiding kind of trying our best to take up our crosses and to, help others. And that's that's what I'd like to remember her for. She's another angel that came to us that was wonderful in helping those along the pathway of pain that and not even showing it. So thank you again, Melissa. Let's try it again. We are Can I, get 2 minutes real quick? Because she used to hang out with us musics all the time, and, I think she'd appreciate this. I'm just gonna do the last 2 verses of it. Thank you. Choose to hang out. Much love. Okay. For a brief moment here, hippie's friend Greta is here, and she's trying to come up to speak. Worldview is the account, and, she's not sure how to make the mic work. So let me double check and make sure she's in here, and then I will walk her through the directions. I believe she said she was. I gotta probably scroll all the way down. Okay. There she is. Greta. I see her. Okay. Alright, Greta. If you can hear me, you have to go into your phone settings. Okay? And then you have to do the mic permissions. Now if you can tell me what model of phone you have, I can help you turn it on and walk you through it, and we'll do that by text if you can't speak. Let's try it first and see if you can open your mic and and share with us, Greta. Go ahead. You have the floor, Greta. K. Hello? Yes. I can hear you, Greta. Thank you very much. I'm on my PC, actually. Well, I just wanna tell you a little background of Jace. I met her when we both were medical transcribers working for the state of California, and she was quite a unique person back then, and we actually, found ourselves bonding over politics. And and we were kind of in the minority view at the time. And, and then we both ended up retiring from the state, and, she's had her health challenges the last several years, and God just put her on my heart that, you know, I want to regularly have lunch with her, see how she's doing, and she would always be talking about the wonderful work and people she was meeting, on X. And, it just really gave her a purpose, you know, in the retirement and and and as time went on, she got more, you know, immobile. And, but, I was the 1 that end up taking her to her doctor appointments, taking her to the ER, sitting beside her and and praying and brought some books in, brought a bible. And and I was in yesterday, actually, afternoon, and, she they'd been trying different, you know, avenues of delivering the oxygen, and and she had an issue with chronic pain too, so she had had some of that given to her. But before that happened, I was reading out of Psalms. We've prayed together at the bedside, and, you know, I was praying. And and she said, Greta, you go home. I'm gonna go to sleep, you know, now. She was had just gotten her, allotted. And, so that was yesterday, and, I, you know, come and visit her daily. Her her sons have been, over the the last 2 weekends have been in town, so she's gotten to see, some grandkids and, you know, all her sons ended up coming. She ended up getting transferred to ICU, several days ago, and, I I truly believe they the the staff was so wonderful. There was a doctor Shakespeare that was amazing. I mean, confident and and and loving and and considerate. I mean, he he's just, he's just great. But we, you know, thinking alike politically, we would have long discussions about that, and, my Christian faith means a lot. And she started going to church with me, last summer, and then we got in a community group that's it's like a bible study community group where you there there's more 1 on 1, you know, interaction and and, getting to know people, better. And when she was discouraged, God, are you there? She he she's told me 1 day, she said, and there he sent my the angels, and it was a group. It was people from our community group, from church that that were coming in and and seeing her. But, oh gosh, it's such a loss. I was on my way to to see her. Michael was saying that it looked like they were gonna innovate her, and I just, you know, rushed over. And before he could even get there, I noticed a text that she had passed, and I I think it was around 08:00 in the morning. But, I told her, you know, trust Christ. Christ is besides being omniscient, he's the 1 who is human that can understand our frailties, can understand our suffering and hang on to that, and and that's what she did. So it's just been, you know, a privilege to get to know her and just be there for her. So Thank you, Greta, for so much for everything you've been doing for her. She's talked very highly of you to me for quite some time, and I'm so glad she's got such a wonderful friend that was able to go and visit her every day and get her to her appointments. And, that means a lot to me, Greta. And you're appreciated, and you're loved. And thank you so much for taking time to try to figure out how to do an x space to I mean, to speak with us. I assume this was your first time. Right? Yes. You did great. You did great. Feel free to stay and and, chip in whenever you want. There's a little symbol at the bottom of your screen that's like a heart. If you push that, it will give you emojis. And, on the right, there's a hand too. So if you feel like you don't wanna interrupt someone, you can always put a hand up. But you, my dear, have permission to speak whatever you want in here. And I see another 1 of, hippie's beloved friends is here, Frantic Missy. And she's been waiting. Go ahead, Missy. Speak up. Ask share with me. Grateful for the for the time because I could gather myself. You know, I wanted to come in here and tell some amazing stories about 1 of my best friends in the world. And then I realized that, I'm not the only person that that is going through this right now. We're all going through this. And I just wanna let all of you know that thank you for loving my friend. Thank you for your kindness and your support and for trying to help even if if anything that that space last night was amazing. Honestly, though, I can't say that there's a better way to go, you know, because she was right with God. She's right with Jesus. And all of her friends let her know how much they loved her. And she left this world knowing that she changed it for the better. I was in Gwyneth, it's nice to meet you. I'll be flying in, so I'm sure I maybe hopefully, I get to meet you in person. But, she, she was the first space she ever spoke in was 1 that I was in, and, once she found her voice, she never quit she never quit talking. She failed it, you know? And, I remember a couple months ago, well, maybe 6 months ago or so, there were all these monkeys that, because she, you know, she loved monkeys. There were all these monkeys that escaped, here in South Carolina. And she was trying to convince me to drive my convertible to 30 minutes away and throw dog food out of my convertible and try to get 1 of the monkeys that escaped to get in my car so she'd come pick it up. Because she's like, I've always wanted a pet monkey. This is my only chance. And, she is with Jesus, and she is whole, and she has all the pet monkeys she could possibly stand. And, she was a lady. And people don't understand what that term means. They think it's about manners. No. A lady or a gentleman is someone who puts the needs of others and the comfort of others above the comfort and needs of their own. And she loved all of us so much. She tried to protect us from how sick she was. I knew, but, I was 1 of a small group of people that really knew how bad it was because she didn't wanna make anybody feel uncomfortable. She didn't wanna make anybody upset. All her, even her last, like, thoughts were about protecting us from the inevitable. And, they just, they don't, she is a true meek, mild, kindhearted, genuine human being. And the world's a little bit darker, now that she's left it. I do not, for 1 second though, regret that things worked out the way they did. She was in a lot of pain, and she was in a lot of pain for a long time. And, I think the word she used was, I think the word she used was that she, she, she was hungry for air. And and she never has to to suffer again. And, she went out. Thank you, Melissa. Thank to thank you to everybody. Nooney, thank you to everybody here. Sorry if I'm missing anybody, but thank you, guys, because y'all sent her out of this world knowing that she was beloved. And I will never forget that kindness that you guys did to my for my friend. I will never forget that. I cannot thank you enough. And, to everybody that's been here today, I know it took me a while to come in here and speak. I've been trying to gather myself all day. It's it's been a it's been a upsetting it's been a upsetting day. But I'll tell you this much, she loved people. She was everyone's best friend. And people always say nice things about people when they pass away. But everything that's being said about her, these things are true. I just feel sorry that more people didn't get a chance to to get to know her because they just they don't make them like her anymore. She was a true, kindhearted, she was a lady. And she loved us so much that even up until the end, she tried to protect us. And, that just goes to show her character, which was which was very pure. Guys, just continue to please keep praying for her family. Keep praying for, those who are close to her. And keep praying for for all of us because, honestly, together, I hate that this is how we all come together to to spend time with each other. But I'm really glad you're all here because I know that she knows that she was loved. And, not everybody gets that. That that was a great if there's a good way to go out, that's the way to go. Because she got to say goodbye and and have conversations with it and get to to talk to all of her friends. And, just keep up the good work that you're doing. And remember, don't grieve too much because she was in a lot of pain, and she's safe now. She's never gonna hurt again. She's never going to suffer again. That body, she was done with that body, and she's gone on to bigger and brighter things. And I just hope that we all remember her spirit and honor her by being a little bit more like her because she was amazing. And, just wanna thank you all for being here, and, you have to excuse me if I don't respond to to stuff. It's just that I'm today's it's been a rough day. So thank you all. I'm a hush now. And thank you for all your support and kindness. I really appreciate it. Absolutely, missy. You're very welcome. I know it's hard. I see Dutch came up, and I'd like to give Dutch a chance to speak because he hasn't yet. And then I would like miss Kitty to speak, and then we'll go back to Gary. Go ahead, Dutch. Thanks, Melissa. Boy, that was tough. You know, Hippie, she's met Jesus face to face, and she's like a lot of us in here. She's not religious. She's a real person. She has a real relationship with Jesus. She got to meet him face to face. And in yesterday's space, I jumped in. I was like, oh gosh, hippie's in here. Hippie's a ghost. And she sent me a heart. I mean, the woman was struggling to breathe and on medication and on a breather, and she could still send a heart over. And then she, she un she took the oxygen mask off and she actually spoke to the group. We got to hear her voice, which is, it's just amazing. And I almost had a chance to meet her. She was going to come over to see the Trump rally with, Julie for Butte and MAGA Mission Mike, but we didn't, Matt, but we didn't get a chance to meet. But we are all gonna meet when we get to go to heaven with her. And, you know, they they say that there's there's more angels assigned to us than demons. Well, guess what? Some angels just got freed up to go take care of some other people. And and I remember 1 of the very first spaces I was in, and, I mean, I was in a lot of pain, knee you can imagine knee replacement. And Hippie was there. She was funny as heck. She was she didn't know me from Adam's house cat, but she was still kind. I mean, kindness was her is her modus operandi. And, you know, when if you've ever handed somebody off to be with Jesus, you know, it's sad, but but it's not sad for them. Because if you think and I'll I'll end the plane here if you think that the greatest surfing area or most beautiful place like Tahoe or whatever you've seen, You think that's awesome? Wait till you get to see what hippie is seeing right in it, and I'll land the plane right there. Thank you, Dutch. Alright. Another 1 of, hippie's really close friends is here. Miss Kitty. Go ahead. She might be stuck. Miss Kitty, can you hear me? We're also trying to get Gail up here. Gary, please go ahead while we try to figure out what's going on with miss Kitty. No. I had the the weirdest thing just happened. I went to drink. My cough and then it was a So you're calling on me while I'm, like, spitting the fly, and it was still live moving in my mouth. Can you guys hear me okay? Yes. We can. Please go ahead. Well, no. There's a song that I wanted to sing, but I wanna catch my breath because I, like, jumped up and ran real quick. So if you wanna let Gary go, I'd like to go after him. Alright. That'll work. Go ahead, Gary. Well, I think, the fact that all of us are in this room together is testimony to the unification that, Tippy was capable of doing. Lot of lot of very good people, good natured people. She attracted people that that were like her. And I I wanna say say to Greg, thanks for her everything she did for her you did for her. I know that it was rough. I appreciate you giving her the opportunity to talk with me when you were bringing her in the car, you know, to the to the hospital, and let me know what was going on so I can convey it to the rest of us. But, I also wanna say, I'd when I extend the the opportunity for you and frantic, You know, I haven't seen you guys much I haven't seen much of Frantic much be before, and and miss Kitty has actually this opportunity to, you know, stay in touch with us. Thank you very much, Gary. Miss Kitty, are you, ready to sing? Yeah. I don't know how this is gonna sound because I've been crying all day long. Right. I'm so glad that you guys are together. I was okay, really, when I came in the room. I was because I had done my crying on the phone with the girls. Right? And so I come in the room, and I'm, like, composed and everything, and then I see all of you all, like, all my friends together to remember my other friend, and that I broke down for a little while. So I'm tryna I hope that I can do this justice. This is my, version of my own rendition of Holy Spirit by Franchesca Battistelli. I can't really say your name, but I'm in the a cappella of this. I think you guys well, I've been asking God, you know, what can I do to to bring peace to my friends, to give them a hug? And he just said in my spirit, remind them that I'm still with them, that I'm right here. Wherever 2 or more gathered in his name, the holy spirit is present. So the holy spirit is present. It's dominant. It's it's potent in this room. So that's what I'm gonna sing about. There's nothing with my hoo hoo that could ever come close. Nothing can compare. You're hard living. Your presence, I've tasted insane of the sweetest of love where my heart becomes free and my shame is undone. Your presence won. Holy Spirit. You are welcome here. Come flood their space and fill the atmosphere. Your glory, god, is what a heart's long for to be overcome. And by your praise, it's long. Your prayer is it slow. Let us become more aware of your whole prayer is it? Let us experience the glory of your goodness. Let us become more worthy of your whole presence. Let us experience the glory of your whole goodness. Holy Spirit, you are welcome here. Come flood this space and fill the atmosphere. Your glory, God, is what a heart's longing for to be a hoover come by your precious love. Sorry. I lost it at the end. I'm sorry, guys. No. It's okay, miss Kitty. That was beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. I don't know who, Zimmer is, but Zimmer has come up. Would you like to share a few words about Hippie? Yes. Thank you very much for letting me speak. She was a very special soul. You all know that. I didn't know her very well. She didn't know me. We followed each other here on x, sharing, you know, a few of the world's, struggles that's, currently on. From the other side of the world, I felt, you know, she's a little bit like 2 different planets, you know, revolving around space, and kinda with some mutual attraction, mutual subjects that of the same interests. And she was a very kind soul, very clever, and I learned a lot from her. In Judaism, we say that he, who, or her, that saves 1 soul. It's like she saved the whole world. And I believe with all the good work she did, she probably saved more than 1 soul. So my deepest condolences, to all of you. And, just, you know, 1 cheerful thought. I think she was fighting in her boots to the last minute, and that goes a long way where I come from. She didn't just wither away or anything like that. She literally went up in a blaze of glory, with all of her friends, appreciating her. I only found out that she passed, like, probably 1 hour ago, as some of you may have also. You know, in the fights that we had to fight, sometimes, people do not make it to the other side, but that's okay. You know? That's okay. That's part of the deal, and we're doing it for the greater good. Some of us will fall along the way. Some of us will make it, but we're bound to succeed. So condolences to all of you, and, a lot of love to hippie dippie up there. And, thank you for, letting me speak. Thanks. Thank you very much, Summer. That was very nice of you. Do you got some more music lined up there, Nooney? Yes. I do. My father said, the moment of meeting is the beginning of parting, but the moment of parting is the beginning of meeting again. And this song brings comfort to us knowing that, when we let go of the ones that we love, we will meet them again. This is Angel's Calling. Be? Now I see. It's so completely. I need you to do. The time is little good. Don't cry. Dry your eyes. Can't you hear the angels all in me, can't you hear the angels call Take my hand. Stay with me as I surrender. We've lived a life of happiness. You'll be in my heart forever. Time is letting me. Don't cry. Try Leave it to miss Andrea to pick such a beautiful song in a tearjerker. That was from nurse Andrea that requested that. I don't know if she's still here able to listen right now, but I oh, yes. She is. Down at the bottom with the 2 little lawn chairs and the umbrella on the beach. Thank you very much for that. I'm trying to see if we have any hands. I do not couple more songs lined up. Okay. Oh, wait. Here's 1. Let's let Al speak, and then we'll play some more. Well, thank you very much. I didn't know Hippie. I think I met her when she first came on, and I remember I remember thinking she had great light energy, just fabulous energy. And from what I am hearing here, wow, she sure did affect a lot of people. I think that's so beautiful. And my my dad taught me something when he passed. I was with him. He said, don't grieve me. Celebrate. And that's what we did, and I've done it ever since. I celebrate knowing somebody. Having the honor of knowing somebody to me is amazing. Sure. I'll miss my dad, of course, but he didn't I didn't know how much he did for people until he passed away, and I was with him in the room filled with angels and love. I'll never forget it. I'm sure the hospital where she was at filled with angels and love. She obviously has some really good friends, and that's what I'm hearing from people. I'm hearing joy of knowing her. That's that's what I hear. I think that's beautiful. I hope more than 1 person gives me a little bit to say, but, god is beautiful. You guys, I'm blown away. Thank you so much for, giving me the mic, and god bless everybody in this room, and it's all good. It's absolutely all good. Thank you. Thank you. Why don't we play 1 more, and then we'll go to 2 more hands that have come up. Pardon me? Yep. And we're ready for the songs whenever you're ready, Nooney, for the next 1. Yeah. This one's called Deep Calls to Deep by Laurie Wilk. Melissa, your mic's on. Not me. It's Greta, and she's on. Love you. Thank you. That was very beautiful. I see Cece's come up, and, she DM'd me saying she would like to say a few words as well. Go ahead, Cece. Hi, everybody. It's heartbreaking what's happened. Hippie was such a beautiful soul. When I heard about this, I I just remembered her a story from last year. She had text me and wanted to start a foundation. This is how I mean she was always thinking about others. She wanted my my opinion since I ran 1 on starting a foundation for the vaccine injured and I think Gary even called me, she said. Gary and I wanted to collaborate with you and I think Gary and I spoke on the phone but we were brainstorming. I was with brainstorming with Hippie and and we decided on naming it Flight Foundation flight standing for. 4 lives impacted getting helped today. And also meant rising up and soaring above the skies. And that's what I think I'm gonna start crying. That's how I kind of think of her now as she's she's risen up and she's soaring above this above above us looking down. So even though that that foundation didn't have time to get off the ground, I I'm still gonna always remember that as something that she wanted and just because she wanted to take care of everybody else. And, that's all I wanted to say. We'll miss her deal dearly. Thank you very much for that. Yeah. I'm not sure, Greta, how much, Hippie told you and how much she told you about us, but many of us are actually vaccine injured, not just by COVID mRNA shots, but by other shots. I, I was injured by the Gardasil HPV vaccine in 02/2007. And that's 1 of the things Hippie has been doing is advocating for everybody who has been harmed by vaccines. And she realized after being on this platform for a while that she was also harmed. She remembered she took either a flu or pneumonia shot before, her wedding, and she was supposed to get married. And, that that likely helped contribute to her getting the chickenpox that, caused the scarring in her lungs. And then she believes that the COVID shot she took, I think she told me it was Novavax, is what, put her in the hospital for over a month and when she had to go through the rehab programs. So she got really, really, really got it like a fire under her butt. I mean, like, real big fire and a giant stick. She just wanted to shake it at everybody. How dare you continue these vaccines? Why are property safety studies not being done? Why was this mandated? And she did. She wanted to hook up with CC and Gary and work on a project to try to set up a foundation to help everyone. And that's how wonderful she was. And I want you to know that, Greta, that that's that's what she did on this platform. It was a lot of advocacy work for things that, that the general public thinks do not exist and for people that are invisible. I'm invisible in real life except to my family. On here, I'm not invisible. Same thing with Hippie. She helped us all. She was there for us anytime we were upset or anytime something went downhill with an injury. She was able to answer the phone and talk to anybody. Didn't matter what time of day it was, she would take that call. I see Rip's come up. Rip, you wanna say something? Hey, family. Hey. It's good to see everybody. I'm just now, you know, finding out about my hip girl. That's what I that's what I used to call her in the back channel. So I said, you're my hip girl. You keep everybody hip to everything that's going on. You know, I I have a I have a thing that I say from time to time to people. 1 of the hardest things for a human being to do is to love and care about a human being that they've never met before. And there's a lot of people that's in this space right now that I've never met before, but I love and care about you like I've known you all my life. That was Hippy. That was Hippy. That was my hip girl right there. I met hippie in I I wanna say it was the punch bowl, but the punch bowl was the first space that I ever sat in. And, and some of the things that she was saying I can't remember what the topic was at the time, but I do remember, hearing her voice really got my attention, and I immediately gave her a follow. I said there's something there's something inside of this lady that is that needs to be released, and it needs to be released where everybody will hear it and understand it and heed to it. Let me tell you where Hippie's gone. I was sitting here, and I was like, lord, I don't I don't I I don't know what to say, but he led me to a scripture. Jeremiah 1 verse 3. He said, before I formed you in the womb, I knew you. I'm a stop right there and explain to you what he's saying. We were already with God before we came here. Because he said before I put you there, I knew you. Then he goes on to say, before you were born, I set you apart. I appoint you as a prophet to the nation. That's what I heard when I heard hippie speak. That's what I this this lady was appointed as a prophet to the nation. No matter what it is that's gonna come out of her mouth, she was called to do it. And I I I I reposted the space, and I said, hippie is in heaven. She's walking around in heaven. And what I wanna do for the space right now, I'm gonna play a song for the best woman I've ever met in my life, and it was my mother when she went went home to be with the Lord in 2022. And I'm a tell you what our friend, Hippie, is doing right now. 1 of these ponies What's up? I wanna Every day, it will be Sunday. Sabbath will have the wind. That's what our friend is doing right now, people. And this is a time to celebrate what she's doing right now, to celebrate her life here and what she's doing right now. And all she's doing is walking around heaven and celebrating and praising God. And we want to join her, so let's make sure that we do. And I'll land my plane. Thanks, Melissa. Absolutely. I see Prometheus has come up, and I remember Prometheus, being in some of the early spaces. And I see Gail's finally come up. I I'd like Gail to try to speak first because she has a really not stable connection, and then I would like to go to Prometheus after. Hi, Gail. You're free. Go ahead and speak, Gail. Can you open your mic, or are you stuck? You think she might be stuck? Alright. Why don't we do this? Why don't we have Prometheus go? And if Gail starts talking, Prometheus just stops. Let's try that. Yeah. That's perfectly fine. It'd be my honor to give, the mic to Gail. What a wonderful soul she is as well. My god. This is such, sad news. I did not have any expectation to lose Hippy Dippy Girl this early. A true tragedy. She, brought lots of light and joy into spaces. She she was a really, like, friendly soul. I didn't know her that well. Just, you know, occasionally, we conversed on x, but, just it's it's it's another sad reminder that we have lived through the largest crime, the world has ever seen, in broad daylight. That took place across all all the nations of the world, and, and it's affected so many of our friends and our families. And, it's a reminder of how serious the situation is. So hippie dippie girl, Jace, wherever you are, darling, I pray that you are dancing in heaven now. This world was very cruel, and, you know, God decided to take you early into his home. So, yeah, my heart goes out to the family and, all all her loved ones, including many of you here, friends and family all over. Yeah. Thank you very much, Prometheus. Gail, can you try to speak now, dear? And she's still stuck. I see our friend Mario from Spain has joined us. Mario, go ahead. Or Mario. From Portugal. Not Spain. Oh, jeez. I always get screwed up. I'm so sorry. Now I feel like an ass. It's hard to Don't. Don't. Just don't. Well, the this just, stroke me. It's, this, this 1 is heavy. Just, everyone. Just, everyone that knew her, everyone that interacted with her and and the spaces and, always listened to what, she had to say and, just to try and carry on the light that she had. That's it. And that's all I had to say. Sorry. No. Thank you for that, Mauro. Yeah. We got people from all over the globe that have been injured and, have family and friends injured, And I always get mixed up. Yes. Tomorrow is in Portugal. Well, I thought Spain, I don't know, but I it's hard to keep track. I see that Melinda has her hand up again. Go ahead, Melinda. Thank you. I've gained my composure. I tell you that it was a shock this morning. And I just wanna especially say thank you to was it is it Creta that came on and spoke of taking care of our friend at the end there? Yes. Did I get that name right? Yeah. Yeah. That's miss You're still here. Okay. Well, thank you so very much. I was like I said, I I wasn't, a long term friend, but I was a short term friend in these last year or so. And, she was such a special special lady. We were constantly she was constantly lifting me up, and yet I knew she was in in so much agony. So she was amazing. And I you know, the first that came to mind when you were speaking, and some of you many of you thank everyone for your good words. But, therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain. And so that's what I'm hearing as I listen. That verse came to my mind. That's first Corinthians 15 58, by the way. And that verse just came to my mind, that our labor, our witness, our faith, they're not in vain. And so, just thank you all very, very much. And if if I have to leave because of an appointment, someone's supposed to come to my home, I may go out. But I am so grateful that the Lord sent me to this space this morning. God bless you all. Thank you, Melinda. Greta, are you hanging in okay down there? You need to press the mic button. There you go. Yeah. Yeah. I'm fine. Great. Thank you for staying. If you got anything you wanna say again, go ahead. I I do know, there has been such a outpouring of generosity sending things to her. She has been so overwhelmed by all your love to her these past several weeks. Well, I mean, the years that you that you've known each other, but she has really been touched and, her life was so much richer for being involved in in this spaces work that she was doing, so kind of an inspiration. Very much. And I'd say that I I'm working on, the new state of California. And every Friday, like I said, she was there, and sometimes she would say, Melinda, I'm gonna do my best, but I may fall asleep. So I may not participate, you know, vocally, but I wanna be there. I wanna support what you all are doing and the new republics that you're raising up. So, anyway, thank you all. Thank you. Nuni, do you wanna play some more music? You got anything else there? I would got 2 more. Here we go. Oh, we got another hand up. Go ahead, Rip. Thanks, miss. I was just going to say I'm going to sign off. I have some things I gotta get done. But just want you guys to know that I'm gonna keep all you guys lifted up in prayer, especially Hippie's family. That that the Lord's spirit pour out upon your families, upon yourselves, and upon her family to give them peace and rest in him, and that he is there. He's not he hasn't gone anywhere. He's gonna bring comfort. And just that this lady, oh, man, I can't. I'm trying to hold myself together because, you know, I haven't I haven't been in spaces that much lately because I I I I dealt with something in March myself, and I'm still dealing with it. But to hear this news today about this lady, that has made a difference in so many lives. You know, it's 1 thing to hear a person speak or talk, but when you hear a person speak and it really grabs your attention and all of a sudden, there's something inside of you begin to reform and and kinda change or even if it just changed your direction, that's when you know that that's a special person. And and that's who Hippie was. That's who that's who this lady was. This lady was, I mean, just so unselfish in spite of everything that she's been going through, the pain, all this, and she was still out here on the battlefield until the last day. She was here until the last day on the battlefield fighting for people who couldn't fight for themselves and speaking for those who didn't have a voice. And for that, I will be forever grateful that god allowed her to be a part of all of our lives, and I will always be grateful for that. But, anyway, I'm gonna sign off. It's just great to see everybody. Nancy, it's great to see you. I always have you in my prayers, girl. I always keep you lifted up, but I'm gonna lift up this space. And as I said, father god, you move right now. It will fall fresh upon each and 1, every 1 of us. Lord, you give us peace and give us rest in you, lord god, and we will continue to look to the here for which cometh our help. Our help coming from you. And with that, say it, amen and ourselves. Amen. Thank you. That was beautiful. Yes, very. Thank you so much. Alleluia. I see that our friends, Davo and Thomas have come up. I don't know which 1 is first. You gentlemen try to figure it out, please. Davo or Thomas? I'll be short and sweet. Just blessings and best wishes to everyone. It's brought over a hundred people together in this space today from this foul mouthed Aussie on the other side of the world. Hang in there, guys. We fucking love you. Ciao. Thank you, Davo. Go ahead, Thomas. Hey. Thanks for the mic, and thanks, for holding this space. You know, Hippie was 1 of the first people who, followed me when I started when I made this account back in, 2023. And, I'm just reminded of a a quote by, Elizabeth Kubler Ross. She said, the most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. And, you know, just to end and land, with Corinthians, chapter 13 verse 7 and 8. Love bears all things, believes all things, hope all things, and endures all things. Love never ends. Thank you guys for showing appreciation, to our mutual friend here, and I love you guys. Thank you so much. Thank you for sharing, Thomas. I see that our friend, Dakini, came up and, a gentleman named Clay, who I believe he'd be talked about to me, about him before. Go ahead, Dakini, and then Clay, please. Hi, everyone. Okay. So, yeah, sad to hear. I just got the news, from your space. It's evening here. I'm in Europe. I know I haven't been talking and been in touch with you guys for the last couple of months. It's a roller coaster over here, with the whole systems, with the court cases and the lawyers and Corona politics. But, I remember being all her there was always a certain strength and calmness and confidence that I got from from her within the spaces and the the few communications, what I can remember. And, she was a comforting person, a very strong comforting person to me. So, yeah, it strikes then. You know? That's, yeah, she she I will not hear her and talk to her anymore. So, yeah, I hope she, and her family and everybody, I wish you all strength, and let's not give up the fight no matter how hard it's getting. Right? Yeah. That's all for now, guys. Thank you. Okay. I've got 1 more song here. Oh my god. When I an awesome wonder consider all the worlds I hate to make. I see the stop. When Christ I'm very sorry, Clay. Go ahead and speak, sir. Thank you for coming. No worries, Melissa. No worries. It's kinda hard to follow that song, though. And I just wanna say thank you very much, Melissa, for giving me the mic. I didn't interact with Hippie very much. She was a very passionate individual. We all know that. We all know the loss. But, you know, in short and sweet, I wanna acknowledge her for her accomplishments in life and for her standing on the front line along with all you ladies, Melissa, you, Lindsay, everything. You people were on the front lines when we needed you. Brings tears to my eyes just thinking about that. And, Melissa, you know, you'll never be forgotten. Don't think you're invisible. None of you are ever invisible. There's a lot of us that see you. We hear you every day. We try to make a difference in the small ways we can in life to help move this conversation forward. And, no. I don't have much else to say other than thank you. We know that Hippie was a unique individual. Her passion for the new California, everything else in her life, her family, her friends. It's it was my pleasure to, have conversations several times. And with that, I'll let it go. But, Melissa, remember, you folks are never invisible. You're always in our hearts and in the light, and I just want you to always remember that. Thank you, ma'am. Thank you, sir. Yeah. It means a lot to me. Thanks, Clay. I see a lot of people that I reckon sorry. I had a phone in unexpectedly. The down in listeners that touched Hippie or she's touched them. You know? And, I see many of you. Doctor Tessa, Chester Tam, Sindel. I see Shanna. Shanna's lost her daughter to a Pfizer vaccine. I see answer for Sean. That's Dan Hartman. He lost his son Sean to a Pfizer vaccine. I see Dory down here. Dory was also injured by a COVID vaccine. I can't remember which 1. I see our COVID humanity betrayal memorial project account here. They've been recording cases of people that, suffered injury or death. I see Amy is still here. Amy was injured, I believe, by Moderna. We've got Nancy Henderson. She was injured by a tetanus vaccine. And I see we got Kat Kat Kat down here, a flu vaccine, her in the rest of the way. Broca. She was actually injured twice. First, by an MMR as a child, and she had to have brain surgery. She has Broca's dysphagia, and then she got injured by a COVID vaccine. I see we got Annie. Annie was possibly injured by the 1976 swine flu vaccine and several more after that. And I see Annette, Annette Dee, who was a nurse, and she was also injured previously, though I don't think she took a COVID shot. Bless her. I see Melissa v down there. Melissa took a COVID shot, and she's been able to mostly recover. Bless her. Thank you for coming. We have Andrea, the nurse down here. She took a COVID shot. She's been struggling. Please pray for Andrea. I see Robin is here. Robin took a COVID shot, and she's been having problems with spike protein. Please pray for her. I see Tov is here. Tov was injured a long time ago by a hepatitis b vaccine. Many beautiful voices, many beautiful people here, many more who I do not recognize. Please feel free to grab a mic and come up and say a few words. I see Zachary has his hand up again. Actually, can I go? I've been in vaccine easier myself. On COVID 19, took to Moderna shot. I wish I never did, do it ever again or ever. I hope hope and pray I don't get complications. I had asthma. Still had asthma today. And hope it don't flare up bad. I'll let my plane there. Hey, Melissa, everyone. I I'm just I'm so in shock right now. I've thought a dozen times over the last few days to text her, and I then I would say, no. Wait till she gets out of the hospital. So, you know, when you get that prompt to text somebody, you just do it. We Jason and I spent hours on the phone. She was 1 of the first people that I met when I came to. She helped me grief during the loss of my son. I didn't realize how sick she was. I we haven't talked on the phone for probably a year now because I dove into the UFO community and and some art and but she found my art and she loved it, and she was just a really special person. This isn't the news I wanted to hear today, and I I know that everyone in this room is going to miss her presence on this earth because she was 1 of those people. It didn't matter how long you went without speaking when you picked up the phone. It was like right now, always. So my prayers are with her and her family, and and, hopefully, her cats are taken care of because I was thinking about her cats. And, I'm praying for all of you. And, Greta, I followed you. I am so grateful for you. Thank you for sharing her testimony of drawing nearer to the Lord this last year because heaven has people there for us, and it is a transition just like birth was a transition year. Death is our final adventure. Right? So but for those of us here, you know, it's, we'll miss her. So thanks for holding this space. I'm sorry I didn't hop in this space last night when she I saw she was ghosting. I thought she had gotten out of the hospital. Once again, thought, oh, I got time to text her. Then I see this message today, and I'm just like, oh my god. So, you know, hug the people you love, make those phone calls, send that text message, you know, say something. Let people know that you love them. I know that she knows that I loved her, and she loved me, and I felt every ounce of it. Thanks, you guys. Bye. Absolutely. Sorry about that. I had to reset my device. I'm still here. Yeah. You're good. Go ahead, Gary. Yeah. I think instead of regretting the fact that you missed that phone call or, you know, didn't get to say goodbye, cherish the, memories that you had of her and be honored by the fact they had a chance to know her. And I see more vaccine injured people I did not mention. Lindsay House, Shelley, Emu, who is now requesting a mic. Doctor Tessa was injured. I did not say she was, but she was. She used to work in medical research. I can't say more than that. And many others. Thank you for all coming. I see Emu is connecting now. Am am I shut up. Am I am I am I am I am I hearing what I'm what I'm hearing? Yes. You're hearing. He I have a heartache event. This morning, and, she passed on. Yeah. I'm very sorry, Emu. I'm sure this is not the news you wanted to wake up to. It's what I woke up to this morning as well. Oh, she was such such a lovely woman with such strength. Why are you just talking yesterday? This is fucked. Sorry, guys. I've just broken up. I'm still not well and as shit's going on as, you know, moving and yeah. We're just talking yesterday and yeah. Fuck. Okay. Yeah. I know a lot of us are gonna be so shocked and whatnot, but it is unfortunate, guys, that this is gonna happen through the next few years. We're gonna see this, and we don't wanna see this. We need to fight louder. People need proper treatment. This can't continue. No no way. Okay. I'll I'll shut up now, Paje. This is so funny. Sorry, guys. Oh, it's okay, Emil. It's okay. And I see that Dan came up. Hi, Dan. Hello, Melissa. Hello, Linds, Shauna, everyone. This space is killing me. We were friends. We never really communicated, and now I wish we would've. I it's pretty sad that all this tragedy is becoming numb to me. It's because you're just hearing about it every day, and it just sickens my heart. I can't do anything to save my son now, but I'm fighting like hell with everything I have for everyone who's been injured, and I mean everyone. I'm lucky enough to have a lawsuit against Pfizer and the Canadian government, and I pray to God that I beat these bastards and we get to hear the word guilty. Not just for Sean, but for everyone. I'm so sick and tired of hearing about people dying every day. And as sad as it is, it actually gives me strength. Tragedy gives me strength to keep going. I'm so sorry for her. May she rest in peace. Prayers and thoughts with her family. I'm just so sick of this. And I have to beat these bastards for humanity, and I'm giving it everything I fucking have. I'm sorry. But I'm just so mad, and tragedy is making me strong. And I pray to the god that we hear the word guilty. It'll be parties in the streets all over the world. For you, Melissa, for Linds, for Shauna, for every, for Alan, Trista, all the people I know personally who have lost their kids, my fight is for you. I love you all. Thank you for letting me talk. Love you too, Dan. You're not alone, brother. I'm having problems trying to bring okay. Nope. There she is. There's Angela. Angela Roten, go ahead and go, and I'm gonna try to get miss Chris up here. I actually didn't know Hippie that well either for that long. And the first time I interacted with her was in, Nooney space, and it was 1 of the first spaces I ever went in. And, I just wanna tell y'all that every time we interacted, whether it was on 1 of her posts or someone else's, she was always so funny. And she had such a great wit, and that's what I remember was she would always made me laugh. And, I just wanted to share that. She was very funny. Thank you very much. Thank you, Angela. Now I'm gonna take a moment because I need to address a serious matter. Now some of you know she was having problems getting the right oxygen tank at home. It what they kept delivering something other than the high flow. K? Then we know that they were not delivering the proper BiPAP to the hospital 5 times. Now I did some looking into this, and, basically, the company, Capria, who was supposed to deliver, fell through, and they're owned by a company named Owens Minor. So, technically, it's also Owen Minor's fault that she did not get the oxygen she needed to be able to stay home longer. Okay? And this is a problem with this company because this did not just happen to Hippie. They delivered the wrong stuff to Danny, the coerced nurse in Ohio in a whole different state, and she was having so many problems. She had to call JD Vance when he was still their senator, and JD Vance had to get her the supplies she needs. They're trying to murder us. They're doing it in plain sight. So we need to get on these Owens Minor Happria Health people about the oxygen. How many other vaccine injured or people that think it was just COVID injury or whatever are on oxygen that might not be getting their supplies? And Hippie was very passionate about this. She wanted to do a space about the oxygen supply problem. So I wanna make everybody aware, and I will grab a post that I have on that here in a moment, and I'll stick it up in the nest. I think we should do that for her. Oh, good. I don't care. They need to be exposed. That's bullshit. They almost killed Danny, and now they were took part in hippies. That's unacceptable. They need to be put in the dirt, and people need to see and not trust in their services because they do harm. Right. Right. So I'll put it up in the nest so that everybody can see it, repost it, come up with your own version of it. We can't let them, deny oxygen to another vaccine injured or long COVID patient, period. Not even an elderly person. I I don't care. This is ridiculous. I'll go grab that. Go ahead, miss Chris. Hey. Thanks for holding the space, and, I just really appreciate you all. I appreciate hearing everything. I did not know Hippie very well. We were in spaces a few times. My dad passed from the COVID vaccine, after a very long battle, and the love of my life passed from the vaccine after getting a booster. It's just too much that too many people are passing from this crap. I'm grateful to have been befriended by her and friended her back and some of the people. I've gone into some spaces, but I don't get a chance to come on here all the time. Actually, I'm still kind of in shock. Actually, I am in shock because I came on just because I was at lunch. I work from home, and I walked in and saw it. And I have to say, I know the pain these people are going through, the family. I know the pain that the close friends are going through. And I'm so sorry that she suffered for so long. My dad suffered. I did not take the vaccine because I knew it was a gene therapy. I work I work at a hospital here in Nevada, and I recognized it. So I did take it. All my family took it, and I'm just looking at the days counting the days. I did get COVID 3 times, and I I don't know if I got what people shed or what. I would have loved to have sung a song here for her. That's really close to my heart, and my voice is all jacked up. And my voice is all jacked up from long COVID. Anyway, so I just really appreciate you doing this space. And, the thing is her life is just starting. It's not over for her. It's just beginning. Her eternity with our king is just beginning, and she's up there where my dad is. I love it. And my whole family is gonna be someday too, I hope. And I'm just grateful to God because my dad accepted the Lord 2 months before he passed. So, at least I have that promise that I know I'll see him again. So thank you for holding the space, and I'm really sorry. I don't mean to be bawling, but it just hit me really hard. It's okay. I've, been crying off and on. You just haven't been hearing me. I've been mostly mute. Snot rolling down my mouth that much. She thinks. Right? I know. And I'm about to get a pint of ice cream. So you could judge me if you want, but I don't care. Yeah. I I just went through a whole bag of, like, box a big box of, like, facial tissues. So Now is that the vanilla, or is that the chocolate chip? It's vanilla with orange. It's creamsicle. Uh-huh. Mhmm. I see Shelley's come up. Shelley, go ahead and say some words, please. I'm not good at this. I'm not good at saying goodbye, So I'm sorry, but I want you to know that she left behind beautiful people, especially all of you to do all of this for her. You were the closest to her, but I've never met a more loving soul, a giving heart in my life. And she touched every single 1 of us in this room. I will never forget her talks, her laughs. I'll never forget her putting me at my place. Oh god. I needed it. But she loved every single 1 of us, and she's touched every 1 of our hearts. And we will never stop fighting for her or for any of us in this room. You know, I was playing that song today. Sorry. I'm wiping the tears from my eyes. I can't even read it because I have tears in my eyes. But she was taken away from us way too soon. Way too soon. And when I played that song today, I hope you're dancing in the sky. I don't know if any of you have heard that song. Yes. Love it. We should play it, Nooney. And I tell you what, it reminds me of her. And I hope she's just I hope to god 1 day well, that's if I get up there. But I know you guys have a free pass. I hope she welcomes all of us, and I can't wait to give her a hug when we get there. Anyway, I love you guys, and don't forget to tell each other that you love each other. And don't forget to check up on each other from time to time because this is sad when we have to meet in places like this. But I know we all love each other, and let's stay strong for her and continue to fight for her. So with that, I'm dropping the mic, and I love you all. Here it is. Thank you. Why does it look like in heaven? Is it peaceful? Is it free like they say? Does the sun shine bright forever? Have your fears as your Is there art? Tell me, are you happy? Are you over alive? Because here on earth, this feels like Is it peaceful? Is it free? Like they say. Thank you. Nooni. I think Brandy, came up for the first time. Brandy, please go ahead. Well, thank you ladies for allowing me to come up and speak. I've been away all day in classes, and I started getting text messages. Hippie was 1 of those first women who opened their arms who opened their arms to me on x. And, myself and Melissa have other things in common too, and, it was really nice to see Hippie there with her arms wide open when I came on this platform and Melissa and Nooney and all of you. And, it's a very sad day on this world. It's a very sad day. She was so bright and always always supported every 1 of us. She called her friend. She was there every chance she could get, whether it was a DM, whether it was a phone call, whether it's a space. She always supported us, and, I wanna tell everyone of you ladies and gentlemen, keep going. Keep going because she's pushing you to keep going. And, I'm pretty jealous, and I'm sure I'm not the only 1 in this room today because she got to meet some people we haven't been able to meet yet and put our arms around. 1 of, my very dear friend, Iceman 51 50, he adored Hippie. Adored her. They were always talking in the backside and, pretty jealous. They bet they got to meet each other, but I know that they're all watching over us, and we have to keep up this fight for them. And I just wanna tell all of you that I'm gonna keep going for you, and I'm going to support you in any way I can as I've always have. But, I have fallen off a little bit the last year focusing on the counter trafficking movement. Movement. And as as as important that as that is, I do feel a little upset with myself that I didn't visit with her as much as I was before. And I promise you all that if you have a special place in my heart, you're gonna start getting those messages again. You're gonna start getting the check ins, and I wanna encourage you all to do the same. Just like Shell said, be there for each other because at the end of the day, that we are all we have. And, thank you for allowing me to speak again. Thank you, Brandy. Ernest was in here earlier, and I just thought I'd better address Ernest too even though he's no longer here. Ernest Ramirez lost his son to a Pfizer vaccine. He, he's been in a couple of docu He's gotten to be on Alex Jones. He's a very big advocate. He actually has a truck that has Pfizer killed my son on it, and he has a trailer with all of the vaccine injured's names on it. And he's been pulling it all over the entire country. That's rough. The man is vaccine injured himself, and he is doing this to bring awareness and to make sure that no 1 else lose a kid. So make sure if you run into Ernest, you tell him thank you. And I see that, Emu was finally able to come back up. Maybe she's a little bit more composed to try to speak. I know it's hard for the head. Yeah. Not not not not really. And the dog is a bit sick, some crap. I just wanted to say, because it loved Australia. I just wanted to mention Australia because, yeah, she always talked about Australia, and she really loved when she lived here and stuff. So, yeah, I think as well with this space, just we, yeah, praise the good things and stuff like this. Yeah. With these guys, it's gonna be a rough, well, rough day for me. It's your night, but, yeah, I I I know we're all gonna, get together and, just keep fighting. Keep fighting, guys. That's what we have to do because, yeah, it's unfortunate. But over the next 5 or so years, we're gonna see more and more of this sort of happening. So stay strong, guys. As people have said, get together, reach out to people, start connecting because there's a lot of us alone. There's a lot of us alone, having strangers look after us and all all of that stuff. Okay? And we we rely on this community, the community of us people that have come together from all different places, all work walks of life for 1 common thing. We're all vaccinated or know if someone's vaccinated or you just wanna stop this monstrosity of a mess because it it it it's it's a monstrosity. The people that are not awake to this, they're just in eyes. They're flipping idiots. We're getting shown we're getting this COVID again. So all these trolls, just ignore these idiots. They're gonna wake up sooner than later. They reckon they're getting all these jabs. They're not. They see us. They know what's happened. They're not. They just troll because they're being paid or whatever this shit is. So just keep strong, guys. We're all here together. If people through this week or next week, because people are gonna be gonna be a bit affected, reach out to us. We're all here. Yes. Some of us may have had not me personally, but I know through the community, there's some, you know, altercations or little background biffs and shit carry on. We have this in Australia as well. But, guys, people are more important than the little nitty gritty. Really, it is. We are the ones that have the voices, that have all the proof, that have similar experiences in different ways. So, really, I I think we should use this to come together again. Be strong. Stop all the fighting. You know? Because now is the time to get louder because I'll tell you, this America, you know how, RFK has pulled the shots from the children? I know he's done a bit more. But now Australia, we've pulled the shots. No more recommendations for children under the age of 18. So we are working. We're doing we're doing what we've promised everyone in ourselves, what we're gonna do. It's just gonna take a bit more time, but it's gonna be a lot quicker than what we thought. So just get loud, guys. Let's get even with these fuckers throwing out this bioweapon, killing people's kids and, like, it's sickening. You know? How many even families that, you know, not so much injured, but they've had missing kids and stuff? This is where we just get loud. We have to put some things aside at the moment and get loud on this fight because if we get loud together, where our our our voices echo, they echo worldwide, and it definitely from your America. If you echo it out, it's coming. It's falling to the other countries to let you know to not give up hope. It is working. Bless you all, and I love you all. Thank you, Emu. I appreciate it. I'm having a hard time right now keeping track of hands. I actually have a headache from crying so much, and it's messing with my vision just a little bit. So I think it's John John John, Gary, and then Brandy again. Okay. Okay. Go ahead, John, Gary, and then Brandy. I think, Gary, was ahead of me a few months ago. I'm not worried about it, John. Go ahead. Thanks, Gary. I wanna thank all of you again, and those who were affected by any of the bioweapons. I'm just gonna lump them all in that category at this point. My heart goes out to you and prayers and thoughts, for your strength and perseverance. It's difficult to put yourself in a place, in somebody else's shoes. And 1 thing, I know for a fact that, Jason would want us to do is is to end, this nightmare. And, I think 1 of the things we can do in the immediacy is is just reflect, but also, take action every way, shape, and form. The only way to overcome all of this and to stop this is to stop complying, to stop being a part of the problem. Our our lack of our voice is part of the problem. If we don't speak up for those who can't speak anymore, we become part of the problem. And if it takes 1 share, 1 post, 1 love, 1, just 1 click, it doesn't take any work to do that. So everybody, share this to just shamelessly do it, but do it selflessly because it isn't shameless. It's selfless. It's an act of love. It is an act to your your fellow man and woman out there to to do this. Our our children, our our futures, and they're they're gonna be doomed if we don't stop this now. And so everybody go down to the chat bubble and repost the space. If you already did it, who cares? Undo it. Do it again. Do it 5 times over. Get it back and back channels. Go to crypto spaces. Post this in there. Go to other spaces because the more people that hear about JC's story, about your stories, the quicker we can get this to finally come to an end. And, I I just wanted to say that because I think it's really important now than ever that we don't let anything go in vain, and we do it with priority, important, and perseverance, but do it, you know, righteously with with the correct way of doing things too. So thank you again. Thank you, John. Okay, Gary. Yeah. I wanna get back into, you know, routine vaccine injured. Let's face it. I think, we've dropped away from that, unfortunately, and I think, there are those people who are alone that could really use that, that that come out camaraderie and the the the ability to talk with each other. I mean, it's good to have a space that we can discuss things, you know, that we all relate to. But the other the other thing is we need to get into spaces that don't realize what's going on and and be able to, you know, put, you know, you know, talk with maybe some of these, you know, accounts and see if they'll, you know, have, like, a, you know, an interview or something along those lines to to get more people, you know, exposed to what's going on to instead of instead of what's just being in our little community, we need to get out we need an outreach. I know that, at the beginning, I was trying to do that, and I know Lindsay was too. And Lindsay and I had a few luck with mostly Patriot spaces. Trying to talk to the crypto people or any of the other spaces has not worked. They are not open to hearing our message yet, but maybe it's time we give it another go and see if they are. I was thinking maybe talking to Apothecary. I reckon the whole lot of us just so freaking throwing this truth to space. I don't think all of us, they can beat all of us. I use to smash those fuck up around as well. We just all So I was there last night, and I challenged them on a lot of this crap. They don't deserve our time or energy, breath, or even thought. They can keep our No. No. And and to be honest, most of them have me blocked because I outed Susie q t 11 as having been my troll since 2014 when she started on Facebook. And she went and threw a fit, and they all blocked me. So I literally cannot enter that space. I can go and listen on an alt account, but that's about all I can do. And to be honest, they're really not worth our time. They are the scum of the earth kind of people. Most of them, get paid to do what they do, either through 1 of the so called vaccine advocacy groups or through an NGO. And like Susie herself, Susie was actually injured by hepatitis b vaccine, and she tried to sue the commissioner's Social Security for her disability claim being denied. And then she got recruited, because she's got a criminal record. They they they recruit the patients that they can. And if they have a criminal record, they know that they're more likely to do it. So now Susie goes around telling everybody she's a reformed anti vaxxer, and she was harmed in a vehicle accident. So this is how they operate, and it's just not worth our time to even go in there and try to reason with them. And, you know, people like Prometheus and, like, my friend, canceled mouse and stuff, and and, like, Scoops Magoo, let them do it. They're skilled at, arguing. They're skilled at stats. And, like, canceled, he's a statistician, like, world class. He knows the numbers. He can crunch them. And they help make it aware of how wrong they are. They it's like literally free publicity for us. A lot of people start out going into truthers because it's 1 of the first faces they see when they come on x, And then they see how ridiculous they are and how they get proved wrong, and then they migrate in to the rest of x and find us. You know? They can't keep us in our little bubble forever, and that's kinda what canceled and Prometheus and people like, Scoops Magoo do. And then Julie 3, she'll do it too. And, they help make sure that everybody can find us. So, yeah, it's it's not worth our time to even try to go in that 1, but we should definitely try to reach out to some more of the other spaces and communities again. I do agree with that. Go ahead, Brandy. So for those of us who are late joining with y'all, could you please share with us what can we do to help support Hippie's family or anything that is needed as of right now? As of right now, probably the best thing would be to give to her buy me a coffee. And if you give me a minute, I'll go grab it, and I'll throw it in the nest, because they can take that money and help pay for any funeral costs if necessary with it, or they can take it because Hippie's last wishes were to give any money she has left to the grandchildren, to help pay for college or whatever they want when they're of age. So I'll go ahead and I'll grab that, really quick. And, I'm sure Prometheus wants to say something, and then I see Caroline for congress has also come up. So Prometheus and Caroline, will I go ahead and grab that? Sure. Caroline, please. You first. I'll I'll go after. Oh, you know what, Prometheus? Thank you so much. Most of you hi. Hi, Lindsay. A long time to see. A lot of you know that it's hard for me to get in the space, especially in the evening or late afternoon. Now let's say on vaccine injured too, so that's why you hear the clearing of my throat. So please excuse me. I'm kinda having a as it's getting warmer. You know what I mean? Again, we have, harder harder days. Right? So but I, somebody put this in my DM room, you know, a memorial for, basically, for hippie. And I just wanted to come in and tell you all. I followed you, Melissa and Anna. I don't know if you guys knew her, like, personally, like, in person or whatever. But Hippie was a really good friend to me. And I could can't imagine that she would just be a good friend to me and not a good friend to other people. I think Hippie was a friend to everybody who was. And, but she was a reciprocal. She's very, very smart hippie and I've been talking on the phone for over 3 years. And, she had gotten into some sort of, like, she was confused about something or her account kept getting nuked or something. And, I just said, look. I'll call you. I'll call you up on the phone, most of you. Any of you that really know me in here know that I always, extend a hand to a phone number or anything. I'll talk to anybody in person. And, she was a big defender of mine, and a true, true friend. She stood beside me the whole time. You know, some of you know this, some of you don't because I see a lot of people in here that I do not know. And, you know, I've gotten my ass kicked, and I've kicked some asses. And, you know, she's been there the entire time with me, the entire time. And I used her as a touch tone because a lot of people don't understand me because I got my California in me. Right? My California in me and my language isn't always, you know, isn't always, people don't always understand, and she always did. She said you just have a hard time getting your point across sometimes And, you know, with my injury and stuff too. And she was cognizant of that, and she was very encouraging about me starting up my spaces again. She was like, you really need to do that, because people wanna hear from you. You're an authentic person. This is a this is a a a bad loss. You know? It's a bad loss for all of us. It's a bad loss for the world, right, when we have people like this who support us through thick and thin, and they see who's real and who's not real. And, you know, the good thing about her with me is she never we her and I, we never talked bad about somebody else. We just had conversations about what we were feeling or how things were going on with us. And I would ask her, am I wrong? You know? Or she would ask me, you know, am I is this okay? You know? But we never sat there and dragged anybody else around. And I appreciated that a whole lot because that's not really the reason why I call people on the phone and talk to them. It's, you know, it's about that personal connection on that 1 on 1, and she she was, extraordinary in that fashion. I was keeping in touch, with her family, I guess, was texting, I don't know, in the last few days. I sent her some pictures of myself, you know, waving to her, and, she'll be sorely missed. She'll be missed on this platform. You could rely on her always, to stand beside you. As long as you were a righteous person, I'm gonna tell you right now, I know it for a % fact. If you weren't a righteous person, she didn't spend no time with you. I'm just saying. She might have sat there and listened in some rooms, but she wouldn't spend time with somebody who wasn't quality. And so I took that as a huge compliment to me because I'm not the easiest person in the whole wide world either. Right? And she knew that too. And and I used to tell her, thank you for loving me anyway. And she got a kick out of it, and she knew because she knew my heart. And, I'm gonna miss her a whole bunch. I'm gonna miss her a whole bunch. Thank you guys so much for letting me come in and say these kind words about somebody who was there for me when actually nobody was, right, to some degree. And she was there for me, and I sure do appreciate that. And that'll that'll never go away. That'll never go away. Thank you so much, you guys. I appreciate it. I've been doing this space for hours now, and Melissa is starting to get burnt out. So we'll stop at 5. Hard stop at 5 Mountain Standard Time, 7 Eastern Standard Time, 4 Pacific time so that I can go grieve and rest because I've been crying so much that my head is just pounding. K? I need to do my grieving too, so that's that's my plan. And, Prometheus, you were gonna go, and then Caroline went instead. So finish up Prometheus, then Gary, and then Patriot Air. Sure. Before I go, can I get everyone to give a big thank you and to pray for Melissa? Because she and Nuni and everyone who has been, Hannah and everyone who's been involved in remembering our friend here. We appreciate you. We see you. Thank you for, you know, spending this time, helping all of us grieve in spite of the pain you you yourself are going through. That's the hallmark of a true, friend and and a strong soul. So thank you, Melissa. Really appreciate you hosting and and, holding space for all of us. I think, I speak for everyone here that we we all needed to grieve. You know? There's been so many touching, testimonials of just how she touched all of us, you know, Caroline, yours being the latest. And, I didn't know you guys were such good friends. That's so wonderful to hear. She was she was very patient. Okay? I'm also not easy to be friends with as many of you know. And and yet, you know, she loved she loved all of us, and and so we we were very privileged to know her. There's another, you know, you guys know that I study prophecy, and and I believe that they're going to do this again, the whole COVID thing, whatever. And, I think, you know, all of us getting to know 1 another like this, you know, she was a fighter. She would want us to continue this fight. There's another plague, I believe, in the near horizon that they're going to, launch again. Now at that time, the 1 big difference that we can make is by being together and and standing up together, rather than what they blindsided us the first time with COVID. And these past 5 years have been a real wake up call and also just like it's been a time for us to get to know 1 another from all around the world to realize the great evil that we're faced up against. This is a demonic force, I believe. It's a it's a spiritual battle. It's it's way more than just, you know, Pfizer, Moderna, AstraZeneca. These these guys are just the, you know, the the printing machines of the demonic forces behind them. But I do believe that our Lord and Savior has equipped us for this midnight hour. We are not alone. And we are all being brought together for his glory. And I believe that we will overcome this together. I've put a link in the chat for the prophetic word that came from Brandon Biggs. Again, you know, make of it what you will. All right? He did prophesy the bullet grazing Trump's ear 8 months before it actually happened. And so I trust him. There's many other words of his that have since come to pass. And there's others who have talked about a plague that will be worse than the first 1. Okay? But those of us who are in Christ, we are not to live in fear. Okay? Because he he who is in in us is greater than he who is in the world. Alright? And, if and when this thing comes, like, we will face it together is all I'm saying here. And to just reach out as a, welcome hand, if anyone wants to reach out, if you need a friend to talk to, if you'd like help in any kind of way, you know, my DMs are open. As Melissa mentioned, I do go out of my way to go challenge some of these fools, including Truthseeker and others. You know? Like, there's a lot of corrupt doctors, unfortunately, that we're still dealing with. But, obviously, there's many, many, many more of us than them, and the truth shall always win. And so I love all of you. Thank you, again, Melissa and Nooney and everyone who's held space today. You guys are true soldiers in this fight, everyone who's lost a loved 1. You know, my heart goes out to you know, this is this is a real war, guys. Like, we're we're with real casualties like our friend, hippie. So I love you all, and, god bless you. You. Actually, before we continue, I wanna check on my cohosts and see if they're doing okay. They've hardly said a word. So, Anna, how are you doing? Hanging in there. Yep. And, Anna, do you wanna share anything about your story since we have all these people here really quick? Because I think Hippie would have wanted you to. Oh, boy. You know, I'm doing this 37 years, and I've had a number of friends who passed away. So every time another 1 goes, it wears me down some more. You know? And, when COVID started, you know, I said to my friends, watch, we're gonna see patients that get sick after the COVID than the vaccine. You know? And I wasn't even gonna reach out. Okay? Because there's always been riffs in these communities. People say, oh, no. We're different. That's not like us. The same thing. You know? So, I was observing, you know, for a long time. And then I watched Lindsay there, her video. It had to be 8 months. I kept seeing her video every day. You know, she's crying there. She has no hair. Her hair will fill out, you know, from her injury. And I says, oh god. Here's all these nurses now, and they're probably being told they're crazy. You know? So I thought, okay. I'm gonna reach out. I've actually reached out to the long COVIDs too. You know, they're coming around. They know the vaccine problem, but these vaccines have never helped anybody. You know? All they've done is harm people. There's people that don't even know they're harmed by the vaccine. That's the thing because propaganda is very, very powerful. You know, I'm from the ME community, myalgic encephalomyelitis. They also call us chronic fatigue syndrome. And that was a through the years, a lot of, you know, propaganda with us, you know, and all there was no Internet, you know, when I started, and a lot of us. And, so the public would only hear what was in the news and, and the news was being fed right from the NIH and CDC, you know, that, we had yuppie flu. Can you imagine being told you have yuppie burnout? I had no idea what a yuppie was. In 1985, I had to I was a registered nurse in New York 10 years before I wasn't able to work anymore. And, on the 05:00 news, they always talked about this yuppie flu. I said to my mother, what's a yuppie? She says, oh, it's those people that work on Wall Street. You know? And I had just taken a job at New York Hospital, Cornell Medical Center. It's called New York Presbyterian Hospital now. It's the same hospital Fauci went to medical school. Well, the medical school's connected to the hospital, and he did his chief residency there. You know? So I thought, well, if there's an epidemic, I'll see it. You know? I always had an open mind, and I've always known about these vaccine problems. I was a teenager when the swine flu outbreak, and that was in the news. And, you know, we talked about it at school, and I remember we asked the dean, mister Torricelli, you know, are you gonna get it? He says, nope. Not well that way. They're mass producing it. You know? So I've always known about this. And when I was in nursing school, like, 1983, you know, the professors told us, watch out for those pertussis vaccine reactions. Make sure you have your malpractice insurance. You're gonna get sued. Everybody gets sued. And, there had just been a documentary on TV called DPT Roulette. You could watch it on, you know, Rumble. And I'll tell you, for years, I posted this stuff on Twitter because we've been protesting on Twitter, god, since 02/2009. You know? And I thought people saw it. You know? I was really I couldn't wrap it around my brain that people didn't know about Fauci when this COVID started. You know? I I just couldn't believe it. And, you know, especially in March of 20 20 when he said no to hydroxychloroquine, I almost lost my breath, fell off my chair. I says, oh my god. I worked frontline aids in New York. He did the same thing. He blocked early treatment. That would have helped those patients with the pneumonia that was killing them. You know, they died from the pneumonia too then. And, you know, I knew, I worked in a CCU, but those there were no AIDS units yet. So when those patients came in the ER, they needed a ventilator bed. And these were different patients than what you were led to believe. They weren't all those gay patients. I think I had 2 gay men patients in 2 years on when I saw the patients on the ventilators. You know, these people came in and we hear stories like, my former fiancee got a couple of blood transfusions. He was in a car accident. All the blood was infected. You know? So we hear stories like that, and we saw the high some of the high risk people too, like the IV drug users, the prostitutes, the hemophiliacs, all of their factor was contaminated. You know, and the pharmaceutical company, Bayer, knew it was contaminated. They didn't wanna clean it up. It was cheaper to do a lawsuit. You know? So this is what I saw. And it wasn't even a month these AIDS patients started coming, and I thought something's corrupt here. They never changed the protocol. They didn't tweak the protocol either. You know, they didn't do things for these people like you do with pneumonia, you know, steroids, nebulizer treatment, all that stuff. No. Within 24 hours, they were on the ventilator, and the 2 protocol drugs they were using didn't work, and the ventilator didn't work. So they basically suffocated on the ventilators. You know? And I got vaccine injured from, hepatitis b shot. But, you know, after he said no to I said, oh my god. I did a little search for that doctor Zelenko, and I found his group. And I went there and made a friend, and I got a phone number of a doctor, and I wanted to, you know, to give me the protocol, you know, the early treatment protocol or the the preventative protocol, you know, to prevent the COVID because I knew I was high risk. I knew if I really got COVID bad, I would be back in a horrible relapse. You know, that's what happens when you have these things. You keep getting sick over and over. You know? So I, I actually had COVID August 20 20, and I was on the early treatment. And it was only a fever for 10 days, and I did okay. You know? But it took many, many years to you know, I had the diagnosis that I got were, you know, first, they says, oh, you're having panic attacks. Oh, you're having depression. I mean, you know, this is what we a lot of people heard and Prozac was a blockbuster drug and it was in the news and it was about all those women with anxiety. You know? It took 6 year 5 years to start getting, like, a diagnosis like chronic fatigue syndrome. I got 3 of those. 3, fibromyalgia, immune deficiency, Hashimoto's low thyroid. It took longer to get that 1. Leaky gut, mast cell, you know, all the things that you're hearing people talk about. You know, we've we we got that through the years, but we never got any recognition. They brushed us under the rug. You know, they had all you thinking we were crazy people. You know? I had the woman's problem, you know, the uterine issue and the heavy periods for, oh, for years. For years, until I started getting, iron deficiency, anemia. I had fibroids that just kept coming, and I was refusing the surgery. Says you're not giving me that surgery. Forget it. You're not cutting me open. And it took me 12 years to finally say yes when I finally bled out, which I was doing every month, but that was a heavier 1. And, I I didn't even know when endometriosis was in there until I read the pathology report. You know? I mean, years to get diagnoses. You know? And I have dysautonomia too. You know, I had the test for that in 1996. I didn't start getting treatment until 02/2018. And I had just had cancer treatment this past year at stage 3 a. Left, metastatic adenocarcinoma of the left breast. So it's stage 3 a. And, 1 of the chemo drugs sort of, actually, I meet the criteria for POTS too. So I'm getting treated for POTS, orthostatic hypertension, syncope. You know, it's 1 thing after another. And I was kind of you know, I was pretty impressed how some of the current patients, like, in the last few years, they they found out some of the things that they had that their injury caused. You know? They're because it is a multisystem thing. So that's not just 1 thing that's affected. You know? You got all these things wrong, and I was pretty impressed. Well, look at these patients. They're finding out. You know? They blew us off for years. You know? But I've had many friends, that have passed away. The 2 big causes, cancers, weird cancers, and suicide. There was 1 lady who died of bronchitis. She had a few life threatening incidences of bronchitis before that. Her she had a blog called laughing for my sick bed. She would you know, a lot of patients are homebound and laid up. There was a kid who had myocarditis. He was 23 years old. They did an autopsy. That's how they found out he had myocarditis. They never did autopsies on all of us. So, you know, no but the public or you know, nobody ever knew. And, like, these doctors, these medical freedom doctors, they had no idea because they were told differently by the system, and they thought the system was good. You know, I've seen them, you know, when I first started hanging out in this community. Oh, I never knew The Lancet was corrupt. I never knew the, you know, New England Journal of Medicine was corrupt. They've been corrupt for years. They've always had bad recommendations for us, you know, us chronic fatigue syndrome people. You know, just do some exercise and get some cognitive behavioral therapy, and you'll just be you'll be just fine, you know, when we have all these things wrong. You know, I mean, I'm still you know, I just had I just had the first referral to a rheumatologist in 37 years. You know? Sleep, I had 3 sleep studies in a period of 20 years. You know? And the patients have to do their own research. You know, if you don't tell your doctor and they diagnose you with 1 of those diagnosis, you're just gonna stay there in that rabbit hole with the Lyrica and the Cymbalta and the Prozac and the Xanax and the Klonopin for sleep. That's what they do when they leave you there. Unless your doctor has an open mind and you're able to teach the doctor, which I'll be honest with you, I don't teach doctors anymore. I'm tired of it. You know, if I go to somebody, they have to know what they're doing because I'm burnt out. You know, I always tell people through the years, I'm a burnt out nurse taking care of me. You know? So I don't wanna do it anymore. My patience is very thin. And, you know, I got impatient the last few weeks. I see everybody fighting here. And I says, oh, Jesus Christ. Look at this. They're fighting here too. They fought in the Lyme community and the MA community and the fibromyalgia. You know, I thought, well, I don't know how much longer I'm gonna do this if there's a rift. Nobody's on the same page. Everybody has to be on the same page and work together. Otherwise, you're gonna keep seeing your friends die like this. And, you know, I hate to sound that way. You know, I've had so many. You know? And there was 1 girl in the Emmy community. She got sick when she was 19. Her parents had a lot of money. They went on all these, you know, extravagant vacations, and they were in the Swiss Alps, and she got sick there. And I'll tell you, they took her all over the world to every researcher. And when she saw me on Facebook, you know, a lot of activists, they tend to be liberals and agnostic. Alright? They don't really they say they don't believe in God, but they read the horoscopes and the crystals and all this stuff. They're searching, but, you know, you can't say Jesus Christ. So, she messaged me. She says, oh, you read the Bible? She was all excited. I thought you know? So I was waiting for her to start this bible study group. You know? I was waiting for the message. Will I get a message from her a number of months later? And I knew by the sound of her voice what she was planning. I thought, oh, wow. And, it wasn't long after that that was 1 of those mornings on Facebook and, you know, actually, 1 of the last messages she put on Facebook, which she told me on the phone that her parents believed her. They didn't believe her. They believed the psychiatrist in London. She was from Hong Kong, but they lived in Hong Kong, London. They had a few different addresses. And her mother didn't believe her again, and she was just devastated. And she posted on Facebook her mother wanted to put her in a care home. And the next day she was gone, she OD'd on her migraine medicine. I mean, this is what we see. You know? And I have friends, they don't even do this advocacy anymore because they're frustrated. You you know, you know, we protested Fauci, and there's some that aren't here anymore, deceased corrupts that aren't here anymore. And it's like banging your head against the wall. So really, everybody needs to be on the same page and work together because as you could see, there's trolls, there's astroturfs. The system puts them in there to divide the community, to take the focus off of what's going on. You gotta focus. If you're distracted, it's never gonna get done, you know, and I don't mean to sound, you know, grumpy. But that's the way it is. I mean, I'm, you know, when I first reached out to the advocacy community, the we didn't have Internet yet. We sort of when we went to meetings, we printed stuff out from the copy machine and handed it to everybody. You know? Now you got the Internet makes it easy, and the social media, you could just post it and thousands of people see it. You know? But I didn't start going on that community until 1993, '19 '90 '4. You know? And, you know, we started out on a program called Merck. We we chatted there. And I'll tell you the first time I saw it, I thought, wow. Look at that live chat. That's the best invention I ever seen because when I moved here to Florida, the phone bills were $300 every month, me trying to call my friends. You know? Didn't have the chats. And we had the chat, and we had, you know, the instant messengers, AOL, ICQ, Yahoo, whatever, Myspace, then Facebook, and here we are on x. You know, it was Twitter when we started. You know? It's hard to lose your friends. You know, I get worn out every time I see another 1. I was hoping I wouldn't see somebody so quick in this 1. You know? I was hoping we could get some help first. You know, so remember, stick together, love each other. People are gonna drive you crazy, and you're gonna get annoyed with them. But you have to remember that you love them, you know, and everybody needs to stick together. If you don't stick together and put your differences aside, it's never gonna happen. Believe me. There's a little more hope now that finally there's somebody, Robert Kennedy, the secretary of HHS. I never thought I would see a secretary of HHS, you know, like him because I followed him for years. I used to hang out in a vaccine injury group for children, you know, parents on Facebook because my kids are vaccine injured. So I've known about him. I've known about Erin at Health Nut News, all of them. And there were some really good doctors who have passed away that were like the ones you see now. They would have been great mentors for this community like doctor Tony Bark, doctor Andrew Moulden in Canada. He was shown why the kids, have their vaccine injury, the babies, you know. And who's the other 1? Doctor Bradstreet. You know, doctor Toni Bark, a woman, when she got cancer, the community was convinced that she got poisoned by the system, and she answered those questions on a video. I mean, this is what the doctors go through. You know, they they try to the system will try to get them, you know, ostracized from everywhere and left shirtless on the street or they end up dead somehow in some, you know, something. You know? I'm sure, you know, you've seen it with some of the people. So everybody just remember to love each other and work together so we can finally take care of this. I mean, these babies have been dying for a hundred years or more. Babies don't just die and, you know, I could never understand. Why isn't anybody paying attention to that? Why aren't doctors talking about that? You know, my aunt's baby we have a SIDS baby in my family. My aunt's baby died in 1955. I mean, how many years ago was that? And the same thing going on and on and on, and yet now I'm seeing 4, 5, 6 SIDS cases a week on all the social media platforms. I mean, that should really get people angry. You know? I mean, enough already with this stuff. You know, these vaccines never did anything for us. The only thing they did was cause our chronic illnesses and kill people. You know? So enough already. And I'm hanging in there. How do you You know, I have another thing going on, but that's the way it is. So hang in there, everybody. I love you. Thank you, Anna. I think that history was important for people to hear, and I know Hippie would have wanted you to tell everyone. Nooni, do you have anything you wanna say before we go to Gary? Not really. I just wanna play this song. Go ahead and play it. It's Tina Turner. I don't know how much Hey. Come on. Come on. Stop that. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. I wanted I was hoping you would Yeah. But it wasn't because before that, I had the king, you know, Elvis, that king, not the other king. And so I wanna play the full 1. I thought that 1 would be the full 1, but it's not. So Elvis to the rescue. Guys, I gotta go. I love you all. Take care. Alright? Thank you. Tall. And I just wanna say, Melissa, thank you for doing this, you know, and, doing everything that you did for Hippie and being the go to behind the scene. That was a lot of work, that you put into that and, for holding this space. Oh my gosh. How long has it been open? Oh my god. We're going on 6 hours, just over 6 hours. And I hope you go get something to eat and and whatnot. I'm sure there'll probably be another space for Hippie tonight. She affected so many and, blessed so many lives with her her funny jokes, you know, her impeccable medical spelling. You know? And, because of that, I was inspired to buy a medical spelling book. I just well, she always got me. You know? Always. Always. Always. You know? But thank you everybody for coming and for having it be in your prayers. And, you know, she's she's moved on. She's made the journey. And we lost a great asset to our movement, but we have to still keep plugging on. Absolutely. Thank you, Nooney. And for those who don't know, I started the space originally to pray for Hippie because I knew she had gone into cardiac arrest. Shortly after I started the space, I got the call that, she didn't make it. So ended up turning into this instead of a traditional free prayer space, as I had intended. And I thank you everybody that's come, and we're gonna take some more hands. But we're gonna do a stop in half an hour because this little white dog, Hippie's favorite little white dog, needs to eat and rest. Go ahead, Gary, and then Patriot, and then Sleepy. Yeah. I wanted to say to the space and Lindsay, Me and, Hippie were talking about trying to get to this, like, weekly thing to help you out there, Lindsey. And, unfortunately, the things didn't happen as, you know, She kept, you know, having issues with her health, and we can never get it set up. But, if you I'd be willing to help with you with your space if you were willing to take that. I I got, lots of free time. So I edit, and I can be consistent even if you wanna take a day off or some time off. It's all really up it's up to you. As as for Hippie, we all we all lost a good friend and a hell of a research researcher, and it's gonna be well missed. Of course, Gary. I'll help you with that. I've done I have a lot of content. I just haven't had many spaces because, you know, I was doxed a few weeks ago, and I've been attacked relentlessly. And I didn't want to expose you guys to that because even though you are acquaintances or even if you, like, even are in our room or near my vicinity, they're gonna attack you too just because of the fact of that. And, so I do have content. So whenever you guys want to do that, I know our sleep schedules are pretty off. I don't know. In the morning, we're we ain't worth a damn, but towards the afternoon and evening, absolutely. Just give me the DMs, and we'll figure it out. But I got all the content ready to roll. Alright. I'll let you know. I'll send you a DM. Alright. Go ahead, Patriot. You've been waiting quite a while. Hi, and thanks for the mic. Wow. If I could say any of this without crying because I've been crying through this whole thing. Anna, you hit on some really, really pointed things. I didn't interact a lot with Hippie, but we've been following each other because she's California or was California, and I am California. I'm a California native. My heart breaks for her. I have friends that are suffering today from getting the vaccines. And I know that this sounds really horrible and selfish, but at the beginning, I'm got mad at everybody that went out and got the vaccine. And I'm like, when it when are people gonna step up in a free nation and say, hey. This is my body, my choice. No. Because in my mind collectively, we could have all said no at the same time and put an end to these mandates. But I've also come to realize over the years that god gave me a husband. He blessed me with a husband who's able to take care of me. I am not vaccine injured. But back in August of 20 21, I, got a I worked for I'll say I don't care. I'll say the name, Quest Diagnostics for 14 years. That was the company I want to retire with. And we got a conference call back in August that said we all had to have the COVID vaccine, the first 1 by September 27, or our jobs would be in jeopardy. And I said, are you threatening me? And a week later, I was fired. We're not taking a back sleep because I live in a fucking freak nation. But now knowing that somebody had to, like, somebody had to have their jobs, and so many younger people had to have their jobs, and single moms, and just listening to everybody. I hear my freaking heart breaks. It really, really, really does. And she was just a really righteous person, Hippie was. I don't know where she lived when she passed. Does anybody was she in California? I noticed she had moved or maybe lived. She was in California. She was in a suburb of Sacramento called Rancho Cordova. I'm, like, 45 minutes from there. So, you know, and and listening to Anna talk about how she You know, when if you look back on his history, when Trump got in his first term and he was appointed his, what, medical advisor, whatever he was, I everybody cringed and went, are you freaking kidding me? Look what he did with the AIDS stuff. And if you look back to when he launched HIV on the world because he's who did it, gain of function, whatever you wanna call it, He is the exact same talking points than He's the biggest serial killer we've ever known. Yeah. Yeah. I I just don't get why he's not in prison. I mean, really, God, I had I had a lot of stuff in my mind to say, but there's, like, a lot to talk about. Anyway, my heart breaks for Hippie and her family and and anybody that's suffering. It's like I said, I have friends that are still suffering. 1 used to be a, underwater welder. So you anybody that knows anything about underwater welding, he was in tip top shape, and he he, quit that job because you can't do it for very many years and came home and became, he worked for our sheriff's department. And per his doctor's request, he got 2 vaccines and he's been on disability for the last more than 2 years now. You know, and that's another thing too, is how many people lost their jobs and careers and I was denied unemployment with my denial letter saying she wouldn't follow the rules. Well, when your government, and I don't care what anybody says, we just lived through 4 years of communism. Not socialism. Total freaking communism. My husband's from Germany. And when when Biden first got installed, he looked at me. He goes, it's not gonna be good. He goes, this is exactly what Hitler did. So I just you know, I wish there was a way back then that we could have put an end to this because I've actually heard of some states, for instance, South Dakota. Right? Governor Noem then said, if you wanna get a vaccine, get a vaccine. If you wanna close your store, if you wanna do whatever you want. I'm not gonna force it on you. Not exactly how it went. She lied. I I live in South Dakota. She wanted to lock down the entire state, and our state legislators would not let her. And then she took credit for it. So just so you know. Oh, yeah. Well, thank you. No. No. No. Thank you for enlightening me because I was like, dang. I wish I lived in South Dakota. I do know that somebody on x made a comment to me and then I don't I should have asked her what state she's in, but she said, heck, in our state, she goes, we barely even knew COVID was happening. So but, as you all know, look who our governor is in California. I don't know. And he locked us down, forced vaccines on us, and didn't stop him from going out to the French laundry and doing whatever he wanted to do too. So I think, really, we just we just, lived through communism, really. And I just cringed when Fauci was appointed, Trump's, medical advisor or whatever he was appointed. And, I don't know if and I love Trump. I'm a former Democrat in California until 02/2014. I'll never ever look back. I know that's getting a little bit too political. And I love Trump, and I've supported Trump, and I voted for him all 3 times. But his most recent speech that he gave at the, Black History Month. David Harris was there. There was a couple other really cool people. But I was shocked and appalled and surprised when they didn't show him, but Trump looked over to his left and he says, and we have the CEO of Pfizer here today, and I wanna thank you for all your hard work. My head almost fell off my shoulders. So, I mean, I don't know, just stick together people, you know, pray for those who have lost their lives who are separated. And you mentioned suicide. There was a young guy that was my dad's. My dad passed away last August at the age of 94. After 4 vaccines, he made it to 94, thank God. But, his in home physical therapist was a really nice young guy and that's when it all started to click too about people filling the need to get the vaccines. He said he didn't he wasn't mandated by Iowa or or his employer, but he took the vaccine because he felt it was the, for lack of better work, noble thing to do because he was going into elder person's homes. And he said the first vaccine didn't affect him at all, and then he took the second 1 in the required amount of time. And, ended up in the emergency room. He said he, I guess, he had a heart attack. And they moved him up and, anyway, he lived through it. I lived to tell about it, obviously. But, since I was fired, I I was able to go back and forth to Iowa from California to visit my dad. And I'm also having a hard time securing a job here in California unless I keep my mouth shut. Right? In every which way. Like, I declined a nasal swab at 1 of my most recent jobs, and they said you have to have it or you can't come back to work. So, anyway, I've got a text by my dad's caregiver that said he committed suicide. Not my dad, but his his, in home physical therapist. So, you know, I don't know if he did or if he just died from the COVID vaccines and nobody's willing to actually speak out. So I don't know. I I know there was more I had to say, but thank you anyway, and rest in peace, Hippie. I'm good. Thank you. Okay. Thanks. I'll just play this, song that was requested by somebody. I can't believe that I'm here having to say goodbye. And I can barely see you through these tears I cry. I close my eyes. I can't hear the sound. These angels die. Welcome home. There are the days that my heartache to say you're scattered. Welcome home. Welcome, hon. Welcome, hon. Welcome, hon. May I just interject 1 more thing? Really quick, please. We've got some Okay. Anna, your mention of the babies, it's just making me think. A couple of years ago, my niece had the most sweet little baby boy, and I said you didn't get him vaccinated, did you? She says, no. We got his scheduled baby vaccines, but we didn't get him COVID vaccinated. I am begging, begging people to go out there, go on the CDC site, which I just recently did, and look at the scheduled vaccines for 6 months and up. And COVID is still in there. California has ads out now how the COVID vaccines coming back out, people over the age of 65, but how many people trust and I've heard over the years, but I love my pediatrician, but I love my doctor, but I trust him. And a lot of doctors have to go off the recommended, vaccine schedule regardless of what's in there. So if parents aren't asking and saying, Hey, I want to know. I, I, you know, because babies are dying. They were dying and they are dying. And because of the vaccines as well. I have friends that just declined vaccines altogether and their babies and they're, they're like 2 years old now and they're happy and healthy and they're actually doing really good. But anyway, just parents or parents to be, please, please, please do your homework and do your research before you jump into listening to any doctor, no matter how much you like them. Thank you. Okay. I got 1 more song to come up. I thought I just had it. Yeah. And, where is it? It's it's 4 minutes long or 4 47. So, we'll take our last thoughts, and then we can play that song going out if you like. Actually, we have a few more song requests. I'm trying to get them in now. They're from people that were trying to think of the right song that they wanted. So maybe I'll go up until 05:15 just so we can get them all. Do you wanna play that now, or should we let Sleepy go? Sleepy still has been waiting to speak. Let Sleepy go first, and then I'll play the song. Hey. Thanks, you guys. Sad day. She and I have been friends for a long time. I've I've been kinda laying low, laying back for a year because of all the, rhetoric and bullshit. I just you know? I've just been laying low, but, super sad. I didn't know it was gonna go this quick or whatever. I knew she was not feeling well, but I'm just real sad. And, I would call her just a cool chick. She's just just but even by her name, she's just a cool chick. I'm just gonna miss her so much. And, you know, I don't know, Melissa. I I don't really know you that well yet or anything like that. But, you were saying you're gonna have a headache or whatever. I it's usually from dehydration. I drink drink pickle juice. I I am a problem solver. I I saw, like, wanna come up and say drink pickle juice or, you know, get some salt going with whatever you're gonna drink to try to get your hydration up, but it's usually salt related too. And then, gonna miss her. She was a doer and sad. And then the only other thing is I know doctor Artis, Brian Artis has put out, and I don't wanna contradict anybody else, but, my girlfriend's a runner and has had myocarditis going on with her injections that were forced on her by the government. She was a nurse for the VA and had to take 2 of them, and she's a runner of marathoner. And so I've been worried about her heart rate because it goes way up and on. So, doctor Artis had talked about taking the and this is my problem solver getting in here because I'm gonna pray and be sad all day about it. But I I wanna be a problem solver too since we're all here, and that is to take it's a simple equation that he's put out about nicotine. The nicotine patch for 3 days can help solve my or not help the small tissue in your heart for myocarditis and pericarditis. And so I've had her do that stent, and now her heart rate's come back under control when she's running. So she's my proof that the 3 day treatment of nicotine can help your heart if you have heart issues that you feel. And, also, I put my son on it because he's on he's 20 and took the vaccination, has heart issues, and now it's so I'm trying to get him. He's still an athlete and playing, but that was my 2ยข. And, you know, you Anna, amazing. Your information is amazing, and you guys are all so wonderful. This group is wonderful. And, Ron, you're doing an amazing job. Ron has been pointing out that these, counties and these leaders, the supposed, you know, elected officials do not listen. They do not care. They will not change course, and it is it's just sickening. The 1 that sickens me is that our that I've got I can't pronounce her name right now. The 1 from Australia that's coming out speaking and, you know, talking all smile, Arden or whatever her name is. She's just pathetic. She was 1 of the most pathetic people about these shots in Australia. And Judine Arden or whatever. You guys probably know who I'm talking about. And they're still, you know, patting themselves on the back. It's just disgusting, but I'm gonna miss this chick. I'm gonna miss her. She's a badass. So thank you for letting me come up, you guys. Sad, sad news. But I I expect her soul to watch over me. You know? And I think she'll watch over all of us. And so if the light turns red this is how I think of it is that if the light turns red as you wanted to make it through that light, you know, it's probably hippie turning it red for you. Just make you slow down. Enjoy your you know, try to enjoy your day, guys. I I love you all. See you. Thank you very much. Are you ready to go, Nooney? And then we'll have so I've got these last no. It's the last 1 that I've got queued up. Nope. No. There's 2. This 1 and then the next 1. Let's do 1 and then 2 more. What do you think about when you look at me? I know we're not the fairy tale you dreamed we'd be. You are the veil you walk, and I'll you took my hair. And we dove into a mystery. How I wish we could go back to simpler times before all our scars and all our secrets were in the light. Now on this hallowed ground, we've drawn the battle line. Will we make it through the night? It's gonna take much more than promises this time. Only God can change our mind. Maybe you and I will never be able to be complete. Could we just stay by all care together? If you can bring your shattered treats, and I'll bring mine. Can healing still be peaceful? And save The only way will last forever. It's broken together. How it must have been so long be by my side. And we won't give up the fight. It's gonna take much more than promises this time. Only god can change our mind. Maybe you and I will never let it be complete. Could we just be room? Okay. To care. If you can bring your shattered dreams, and I'll bring my good feelings to be strong. Okay. Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete. Could we just be broken together. If you can dream your shattered dreams, and I'll bring my continuing still peaceful and save us. The only way it will last forever is broken together. Thank you very much. Alright. So we'll go I don't remember who is first, so we're just gonna go in this order. De Bordeaux and then rooftop. Well, if I can speak after these last songs, I'm I'm still clogged up, wiping tears. Let me just encourage you all to remember that God was not surprised by any of this. Okay? And his incredible love, he's carried 1 of our friends home. Now that means that here on this earth, we're all a little bit poorer. But I want you to think about how much richer heaven is today. And where she is right now, time has no meaning. It's not gonna be all of that long in the scheme of things. You see, when when we're in this Earth confined in this spatial body, we can only live in the present moving to the future. We can't go back in the past. So we're confined by time and space here. But once we step out into the eternal where JC went, time doesn't have that meaning. And she might be in the presence of god for maybe 20 seconds or 30 seconds of her reckoning before we're standing up there with her. We do have the promise, though, that Christ is bringing her back when he returns. It's, first Thessalonians chapter 4. Paul writes that we would not have you grieving over those who sleep in the lord. For if we believe Jesus died and rose again, so too will he bring those who sleep in the lord. For the lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, the voice of the archangel, and the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ shall rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up with them at the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so shall we ever be with the lord. Therefore, comfort 1 another with these words. We're not told not to grieve. We all are gonna miss her, but we are told, don't grieve as those who have no hope. We have that hope. And I know I'm counting on that, and I'm sure the rest of you are as well. Thank you, g. Let's go to rooftop, and then, I'd like to say some closing words. And then I'll have Newnie play us out with The Rock Ballad picked by Tobe, specifically. Because I know Hippie would want us to go out on a high note and try to cheer up and try to move on with the rest of our day. Alright? So go ahead, rooftop. Thank you, Melissa, for keeping the space open. I know you wanna take the dog out, and I know, I'll try to keep it short. Hippie was a friend, and I use that word sparingly. It's okay to have a lot of acquaintances. It's okay to have some frenemies, some people you know you see once in a while. But Hippie was 1 of the when I got on Twitter, I didn't know her, but, started spaces December 22. I met her early 23. '1 of my first original friends when I I don't know this group as much, but she used to come into Iceman space, Tom, who passed away not too long ago. And I said, wow. These are 2 that interacted with my tweets. They weren't just on spaces only. They didn't mind me DMing them. They didn't say that I was spamming them. You know? They made comments on my pictures of tri tip sandwiches and photos of the snow in Donner Summit. I grew up on the other side of Sacramento from where I think she was. And so every time I drove up to the mountains, I would take photos and videos and send a DM to her, and she'd be like, actually, wasn't too long ago she said we should get a coffee 1 of these days. You always ski right by. And I always thought there was gonna be more time. I renewed my season pass of Sugar Bowl, and I thought that between fall and next spring of this year or between fall of this year and spring next year, there'd be enough snowstorms. I visit my mom and dad up in that area. I live in Southern California, but I still go up a lot. And I figured, 1 day, I'm gonna stop in Nevada City, Grass Valley, Auburn, pick up a good pie from Iquitos because she liked my photos of the Marion Berry pie from Iquitos in Auburn, and bring it over to Hippy Dippy. And, you know, she gave me her name a long time ago, and I never used it. I always just called her Hippy Dippy. And the way we met was a funny 1. Iceman was hosting a space. It was at night. I was closing my eyes and speaking because I don't like looking at the screen, and Hippy must have come into the space. And I was railing about my sister, who I actually describe as a hippie dippie Berkeley moron. She's woke. She's likes vegan stuff. She wants the kids to eat food without salt or any seasoning, and her meals are atrocious. And my father, my mother, myself, and my niece and nephew just we have to pretend to like her cooking. Thank god we she got her husband a Traeger, and now we let her husband do the cooking and me. But yeah. So I was railing against hippie dippie Berkeley woke nonsense, and Iceman basically cut in. And and I looked at my screen. It's like, woah. Woah. Woah. Woah. You don't say that about people in our space. She's a friend. I said, who? Oh, and then I saw her her she actually used the name hippie dippy. Who does that? But it just kinda shows the person that she was, and whoever said that she was a cool chick, spot on. She was a cool chick. In not too long ago, I was talking to her. She was trying to pick out a gun to buy. She said she wanted something purple. I had pictures of these ridiculous rifles that were kicking these guys, and they made a video out of it. And she said, I just want, like, a, you know, pocket pistol, something purple. And I said, oh, yeah. Ruger LCP. And, even if they don't have it in that color, you can get a Cerakote. But I gotta warn you, California has another 11% excise tax on everything. So everything is more expensive now. Gun stores are kinda slow. But I said, you know, I was gonna try to find a good price person to Cerakote her her her whatever she was gonna get as a gun. And she said, forget about it. It probably puts it out of my range now. And then, she wrote me on on April 11 saying she was in the hospital. She gave me a room number, and I asked you know, I sent her the prayer emojis. I I basically said, are you okay? And, I'm just reading through her, and and and she basically let me see. She was talking about she was jealous of that. I'm not the only 1. She says she was in in pulmonary hypertension, heart catheter, still I can breathe enough to laugh and the pain will temporarily subside LOL. She left an LOL afterwards. And I said, you gonna be okay? After after I sent her a a prayer, hands and the yellow heart, and she gave me a thumbs up. She said I'm a fighter. She gave me the biceps, emoji and the sun sunglass, you know, the the smiley face with the shades, the sunglasses. And and I said, hang in there. She gave me a %. She said, I'm too mean for this to take me out. And I sent her an American flag emoji, which I knew she would like because she was a proud American. And she was a proud Californian sick of all the crap. I went back now, and I missed 1 of the posts she sent me because, you know, I would send her stuff that I would post, but DM her so that maybe she could like it, and she liked a lot of my posts. She was 1 of my biggest supporters. Whether she liked it in DM or sent me a reaction emoji, Hippie was always took the time to acknowledge that I existed, and I was trying to send her something funny to cheer her up. And she wrote this great piece against Gavin Newsom. I I'm I can't believe I missed this DM. I mean, we miss DM sometimes, and I retweeted it right now. Hippie, sorry I missed it a month ago or whenever it was. Sorry. Sorry. But, I hope to see her again. I hope she's resting in peace. Or I I know it's tough for a family. I was just almost couldn't drive. I was at the range, and I just said I had to stop and get something to drink. I just, holding back the tears right now, but it'll it'll come out. Sincerely a good, genuinely good, nice person. And I don't like spaces, but she came to my Aloha snack bar rapid fire Friday space where we set up a rule of 10 second takes and quick takes top 3 list. Don't grab the mic and go on and make it your private therapy session for 45 minutes. Let's just get the mic moving around, and she embraced it. She was doing top 10 favorite dogs, and then she would list 3. Top 10 favorite this or top 3 least favorite. She was good. She was quick thinking, quick witted, and and and she she wanted to support a fun space that wasn't political that because I I hate politics. You know? I like music, food, you know, guns, stuff like that. And and she was she was all there for it. And had I done more spaces or joined spaces, we would have talked more. But we actually hadn't talked on a space for a long time, maybe over a year. But our DMs were everything. When I was in vacation in French Polynesia in December, she asked me, are there monkeys there? Do you see any monkeys? I said, I don't think I don't think they even have land animals besides centipedes. That's that's it. You know, there's birds. There's aquatic life. I didn't see anything any primates. And I think she got it confused like Borneo or Bali, but she started sending me some some videos of monkeys, and I thought it was just so cute that she was a cool chick that liked to talk about animals, wildlife, food. She would always say, so jelly. When I showed her a picture, a close-up picture of a tri tip sandwich from Santa Maria, and I always thought there would be more time. I always thought there would be more time, and I'm so shocked because, you know, some of these prayer spaces, the they're like, oh, yeah. You know, Donnie had a medical thing. He made it through. I was so optimistic with Iceman, and then I was optimistic with Hippy Dippy. I didn't think this would happen. And it'll it's it's still a shock, Melissa, but thank you for hosting this and let letting me speak. She's 1 of the great ones. And, I'll be thinking of her when you guys play the music. And when I sing karaoke tonight, I'll I'll dedicate a song to her in, the real life bar just letting you know. Okay? Thank you. Rest in would like Rest in peace, Hippie. She would love that. So, basically, when I first met Hippie, it was in these large medical spaces. And, she always had a mic, but she never spoke. It was like she was just sitting there and not saying anything. And I would get so mad because they'd make me wait forever for a mic. I'm like, why can't they put this crazy woman down the listener and give me a damn mic? Or she was always eating mail whenever she was about to speak. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And so I'm like, what what are they doing? Why aren't they giving other people turns? And then I found out really quick that she always was there to chime in at just the right time, with info that was required that no 1 else would know. And then I also realized that she could not hear if she did not have a mic. Very literally, for whatever reason, the app does the opposite to her. She cannot hear without a mic. Where some people, they can't hear with the mic and they have to listen. You know? So it was the opposite. And when I figured that out, I felt like the world's biggest little white bitch. I mean, I felt terrible. I was like, oh my gosh. I'm like and here I was being self centered, conceited. Why why am I not getting to speak? And I didn't realize that she could not hear without a mic and that she was that important and that she knew that kind of information. So, eventually, I got to know her, and I used to go to the spaces where we would do the vocabulary with her and Josie and, everything. And then she migrated and would join us with Lindsay's spaces and then come to the BWIWG spaces that Nooney and I do, mostly Nooney. And the BWIWG, just for those wondering, stands for bioweapon injured working group, just in case you're curious. We had to abbreviate it because x was basically shadow banning our spaces if we didn't. And we would talk about all sorts of problems with the system, things we could work on, sharing information, you know, on herbs, supplements, anything that might help. And she became a really good friend. I talked to her on the phone often. I talked to her on a Discord server we've got. And I was there and heard as, they were loading her up onto the ambulance. She was literally logged into Discord, and I got to hear them holler to the hospital this last time. And, she fought really hard. I want everybody to know that. But the stint did start to fail, and so her heart was leaking and the right chamber was failing. She had fluid building up in those lungs that were scarred from chickenpox and from COVID damage from the COVID shot and catching COVID, and it just finally just snowballed. We had a space last night or yesterday afternoon and tonight. She wanted a space. She said, I miss everybody's voice. I need to hear everyone. So I did a space yesterday that was 9 hours long for Hippie. And she came in and she co hosted for us for the last time. She was 1 heck of a co host. She co hosted for many people. Absolutely phenomenal at what she did. She could keep track of everything. And she did say a few last words to us and thanked us all and told us how much she loved us. And this morning, I woke up to a text message that she was in cardiac arrest. And I opened the space immediately. It was supposed to just be a prayer space to prayer pray for Hippy to get out of cardiac arrest. And, she didn't make it, and it turned into a memorial space. And I wanna thank every single 1 of you for coming. She loved everyone. She considered everyone a friend. Even people that did not like each other, she'd be like, I'm not getting involved in that. They're my friend. You're my friend. Leave it at that. It was just the way she was. She liked being a friend to everyone, being there for everyone. You could have called her at, like, 2 in the morning if something was wrong, and she would have answered the phone. It's just the way she was. And I feel extremely honored that she delegated me to her account to help organize and post updates on her behalf and to get the message out when the time came. I don't know why she chose me, but I'm thankful, and it means the world to me. It makes me feel really good that she thought high enough of me for me to do this for her. And that's all I could say right now. And thank you. Thank you very much. And she's with the Lord creator, and she'll never feel any more pain. Anna, Nooni, do you wanna say anything before we play the music out? I'm good. You're good, Anna? Yeah. Me too. I'm good. Okay. Go ahead, Newnie. This thing on have the smile. That was a beautiful choice. Tov picked that out. Be sure to thank Tov for the beautiful song. It's very uplifting, and I know Hippie would have loved that. I do see that Mistaken came up, and we will let Mistaken finish. And then I'll get ready to close it down. Go ahead, Mistaken. Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm on my Bluetooth. I didn't know I keep up with god bless you all. And, she's about to force funeral on here on x, and it's hard because we're more like friends than friends in real if you can hear me. So god bless you all. Thank you. Thank you, mistaken. Alright. That is the end of the space. And I'm sure there will be several more prayer spaces for Hippie, maybe later tonight and tomorrow. And I wanna thank you all once again for coming. She was a friend to all. And remember, God has our back. He has the backs of all of us, and we must continue the mission for Hippie. Thank you.